#fustrations

So here's the thing; I am pagan, and my path has meandered and hit stale mates, even faded entirely at times. But it is important to me to work on it, and show my dedication because it makes my soul happy when I do. But I struggle heavily with ADHD. I am unmedicated because there are other issues I need to focus on with my doctor before we can get to that stage. Normally I can use my executive dysfunction to multitask and get my chores/work done. But with religious practice (ex. Meditation, Rituals, Magick Use...) I just can't get on track. I feel like I'm all over the place when I try to do a ritual for the Sabbats, and my magick works more like a firecracker blasting off in all directions instead of helping me achieve my goals.

Everything I research on Wicca, Druidry, and other Pagan paths all stress the importance of will power and focus to success in the craft. But with my ADHD I feel like I'm standing on the opposite side of a cavern with a half broken bridge. I've tried searching blogs, books, and websites for tips on Druidry/Magick with ADHD but only a handful of things come up and nothing really gives tips or tricks to help me fix the bridge and make it to my goal of successful Druidry. I'm just so frustrated with my lack of research and lack of focus, and lack of control, and just ugh... I wanna just be able to grab my tools, state my intention, feel my energy and shoot it out to my goal. To live in my craft without constantly beating my head into a wall.

I dont wanna give up on what makes my soul happy, but some days (like today) it just feels like an impossible path to follow (especially alone).

End Rant

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I look in the womens. There are 2 styles, neither of them boasting a size 9.

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For Every 100 Miles You Drive, You Swear 41 Times

Here’s how bad our road rage is:  A recent poll found that for every 100 miles you drive, you swear 41 times.

That’s about once every two-and-a-half miles.  But 46% of us still don’t think we curse too much behind the wheel.  Here are the top ten things that make us swear while we’re driving . . .

Someone cuts you off.

Almost getting hit by someone changing lanes.

Seeing someone texting and driving.

Drivers who don’t use their turn signals.

A pedestrian stepping into the road without looking.

Drivers who won’t turn off their brights.

Someone driving too slowly in front of you.

Someone taking up two spaces in a parking lot.

Drivers who don’t wave to say thanks when you let them in.

People who drive slowly in the fast lane and won’t move over.