lady grinning soul...
pt 2. to girl from ipanema
synopsis! youβre a bit homesick, dick helps raise your spirits with his contagious holiday cheer.
includes! dick grayson x reader, fluff, awkward-ish reader, foreign reader, dick's late robin years, some form of pining?, high school stuff, cute innocent kisses, christmas shopping, yeah...
a/n: sorry if itβs ooc everyone. Iβm still getting the hang of writing him, especially as robin.
wc: 3k
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Ever since your first late afternoon conversation with Dick, you found that you two quickly grew close. It started as simple greetings, βgood morningsβ and βgoodbyes.β Soon, it evolved into gestures of friendshipβ saving seats, carrying an extra item for the other, walking with each other to classes. And, it was nice.
You finally felt like someone saw you as something other than βthe transfer girl with the unusual accentβ. And to Dick, you were so much more. You didnβt expect anything of him. You didnβt expect him to be perfect, you didnβt expect him to be collected all the time. You were one of the only people who seemed to really get himβ the only person to see him as Dick Grayson and not Bruce Wayneβs ward or Boy Wonder.
He hasnβt told you his secret yet. Honestly, heβs not sure he should. Not because he couldnβt trust you, no. Because heβd be endangering you with a secret you shouldnβt have to keep. And, while heβd tried to deny the fact, he wanted this part of his lifeβ you, to be kept separate. He wanted this to belong to him. Not to Robin, but to Dick Grayson.
Though, that didnβt stop him from using the Batcomputer to find out your birthdayβ which he already had a present for.
He enjoyed the feeling of normalcy that came along with you and your presence. Even though others didnβt seem to share his sentiments.
From the moment you two began talking, hushed whispers spread across your year group. βWhy would he hang around her?β or βI wonder if itβs just because sheβs newβ¦ out of pity?β Your classmates made little effort to hide their speculations, often talking right in front of your face. Not that it bothered you. You hardly caredβ or thatβs what you believed. Truly, why would you care? You werenβt ever going to befriend the ones that speculated or ostracised you. They werenβt worth that extra effort.
But Dick, he was worth every minute. Every extra second you spent after class, in the library or even the courtyard was worth it. You were glad to have someone so open to share your thoughts with.
It was nearing Christmas and the school semester was finally coming to a close for the holidays. You hadnβt planned on returning home this year, to your dismay. Christmas was one of the biggest holidays for your family and you were pretty bummed that you couldnβt spend it with them. You mentioned this to Dick in passing and of course, he always listened. Which led you to your current status.
Itβs the first Saturday of the vacation and Dick has taken it upon himself to show you around the better parts of town, the parts that are actually decorated for the holidays. In the past few hours, heβs taken you into several shopping centres to unlock your βinner Christmas joyβ as he so gleefully put it. You told him it wasnβt so much about the decorations, but rather the people around you. However, that didnβt stop him from walking out with two bags of ornaments in tow.
If itβs one thing you learnt during your shopping trip, it was: you had to be careful around Dick Grayson.
He always knew what you were thinking of getting. If you even so much as glanced at something for more than two seconds, itβs already in your basket. If you stopped to look at the price tag, dick would wordlessly take it from you, dropping it into your cart and leaving you with only a cheeky smirk. And to no oneβs surprise, he beat you to the card machineβ somehow, managing to distract you enough with something else in the store that you completely missed the cashier checking everything out. To this moment you donβt know what the sum total came up to.
Now, you two sit in a nearby cafe, nesting steaming coffees in both your hands. Itβs a nicely decorated place. Even its pastries were Christmas themed. Festive, good lightingβ warm toned lamps lighting the walls. Nothing too harsh on the eyes. An ideal place to rest your feet, you think. Dick sits opposite you, the small distance doing little to hinder the fragrance radiating off him, the same one youβve complimented a thousand times before. Despite the holiday rush, this cafe was unusually empty this time around save for a few people who placed to-go orders.
βNo one really dines in here.β Dick answers your unasked question. βThis part of Gotham is filled with busy peopleβ with little to no free time in their schedules.β
βI figuredβ¦β You look to a man collecting his drink, too occupied on his phone to even be bothered to thank the barista. βManners in Gotham areβ¦ scanty.β You sip your drink carefully so as to not spill any on your newly bought coat. Also courtesy of Dick.
βUnfortunately. Gothamites arenβt the nicest bunch of people.β Dick offers a small smile, which attaches itself to the frown you didnβt know you were wearing.
βItβs not like that back home. Our people areβ¦ a talkative bunch.β you chuckle, remembering the weird instances youβd have with strangers or the conversations youβve overheard. βSometimes, too talkative.β
You raise your head to Dick, whoβs already looking at you. He takes in all of your words with an expression not unlike admiration. βThat must be nice.β
βIt is, sometimes. But regardless of where you go, thereβs always gonna have the more, uhβ¦ unwelcoming set of folks.β You donβt mean to think of school when you say that, but Dick knows. He always does.
He opens his mouth to speak, slowly inching his hand towards yours, but you already know what heβs going to say. βIβm not worried about that. Iβm glad we became friends.β Dick shuts his mouth quickly, retracting his hand. He tries to bite back the smile that creeps onto his face, He has his bottom lip tucked between his teeth, fighting the upwards curl of his mouth. Itβs cute, you think. And even cuter the way his lip slowly unfurls from beneath his teeth as his facade betrays him. All plumped and red from biting it β or maybe just the weather. Either way, around youβ he was never much good at hiding his expressions.
Dick hears what the rest of school thinks of you, despite you hardly doing anything to upset anyone. There were a select few who enjoyed your presence, your quiet kindness, support and honesty. But they didnβt know you like he did. They didnβt grasp just how special you were. Dick finds that, whenever heβs with you, he truly gets to enjoy the little things in life. Like the way your eyebrows furrow when youβre thinking. Or the way you talk or laugh. The direction your head tilts when youβre confused. No one pays attention to that, except for him.
βIf we have time after this, would you wanna help me decorate?β you ask after a beat of admiring Dickβs adorable face. Not realising that Dick was doing the same with you.
βSure.β He answers a bit too eagerly and hopes you didnβt pick up on his fumble.
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The snow falls lightly across the streets, littering the freshly swept pavement with specks of white. Thin blankets of snow cover the bare trees spread across the streets. Both of your feet crunch against the snow reforming on the pavement, leaving boot marks in your wake. Delicate snowflakes drift from the grey sky, landing on your shoulders. Your pace slows behind Dickβs as you hold a gloved palm out to catch the white specks.
βYβknow, I havenβt seen snow before Gotham.β You say, snowflakes falling into your gloves. βDoesnβt snow where I come from.β
βYouβve never been away for Christmas?β Dick asks tentatively.
You shake your head, βNever. Most of my family tends to return home instead.β You frown, not thinking youβd ever see the day where you were disappointed with being in another country. Your frown catches onto Dickβs expression and you wish you hadnβt seen his face fall. Seeing his lips curl in the other direction pulls painfully at your heartstrings. Your disheartened state should never be the cause of his.
You look up to talk to him, but the glare that bounces off the snow down right nearly blinds you. βItβs okay though.β You recover, trying to smile up at him despite your squinting. βa first time for everything right.β
He smiles back at you, deciding then and there that this year was going to be worth more than your tears.
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Itβs nearly four oβclock when you arrive back at your apartment complex which your relative had so graciously left you. Technically, it wasnβt yours but the actual owner was never aroundβ always travelling. Much like the rest of the tenants in this place. Itβs a decent sized place on the fourth floor, well furnished, cosy closed floor planβ thereβs even a communal pool at the top of the building, not that anyone bothers to swim in it. The only thing the apartment lacks is a soul. You hadnβt exactly gotten to decorating it yourself.
βMaybe I can take you shopping sometime?β Dick offers, resting the bags on your kitchen countertop.
βAgain?β You chuckle.
βWell if I had known, I would have taken you to the department store today. I know a really good one.β He hums, starting to pull out different ornaments from the first bag. βWe should start with the tree.β He starts unpacking the faux Christmas tree from a compact box, its branches flattened from the restricted packaging.
You two make quick work of mounting it up, fluffing out the branches and setting the red tree skirt under it. Now, itβs onto adding the lights. Dick decided on warm lightsβ a stark contrast to those heavy blinkers your family would use. But, you prefer the warm. Itβs almost as if Dick knew.
You stand behind the tree as Dick passes the lights around the front. You canβt help but think of how oddly domestic it all is. At what point does one begin to question platonic love?
You try to ignore the way he lets your hands brush every time he passes the bunch to you and the spark you feel at his touchβ you really do. You also try to ignore the butterflies in your stomach. Those things seriously exist? You had always thought people were just making stuff up for the sake of it.
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The snow outside your apartment picks up, now falling in a constant array. Itβs long past five and your Christmas tree, along with some wreaths and tinsel now fill the empty corners of your apartment. With your plain throw pillows and blankets traded for red and greens, you consider your job complete. Dick has even decided to put some hanging decor on the ceiling, swearing up and down that itβll stay despite the flimsy tape.
You stand next to him in front of the door, admiring your handiwork. βNot bad.β You hum.
Dick makes an expression at the side of your eye, βSeriously? Thatβs all I get?β He mocks the offense, ββNot badβ?β
You laugh at his antics, βThank you, Dick.β You turn to face him fully this time, βIt means a lot. Reallyβ¦β
Dick reciprocates your affection, smiling warmly back at you. His dimples pop at the action and you canβt help but stare. Youβve always admired how pretty he is. Especially neat for a guy. Then again, he doesnβt seem like the type to let himself get too messy. But that isnβt it at all. Just him, you think. His faceβ itβs so adorably perfect. You donβt know what it is. Maybe itβs the expressions he wore? Or the way every feature of his perfectly compliments the next. Or how his smile is just so damn bright it manages to light up your whole mood. Whatever it is, you donβt even try to stop the words that flow from your mouth.
βYouβre really pretty, Dick.β
Immediately, he flushes at your praise, the red going all the way to his ears. From the way he reacted, you can tell youβve been staring at the boy for far too long. βOhβ um, t-thank youβ¦ You too. Youβ youβre really pretty too.β He bashfully fights the way his lips tug upwards. You donβt think youβve ever heard him stammer that much in one sentenceβ ever.
A moment passes and it looks like heβs regained his usual stature. You giggle at his attempt at composure. βActually, can I show you something?β He holds a hand out for you to take.
He then ushers you towards the corridor leading to your bedroom. For a second, you think heβs managed to distract you long enough to decorate your room for you. Youβre taken aback by his abrupt stop in the entrance of the hallway. He turns around to face you and the look on his face comes off as almost impossible to read. He looks like heβs fighting both a smirk and bashfulness all at once. Dick then takes both of your hands in his, wordlessly gesturing upwards with a tug at your interlocked hands. You follow his gaze up to β ohβ¦
Hanging on the arch above you is none other than βa mistletoe. Youβve never seen one hung in real life, expecting to be put to useβ only in movies. Much less seen one from this angle. Your eyes find Dickβs once more and he just stares. Heβs about to apologise, tell you to forget this even happened. He looks scared almost. Scared that youβll reject him, kick him out even. But you donβt.
You stare back at him for a second, in thought. Then, you pull him down by his collar, stopping when your faces are so close together that your breaths mingle in the warmth of the other. His eyes are blown wide, searching yours intentlyβ almost as if he doesnβt believe this is happening to him. βSmooth.β You giggle before meeting his lips with yours.
Dick practically melts into your hold, arms wrapping tentatively around your back, slowly inching towards your waist. βIs it okay if Iβ if I hold you here?β He breathes against you, looking at you with stars in his eyes. If anyone asks, heβd surely tell them you fell from the sky. You chuckle at his unusual bashfulness today.
βYes, Dick. You can hold me wherever you want.β You reconnect the two of you, wrapping your arms tightly around his neck. The kiss is sweet, a mix of hidden emotions and untold secretsβsome of which Dick couldnβt wait to share with you. But, not right now. Right now itβs about you and him, under this stupid mistletoe. Heβll look back and laugh at this plan one day, he thinks.
Moments pass before you two need to break apart for air. Dick speaks first, βDoes this mean weβre together?β
βDo you want to be?β
βOf course I wanna be.β He answers a beat too early.
βThen, weβre together.β You giggle against his lips.
βOh thank goodness.β He sighs, βI thought you were seriously gonna turn me away.β He latches onto your lips again, silently walking you back to your couch. He plops down first, leaving enough space next to him for you. He doesnβt give you a second to adjust before heβs on you again. βCan we stay like this for a bit?β Dick threads a hand through your hair, the other gently rubbing the skin of your cheek. With the warm light bouncing off your features, You look ethereal to him. And when you give your response? Dick knows heβs a goner.
βFor as long as you want.β
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extra:
Darkness has long enveloped the sky in his starry embrace. The moon lazily shines through your pulled curtains as you and Dick huddle together on your loveseat couch.
Dickβs not sure how he managed it, but Bruce had given him time of patrol tonight. He definitely knows, Dick winces. He always does. Cβmon, heβs Batman for crying out loud.
βI got you a present.β He whispers into your hair, gesturing to the single box under the Christmas tree. βYou didnβt even notice, did you?β
Your eyebrows raise in realisation as you shoot up from his embrace. βI didnβt get you anything!β
Dick only chuckles, βYou donβt have to.β
βAwh, you got me a present and I completely forgot about youβ¦β you huff. βIβm sorryβ¦β
βHey, hey. Itβs fine. Besides, youβve given me a present today already.β He holds your face in his hands like youβre made of glass, delicateβ as if one wrong touch would shatter you in his grasp. When he realises youβre not going to respond, he prompts you.
βWell, what present would that be, Dick?β He tries to mimic your voice.
βOh I donβt know, maybe your love and affection?β He responds as himself.
Thatβs when an idea pops into your head. βHold on!β You leave his lonesome on the couch, retreating to your bedroom. From the living room, Dick hears drawers opening and pen caps flicking on and off.
You soon return to your spot on the couch with something small cupped in both your hands. βOkay, Iβm done.β You slowly open your palms to reveal a piece of paper, shaped like a trophy and stuck to a pin. On it, thereβs some flowers and fancy borders. And in the middle, it says βBest Boyfriend Award!β
Dickβs face turns shamelessly red, smiling ear to ear. βItβs perfect.β He kisses you on the cheek, βpin it for me.β To which you stick it right below his left collarbone, flattening out the flimsy paper against his shirt.
βDo you wanna open yours now?β Dick moves to reach for the gift. You stop him before he can even get his butt off the seat. βNo, because I know you got me something good and Iβd like to feel proud of my small victory right now, yeah?β
He chuckles, relaxing against the armrest and pulling you tightly against him. βWhatever you say.β
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a/n: merry christmas everyone! not sure if itβs just me but this year christmas actually feels festive if ykwim. i was really in the spirits this year for whatever reason. Iβll continue writing for this specific reader but wow im awful at slow burns iβm so sorry. I might update this later on to fix any grammatical errors and whatnot so yah! Just a warning.













