#full stack engineering

next up, i've got a follow up interview that i'm really nervous about on friday cause I feel I'll have to lie about myself to really prove worthy of getting the job. with all my insecurities and sadness though, it feels like the only way to get the healthcare I really need.

i'm telling myself that if I don't get it, it's not the end of the world and to keep working on myself, personal projects, and an education (bme) I feel can really make a difference in my life. and if i do get it, i'll be able to properly fund them and have the bonus of healthcare.