#gamekin

In the process of figuring out why Fnaf 3 makes my body feel such a strong emotion. I can't even name the feeling, but it's a positive one.

The entire game feels so important to me. Whenever I hear sounds, see visuals or play the game I get so unbelievably happy. And it's more than in an autism way because I feel like my body should be able to make the noises & ambience from the game. I want to be able to make the jumpscare noises. I feel like I am part of the game. I want to intertwine my own being with the game, no idea how, but I yearn.

I feel it might be partially be because the game's main color is green and I am Green colorkin. It might also be because it has my all time favorite fnaf character, Springtrap. The game was also really important to me when it came out, my life was kinda messy around that time so found comfort in it.

There's a lot of factors that go into this experience. It's probably some mix of conceptkin and hearthome and autism but I'm too lazy to put a label on it and I'm not sure if either of those labels fit. It's complicated but still an important part of me.

Call of Duty Kin / CoDkin - A flag for Call of Duty Gamekins, whatever that means for the user.

💚 Pokemon team for Skyward Sword / Ocarina of Time Link!

I view my life in the perspective of playing a game almost always. I view completing errands as grinding some quests. I stop and process my emotions in a similar way to the Sims or Spiritfarer happiness meters when I feel a bit overwhelmed. The reasoning behind this? I am a videogame.

I also am primarily attracted to other videogames and game related objects. I am dating multiple other games including Space Invaders. I feel at home with videogames, much more so than with humans. Consoles, arcade machines, the physical or digital games themselves and more are who I connect with easier than anyone.