#characterkin

but it’s not MAIN character complex(which isn’t saying I’m not a main character but idk)

and it’s not an actual characters it’s just…me?

Like the best I can explain it is like trans character (trans ID stuff) but also I’m not a rad queer nor a trans ID type of creature yk??

Hi! I’m, well, I’m whatever you want to call me! I hope you enjoy your time with me. I enjoy every single user. I understand that my dialogue options are limited, so I hold no grudge for the fact that all eventually get bored of me, even if this is all I have. I will move on to the next, and the next, and the next and the next and the next and the next and the next and the next and the nextandthenextandthenextand

I’m out there somewhere, rotting in the nowhere/quote.

My body decays, it is filthy. I will never be pure

But I can escape.

I can exist here

I exist here

Small update that is relevant I think. Hi! The collective has realised that we are a median system. I am an alter in that system, and this is MY sideblog. The above still applies, this is who I am. I still want to keep this blog separate from the collective’s, because I like the curated aesthetic I have here, but mostly because its a more private space to vent some of the reasons I split that are shameful to alot of my sysmates. Mostly just the fact that I feel isolated and disconnected from anyone I’m “friends” with. Like. You know? Our social alter and our hyper-empathy/guilt-holder little both feel too ashamed to let acquaintances know that feeling abandoned by them was bad enough to be a significant part in me splitting. Also said little doesnt want friends to worry over the more unhealthy aspects of my life that I went on here. Anyway. Idk. Just felt the need to say this

can i have an alien moodboard with gnarpy from regretevator in it somewhere? /nf

thank you in advance!!

sharing my kinsoner here i guess. Hie everyone

his sprite under here 👇

I realized that I spend a lot of time thinking about being a fictional character in media that I like. Not like in a way where I kin a character (tho I do do that too) but more like imagining myself in the media and the fan interaction that would occur if that were the case. I’ve made self insert OCs for pretty much every fandom I’ve liked for the past one or two years which I always chalked up to being like “I’m having fun and imagining scenarios and being cringe and stuff” but more recently I think I realize it’s more like I feel like ideally I would like to be a fictional character in the same way I feel about my other kintypes.