I sense the weight of things, things I can't see. Pain, fear, need. Most beings carry the things that shaped them. They carry the past. But some, very few... They're gathering as they go. There's a purpose to it.
ANDOR: 2x07 "MESSENGER" (2025) //
ROGUE ONE: A STAR WARS STORY (2016)
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Iâm back on my occasional longer Andor meta bullshit, and while Iâm more active for this sort of thing over on Reddit these days I thought this might be of interest over here ⊠plus, I can use some of the lovely gifs! đ
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Where Cassian Andor needs to be: an interpretation of the Force healer scene
Introduction and thesis
Iâm a big fan of this scene, especially as I had been nervous as to how they would introduce the Force into this very grounded series. Even so, I have read a few takes that donât like it and for a very sound reason: in a story about everyday people making a difference, why does the Force healer appear to single out Cassian as some kind of special individual with an herioc destiny? She says that he âhas some place he needs to be,â and for those of us who know Rogue One that place would appear to be Scarif, and perhaps specifically at the top of the tower at the end when it would seem that all hope is lost: shooting Krennic just in time to save Jyn and the Rebellion at large.Â
Did the Force healer see this as a vision of the future? That Cassian as a âMessengerâ will literally help send the most important message of his life one day? Maybe, but I want to propose an alternative or perhaps supplemental interpretation of this scene.
Thesis, pleaseâŠ
âThe Force healer doesnât see the future so much as sense emotions in the present. What appears to be a prophecy is an assessment of character. The Force may be guiding her in this, but she is acting on what she knows now. She is sensing something of what Maarva in season 1 and Bix in season 2 already knew about Cassian, and the âplace he needs to beâ is as much metaphorical as literal.â
Continued below
The details of the scene.
Cassian has a blaster burn that is not healing, and one evening Bix tricks him into visiting a woman who works in the kitchens but who provides what weâd probably call faith-healing or alternative medicine clinics after hours (this seems to be a free service). Most of the time she makes no difference to her patientsâ ailments, but âsometimes it even worksâ. The Force healer senses Cassian from a distance and he is immediately spooked by this, and even more so when she correctly identifies exactly where his wound is. She then attempts to heal it⊠and thanks him âFor the clarityâ, saying that âItâs been a very long timeâ and that she had thought her Force sensitivity had gone for good. She then asks if Cassian has felt it, his âstrength of spirit⊠all that youâve been gathering. Surely you must feel it? â. Really unnerved by now, Cassian expresses deep cynicism, genuine irritation at Bix for subjecting him to this woo-woo stuff and snarks âIâll work on that, Iâll let you know,â and exits in a very dark mood.Â
Bix knows him well and correctly identifies the source of his anger: heâs frightened. âYou scared him⊠thatâs not easy to do,â Bix observes. Alone now the two women discuss what happened. The healer then asks who he is and is told that heâs a pilot and soldier - so, no-one particularly special.Â
Then comes the key part of the scene. Bix says âTell me what you sawâ.
Force healer: âI sense the weight of things. Things I cannot see. Pain, fear, need.â
She explains that most beings are shaped by the past but that âsome, very few, your pilotâ are âgathering as they goâ.
She concludes with: âHeâs a Messenger. Thereâs some place he needs to be. Maybe youâre the place he needs to be.â
Analysis
1. The Force healerâs powers
I think the key here is that she identifies her abilities according to being able to sense three key feelings: âPain, fear, needâ. I think she demonstrates her ability with every one of these in this scene.Â
Pain. Quite literally, she can tell where Cassian is feeling pain: his right shoulder. I think she can âseeâ it there, sense a flux in the Force. Perhaps the healing gesture with her hand is to try to rebalance the Force in that precise location. The fact that Cassian was in pain was shown by his being unable to rotate his arm. Bix chastised him for trying to âpretend nothingâs wrongâ, adding that if she were in pain she would try anything that might help. Either way, the crucial thing for the viewer is that whatever exactly happens, it works. Cassian is seen rotating his arm fully in the next scene and staring at the burn in a mirror where it looks visibly less red than in the opening scene of the episode.Â
Fear. As Bix says, it isnât easy to frighten Cassian. But weâve seen before exactly what he does fear: loss He fears being someone who leaves people behind. And at this stage of the story the thing he fears losing the most is Bix, and that chance of happiness together. What is frightening to him about this encounter is that he very much resists the idea that he still has some part to play that might necessitate giving up their relationship, especially just when she has finally left the worst of her trauma behind, and they have very likely been tempted to contemplate longer term plans for the future.Â
Need This is the interesting one: âThereâs some place he needs to beâ says the healer, so she senses need in that sense. But I think she might sense need in Cassian too. So what does Cassian himself need here? The Force healer doesnât seem to know. She says hesitantly to Bix âMaybe youâre the place he needs to be,â but it seems that Bix isnât convinced by that - quite the opposite. Iâll come back to this one.Â
2. What does the Force healer mean by calling Cassian a âMessengerâ?
Messengers in the healerâs description are apparently rare but not unique. Obviously, we know that Cassian has been taking literal messages across the experiences of his life: Nemikâs manifesto, the truth about Narkina 5, in all the missions for Luthen etc etc. Each one of these is spreading the word of rebellion (often through his ability simply to survive and therefore spread word of atrocities) and leading up to the stealing of the Death Star plans, eventually to be transmitted to the Rebel fleet and Leia.
But I donât think the Force healer sees these details. I donât think she knows that he has or will be carrying literal messages.Â
In short, I think itâs more about who Cassian is rather than what exactly he will do.
A âMessengerâ in the healerâs sense seems to be more about a person who âgathersâ as they move through life, ie. profoundly changes, and ultimately improves in some way, every time they have a key experience. âAll that youâve been gatheringâ is after all linked to her observation about his character - âthe strength of spiritâ she says immediately afterwards - rather than something more literal. But the âmessageâ is crucial because the person he has become through these experiences will enable him to have a profound effect on people he meets, from Vel on Aldhani, Melshi in Narkina 5, Niya the young Sienar engineer at the start of s2⊠and likewise for others to have a profound effect on him. For example, he listens to Nemikâs manifesto in the wake of Narkina 5; he wasnât really ready before but now he has indeed become Nemikâs âideal readerâ. And those who know him best see him slowly become the man he could always have been had circumstances in his early life been kinder and he had not turned away from fighting back simply because it hurt so much. This role was dominated by Maarva in season 1, and in season 2 itâs taken on by Bix.Â
The Force healer was inspired by Whoopi Goldbergâs character in Ghost - a fake clairvoyant whose genuine powers are awakened by the presence of a real ghost. So in that sense thereâs definitely *something* about Cassian. Perhaps she can feel that the Force is with him, not to make him a Force user or even Force sensitive. But if itâs all about restoring balance, perhaps thereâs a reason why she feels something so strongly here. Even if heâs more Force-used than Force-user.
The impact on Bix and the consequences of her faith in Cassian and the Force
The whole scene is a really moving one, especially on a rewatch as itâs possible to pinpoint it as the moment when Bix realises that she will probably have to make a choice for Cassian, that the need for him by the rebellion and the galaxy is more important than her own desire for the life with him theyâd always wanted. Itâs also really on-the-nose when the Force healerâs hand touches Bixâs, held over her belly. A hint at the child who Cassian will never know about because if he did the galaxy is doomed to Imperial oppression, and that childâs own future with it.Â
Itâs possible to read Bixâs choice as extremely cruel and prescriptive, removing Cassianâs agency and forcing him to commit to the cause that will ultimately kill him, well-intentioned though the choice might be. Two things about that. Firstly, - yes, thatâs kind of the point. âWeâve all done terrible things on behalf of the Rebellion,â Cassian tells Jyn in Rogue One, and the post-Andor reading includes all our new characters who have done some pretty shitty things for the cause. And this is one of them. Moral choices that would be repugnant in normal cases become far more complex when made in a time of war. Secondly, there is a very good case for saying that Bix - like Maarva before her - knows Cassian (âI donât remember not knowing himâ, she poignantly says when asked how long sheâs known him), perhaps knows him better than he knows himself. Maarvaâs last words for him included the assurance that one day when his reason and emotion pull together âhe will be an unstoppable force for goodâ. In her message, Bix echoes this with âwe have to beat them, and I believe you have a purpose in making that happenâ.Â
Could any of these three women see the future? Maybe, but I donât think itâs essential and you might prefer the interpretation that they donât, or at least not the details of it. But I think the âneedâ the Force healer speaks of could quite simply be Cassianâs need to be a rebel. His need to fight these bastards, to bring them down or die trying. âIâve been in this fight since I was six years old!â he will tell Jyn, and thereâs no lie there⊠his commitment levels, however, have wavered throughout, and after the hell of Ghorman he just wants out. And who can possibly blame him.
The different meanings of âNeedâ
Cassian's poignant last scene with Bix opens with her saying that he âneeds to sleepâ as she gives him the Space!Sleepy-time tea. (she needs him to sleep too, to be able to do this, because she knows the power of persuasion he has over her). He tiredly teases, âIs that what I need?â But it turns out that Bix knows another thing that he needs.Â
âWe have what we need,â Cassian says after telling her (not giving her a choice about this, I notice!) that they are leaving for âsomewhere quietâ in the morning. But she doesnât believe him, any more than she believes his next words, that âThe only special thing about me is luckâ. As far as Bix is concerned, thereâs no such thing as luck. She is now a believer in the Force and has faith also that there is some place Cassian needs to be, and he needs to get there before they can ever be togetherâŠ
âŠbecause she knows that if he did abandon the Rebellion for her, he would not be in the place he needs to be. We know that thereâs a literal meaning, because we know about Rogue One, but Bix doesnât. But I do think that Bix believes that there is a particular purpose for which he is needed but *also* knows that at the end of the day⊠he would not be happy if they ran away together to that âsomewhere quietâ. After all, he wasnât happy before when he tried this, even before he was a committed rebel. On Niamos, he seems miserable and apathetic, adrift and without purpose, as heâs apparently been for years recently on Ferrix. Bix knew him when he was like that - gave up on hopes of a relationship with him because he was so deeply uncommitted to anything. Or, more accurately, trying to convince himself that he didnât care about anything.Â
But now, Cassian would be haunted with the knowledge that he could have saved people. That he could have made a difference. That he turned away from a cause greater than himself and his own needs.Â
Casablanca (1942) is the big influence here, according to the Andor s2,eps 7-9 writer Dan Gilroy. Spoiler, just in case you havenât seen this classic: ⊠When heroine Isla thinks that sheâs about to abandon her war hero husband and with him the Cause, choosing instead to stay with her lover Rick, in the famous final scene at the airfield Rick tricks her into thinking sheâll be staying behind with him. Sheâs distraught when she realises the betrayal, but he tells her he had done the thinking for the both of them and had decided that her place was with the Cause. And that she will eventually realise this: âIf youâre not on that plane with Victor, youâll regret it. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon - and for the rest of your life.â Like Bix with Cassian, he decides that not only does the cause require this sacrifice but that soon enough Ilsa will realise it. So he, like Bix, âchooses for the both of usâ because like Bix he knows Ilsa well and loves her enough to be able to want her to do the right thing and be ⊠in the place she needs to be. Literally and metaphorically. Casablanca ends here but in Andor we see the impact of the words: a year later and Cassian is prioritising the cause, poignantly deferring any reconnection with Bix, ostensibly because of the risk to her safety but also, most likely, because he now believes that she was right and fully respects that choice.Â
Cassianâs little nod at the Force healer in the final montage can also be seen as a way of saying âYou were right. There is something more to me than luck. I have a purpose - something I need to do. A place I need to be.âÂ
But most importantly, the place he need to be is - right here. In the Rebellion. Ready to sacrifice everything, including his life, should it comes to that.Â
Heâs a man with a purpose. Heâs a force for good; unstoppable, except by death.Â
In this sense alone, the Force is with him.Â
Conclusion/TLDR
As far as the characters themselves are concerned, Cassian isnât necessarily a special chosen one with a mystical pre-destined journey that is glimpsed in visions of the future. Instead, heâs a man whose path through life is made through choices - his own and others, and this is what can be seen as the Force guiding his journey. Heâs not just where he needs to be literally at the end - heâs also the best possible version of himself: a man with a purpose, giving everything for the Cause. Burning his life to make a sunrise heâll never see - but the next generation, including his own child, will.
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Heyyyy idk if you take any requests, itâs fine if not, but can you write something about f!reader patching Cal up after a mission that went wrong. She could be a âcrewâ member, ex jedi or anything
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Cal Kestis- âStayâ (The Only Word We Seem to Know)
CW: GN!Reader but written with Fem!Reader in mind, no use of y/n, no pronouns used (I'm pretty sure, idk I barely proofread this let me know if I'm wrong), use of pet names ('Star' by Cal and 'Red' by you), Reader has force healing, Reader also has a droid named R2-A4 or 'Ayfor' (in case you wanted to know who tf that is đ), Reader is an ex!Jedi, I think that's pretty much it?? Let me know if I missed anything!!
Word Count: 1.2k
A/N: I loved this request!! I write a lot of Cal fics just for myself and I didn't even realize I'd never written one like this!! So glad you asked for it and I hope you like it! Thank youuu à«ź(˶á”á”á”˶)á
(PS: I used a bigger text for the actual fic because I just now realized how fucking tiny this one is, and how annoying it must be to read sometimes đ)
Youâve come to realize that you canât enjoy anything unless youâre enjoying it with him. So you didnât leave when everyone else did, you stayed and you were certain that youâd always stay. No matter where he went, what planet or what galaxy, youâd be with him.
And if he ever decided he didnât want your company anymore, youâd leave willingly. Youâd give him anything he wanted, so long as you had the power to do so. You would leave should he ever want it, but you would spend the rest of your life thinking of him and keeping tabs on him.
Cal was glad you stayed, more than glad he was overjoyed. You were his best friend and his favorite person, the only one who could make him feel better with merely your presence.
You helped Cal on missions occasionally, but most of the time he insisted you stay on the ship. He couldnât risk losing you, a fact he told you many times. He had never seen you fight, never seen you use your lightsabers. You knew you could handle yourself, but he didnât. So you did as he asked, because you never wanted him to worry about you.
This was one mission you should have joined him on, something you learned when he got back on the ship covered in blood.
You didnât see him at first, up in the cockpit fiddling with controls so you could get the hell out of there. But then you heard Bode yell your name as they climbed up the ramp. You glanced over your shoulder, seeing him holding up a barely conscious Cal Kestis.
âCal!â You shout, jumping out of your seat to run over to him. âCal? What the hell happened?!â You direct the question to Bode but donât look away from Cal. You lift his head up, meeting his glassy and unfocused eyes.
âThey came out of nowhere-â
âWho? Who the hell could manage this?!â You yell, pulling at his torn clothes and coating your hands in his blood in the process.
âInquisitors.â He answers grimly.
âHow many?â
âTwo, they ganged up on us.â Bode shook his head. âDidnât see âem coming.â He glances down at Cal.
âWhere did they go? Did you kill both of them?â You ask anxiously.
âJust one, I think the other was still breathing but-â
âWe need to get the kark out of here before they come back for us.â You glance at Cal before looking back at Bode. âYou know how to work the controls?â You jerk your head back to the cockpit.
âYeah.â
âGood, fly us out of here. And tell Ayfor to check for any tracking devices on the ship, someone could have slipped one on us.â You wrap your arm around Cal as Bode pulls his back, quickly rushing into the cockpit as you lead Cal back to his room.
You hear BD-1âs little metal footsteps following you. You push Cal onto his bed, sighing as you pull back and stare at him.
âDid you give him a stimpack?â You ask BD, listening to his series of beeps. âIt didnât help at all?â Beep. âDid you give him more than one?â Beep beep. âDo you know how much time we have?â You ask with teary eyes, heart thumping loudly. Boop. âChallenge accepted.â
You sigh and hover over Calâs body, hands pulling up his sleeveless shirt. You rest both palms over the largest gash in his side. You presume thatâs whatâs causing most of the trouble and BD confirms that suspicion.
You wait a long time, what feels like years for his wound to close up and fully heal. After you finally pull your palms away, Cal bolts up in bed and his eyes fly open.
âKriff, donât scare me like that!â You yelp.
âWhat happened?â He asks, groaning when he feels the aching in his limbs and the sting of remaining injuries.
âInquisitors.â You mumble, pushing against his chest. âLay back down.â
âI canât, I need to-â He tries to stand up and you push him down harshly.
âKnock it off before I knock you out!â You yell at him. âYouâre still hurt and you need to heal, you need rest! You almost died, you moron! Why didnât you run? Why did you insist on fighting them?â You huff.
âDid Bode tell you?â
âNo, I assumed. Youâre predictable, Red. Youâre always starting or continuing fights that you know you may not win! Itâs like you have no sense of self-preservation!â You scold him, tears now rolling down your cheeks.
âStar.â The nickname gently slips past his lips. âPlease donât cry.â He begs, his voice cracking.
âI canât lose you.â You blurt out. âYou make me stay on the ship because you canât lose me, but do you even realize that it goes both ways? I cannot lose you, Cal. I couldnât bear it, just the thought of it makes me miserable.â
âIâm sorry, Star.â
âYou need to take care of yourself. If Iâm not there with you then you need to pretend that I am, imagine how much Iâd be yelling at you and scolding you for being an idiot. Sometimes you need to run, CalâŠso you stay alive and come back to me in one piece.â
âIâll do betterâŠI promise. I wonât leave you alone, Iâll always be here with you.â
âLay back down and let me take care of you, okay?â You say softly.
âOkay.â He smiles, lying back down as he watches you climb on top of him, palms held out to heal the rest of his injuries. âThank youâŠfor healing me and calling me out on my stupidity.â He chuckles.
âAnytime, Red. And it isnât necessarily stupidityâŠyou just care too much and think too little. You just want to protect everyone all the time, so you get into fights because you think itâs better you than someone else. You canât save everyone, no matter how badly you want to. But you can save yourself.â
âItâs just hardâŠknowing there are so many people out there suffering.â
âI knowâŠitâs hard for me too. ButâŠif you die then you canât protect anyone. You protect everyone you can, everyone around you. If you die whoâs going to save those people?â
âYou would.â Cal whispers.
âI wouldâŠbut you get what Iâm trying to say, right?â You sigh.
âI do.â He nods slowly.
âGood.â You move away from him and stand back up. âGet some rest, I know you need it.â You try to walk out but his hand wraps around your wrist, gently pulling you back.
âStay with meâŠplease?â He asks sweetly, his eyes watering.
âAlways.â You whisper, crawling into bed beside him and holding him closely.
Force Healing is always on my mind (I have a very soft spot for healers and medics), so Iâm going to break down how I think it should work!
To start, thereâs two branches.
One is Transferrence. An exchange of life force. A Life for a Life kind of thing where a force user literally gives some of their essence to heal. This is frowned upon amongst the Jedi because of the dangers of giving too much, or starting to pull from darker wells of energy, but itâs not forbidden.
There are ways to adjust this so youâre not giving up literal life energy, but understanding this is a very long and complicated process (think a level above a PHD), and requires connecting deeply to the Living Force. Only true Master Healers or powerful Natural Healers can do this.
In the case of Natural Healers, Tranferrence is their standard method of healing and they donât need to go through all the processes before theyâre allowed to do it. Because they donât transfer their own life, they transfer life from the Force itself. However this connection means itâs common for Natural Healers to struggle with other aspects of the Force - eg. Obviously weaker telekinesis - and leaves them vulnerable in situations of mass death or decay.
Standard Force healing is essentially a sped up version of actual body repair + advanced in universe medicine.
Healers go through full medical training: you have to know the many internal processes of the body and how they respond to various inputs before you can heal it.
In most cases, itâs just using the Living Force to encourage rapid regeneration of cells to replace and restore the damage.
With severe physical injuries, itâs common to gather a small number of the patientâs stem cells, use the force so they rapidly multiply, then direct them to regrow into the needed tissue.
(I like to think GAR medbays have a freezer full of clone stem cells lying around. You donât need to be a Jedi to give someone Stem Cell treatment, and Iâm sure advanced medicine means itâs pretty easy for your average medic.)
For infections, youâd figure out what antibodies are needed and similarly help them out. The advantage with the Force is you donât need to know the full specifics. As long as something is fighting back, you can reach out, feel for what it is and give it a boost. That said, if no natural defences are working, you have to find a treatment the traditional way.
This is your standard treatment. Itâs not creating or even transferring life. Itâs taking whatâs naturally there and speeding the process.
Ofc thereâs other stuff like using the Force to quickly filter toxins and pull out infection and poisons. But thatâs less healing, more General Force Stuff TM. Most Jedi learn how to do this as part of their training.
Now things get interesting when it comes to something like sepsis or necrosis. This is where you get a combination of Standard Healing and Transference.
As I said, transferring life force isnât forbidden, but it has to be done under very strict conditions. Thereâs a separate qualification healers earn before theyâre allowed to do something like that without supervision.
Word count: 2.3k
Tags/Warnings: angst. pure angst; canon-typical violence; choking, but not the fun kind; attempted murder i guess?; inquisitor Fives AU; graphic description of injury; blood
For the @gar-romance-month
Event prompts: amnesia; ground quake
A/N: So this is part of my upcoming long fic, A song of past romance. I've only just made like an outline of the chapters but when I saw how perfect those prompts fit with my story I decided to write like a preview of one of the most emotional moments. This is the actual plan anyway, but who knows if it'll make the cut in this exact way - I have like 10 different versions in my head for this particular moment, so by the time I actually reach it, I might change it.
18 BBY, Jabiim
The inquisitor was relentless. He always was. Tracking her, hunting her, spinning his red double blade with the clear intent to kill.
And, Maker, he was close this time.
Heâd cut her off from the others, separating her from reinforcements and backing her into a dead end gallery of the cave. And he was swinging his blade with hate, like she'd personally wronged him and had to pay for her crimes.
Rhea was tired. He was tiring her out on purpose, trying to lower her guard so he could slip a fatal blow past the purple plasma of her lightsaber staff. Both her hands were on the hilt, the callouses on her palms burning with how harshly she had to grip it in order to parry his vicious hits. And he kept pushing her back, step by step.
He had the upper hand.
And he knew it.
Rhea twisted her body in a desperate attempt to escape. She raised the blade, swinging back. She couldn't let him corner her against the wall. There would be no escape from there.
With a strained cry, she pushed his blade down, sparks flying as the red plasma caught the stone ground. Then she quickly lifted her weapon, and the inquisitor staggered back as the tip made contact with his helmet.
His hand instinctively rose to the right side â and to his surprise, he felt skin under his gloved fingers.
A large chunk of dark plastoid lay on the ground between them. He almost laughed. She'd never managed such a good hit on him before.
âFinally making this interesting,â he taunted, his voice flickering between altered and natural through the now-glitching vocoder.
Rhea froze, lightsaber raised in a defensive stance. That voice sounded... too familiar.
The inquisitor barked a dark laugh, then dropped his hand away from the hole in his helmet.
And her entire world shattered. Broke apart in tiny shards of glass that rained down on her with the force of a thousand hurricanes.
The crack was on the right side, wide enough for her to see half of his face.
And it was a clone's face.
But not just any clone's.
High on the temple, there was a tattoo.
The number five.
âNo,â she gasped, eyes wide and quickly filling with tears.
She could see his right eye now. The iris was molten yellow, and burning red around the edges, corrupted by the hatred of the dark side.
Twisted.
Wrong.
But it finally made sense.
The familiar pull in the back of her mind.
The quiet whispers of the Force that there was something she wasnât seeing.
The humming in her chest when he was near.
It was him.
All this time, the man sent to kill her had been him.
Her husband.
âFives,â she whispered.
The inquisitor blinked, the snarl on his face melting away for just one second.
âYou died!â Rhea continued, her voice rising in a strained cry. âY-You diedâ h-how? How can you be here, Fives?â
âWhat did you just call me?â he shot back, a dangerous feeling fluttering in his chest. Something almost... warm. Ambers he needed to stifle before they could catch fire.
âI felt your heart stop!â she shouted, the raw emotion twisting in her chest almost as painfully as when that had happened. âYou-You died in my arms.â
âYou got the wrong man, sweetheart,â he scoffed, raising the red lightsaber.
But he didnât get to strike his blow. The ground rumbled, a low, dreadful threat that quickly reminded both of them where they were: deep underground, in the heart of the mountain.
And then the entire cave was shaking â so violent that Rhea nearly lost her footing.
A ground quake wasnât uncommon on this planet.
But this one was particularly forceful.
Cracks were rapidly forming on the walls and floor of the cave, while small stalactites hanging from the ceiling above them were beginning to break off and plummet to the ground.
Rhea took a step forward as soon as the ground settled â but the inquisitor raised his blade to block her path.
âWe need to get out of here!â she shouted, voice tight with fear and urgency. âThis placeâs gonna collapse.â
âYouâre not going anywhere!â he countered. âYou are dying in this cave.â
âFives, please!â Rhea uttered, tears falling from her eyes.
âStop calling me that!â he roared, charging at her.
But he didnât reach her.
The cave shook again â and this time the ceiling tore open. The wall behind her crumbled too, carving a new entryway to a tunnel that, judging by the faint rays of sun piercing through the darkness, mustâve lead out to an escape from this stone prison.
Rhea jumped back just as a massive boulder fell between her and the man trying to take her life. The man who once was her entire life.
He wasnât as fast as her.
A piece of the boulder hit him in the head, right on the already exposed part of his temple, causing him to fall to the ground, his leg twisting unnaturally under his weight. And then his side took the worst damage: a jagged part of a tall stalactite punched through the flexible cushion covering his lower abdomen, and the inquisitor hissed out a loud curse.
Rhea watched the entire scene almost as if it was happening in slow motion, unable to do anything to prevent it. She swore her heart stopped in her chest.
The inquisitor was lying motionless on the ground.
The inquisitor who was her husband but also the monster who, for the past months, has been persistently trying to kill her.
The man who shouldnât be alive. Who shouldnât be able to wield the Force, yet somehow was now fully under the control of the dark side.
Her feet moved before her brain could even process what they were doing, and she ran to his side, dropping to her knees.
The dust floating in the air stung her eyes and scratched her throat, making Rhea cough, panic steeply rising in her mind.
This wasnât happening again.
She wasnât going to watch him die again.
With trembling hands, Rhea gripped his damaged helmet, gently pulling it off to reveal the rest of his face.
And it really was him.
Not a trick of the faint light produced by the bioluminescent moss that thrived in the darkness of the cave. Nor a trick of her tired mind.
Him.
His hair was a little longer and shaved on the sides, but he still had the goatee on his chin. He looked older, rougher⊠his face seemed permanently twisted in anger. But the faint scar on his eyebrow still curved the same way, and the one on his jaw was still in the same place. And so was every line on his face that sheâd caressed countless times.
It was him.
But it didnât feel like him.
His presence in the Force was like thick, black tar. It suffocated her when she tried to reach for his mind. And the once warm and kind glimmer of his life signature was now cold and repulsive, festering like a disease.
âWhat did they do to you?â Rhea whispered, tears welling in her eyes once more.
The inquisitor groaned, his molten yellow eyes slowly opening to stare at her through his daze. He almost looked⊠fearful.
Rhea stood to her feet. Then, with some difficulty, she grabbed the underside of his arms and dragged him through the gap in the cave wall, heart breaking with every grunt and wail of pain that left his lips. She didnât stop until the air cleared of floating dust, and the light of day broke through the barrier of darkness with its proud boldness.
Her trembling hands went to work in an instant, pulling out the sharp stone that was stabbing him.
âFuck!â he shrieked.
Blood gushed from the wound in a dark, steady trickle, and Rhea slid her fingers through the cracked armor plating. His breath hitched in a pained gasp when she placed her hand directly on top of it, and his body tried to jerk away when a calming warmth seeped from her touch.
âWhat are you doing?â he asked, one of his hands weakly gripping her wrist.
âSaving your life,â she replied, eyebrows knit in concentration as she called on the Force.
âWhy?â
The Force answered her call. A soft blue light bloomed from her palm, mending the torn blood vessels and ripped tissue, weaving the flesh back together and calming down the pain and swelling. She didnât stop until she knew he was out of danger.
âBecause youâre my husband,â she said, voice breaking. âAnd Iâm not letting you die again.â
âYouâre lying,â he growled, his yellow eyes burning into her as he pushed her hand away from his body. He tried to sit up, but his knee was still twisted unnaturally, and the second he moved, a sharp, debilitating pain shot throughout his body.
Rhea shook her head, tears spilling with the movement. âIâm not,â she choked. âI donât know what they did to you, but weâll fix it, I promââ
âWho said I need fixing?â he snarled.
âFivesââ
âThatâs not my name!â the inquisitor spat through gritted teeth.
Rhea flinched. And not just at his words.
His mind struck hers in a violent blow, wrapping around her entire body like a cold vice. Rhea shivered, gasping for air as an invisible hand closed around her throat, squeezing without mercy. She reached with her own mind â a desperate attempt to drive him away. But she was so tired, truly exhausted from both the duel and from healing his wound.
There was no trace of him anymore. No glimpse of the kind, funny man that had once loved her. His mind, once her true refuge, was now dark and full of hate. And behind everything there was rage â and a perverse need for power she couldnât recognise.
Her lungs burned as no air could reach them, and in what she thought were going to be her last moments, Rheaâs mind drifted to a memory from long ago. A cave, not too different than this one. The dry, hot air of Geonosis. His gloved fingers cradling her cheek. And his chapped lips finding hers for the very first time.Â
She drew in a loud breath as he suddenly released his deathly grip, gasping and heaving to fill her lungs again. Her eyes found his face, streaked with blood and grime, and twisted in a grimace of confusion. But there was something else hiding behind his wide eyes. Something almost akin to⊠dread.
âYour⊠your filthy Jedi tricks wonât work on me,â he sneered. But the words didnât carry the same weight as before.
âYou saw that, didnât you?â she asked. âYou saw the memory.â
His expression hardened, almost disgusted with himself for the brief moment of weakness. Heâd nearly snapped her neck. Heâd nearly fulfilled his mission. He'd been so close.
âThat wasnât real!â he rejected, nostrils flaring.
Rhea fought back a sob.
He was looking at her like she was a stranger.
No. Worse than that.
He was looking at her like she was the enemy. One he loathed with every fibre of his being.
And yet, he wasnât attacking anymore. He was watching her. Cold. Calculating. Like she was an echo of a song he couldnât recall. A puzzle he couldnât solve. An itch at the back of his mind that was driving him insane. And, Maker, was it making him angry.
The comm in her pocket rang, the sharp sound bouncing around the cave walls.
âRhea, come in,â a voice sounded, urgent and worried. Kix â she instantly knew. âAre you okay? Come in.â
She fished out the comm, eyes never leaving the injured inquisitor in front of her. He was still weakened, still under the effects of a probable concussion â but a threat nonetheless.
âYeah,â she breathed, trying to keep her tone steady. âYeah, Iâm okay.â
âWe need to leave!â he replied, the words crackling with the unstable signal. âRight now! Imperial reinforcements are inbound. Rendezvous at the Remora.â
âCopy.â
The call dropped, leaving a deafening silence in the cave. Rhea looked at the man lying on the ground. His sharp, sickly yellow eyes were still locked on her. Still glaring as if she was nothing but a pest he wanted to get rid of.
It tore her heart from her chest, but she saw no other way.
She couldnât carry him alone, especially not if he fought her every step of the way. And he would do that â there was no point in even asking him to come with her. The wrath in his mind was so powerful, it felt like it was burning her just to be near him.
She had to leave him there.
Sheâd only just gotten him back â and she had to leave him.
With tears streaming down her face, Rhea leaned in. The inquisitor flinched, but there was nowhere for him to go. She pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead â the place she used to kiss him goodnight, good morning, and goodbye before he left for a mission.
He froze.
He wasn't used to being touched with gentle kindness. Not anymore.
âCome back to me,â she implored, voice barely a whisper.
Then she stood, wiped her face and turned to walk away.
He couldnât follow. Not with the broken leg and the throbbing pain in his head.
So all he did was watch as her silhouette vanished into the light, leaving behind an absence impossible to ignore.
His hands fisted in the dirt and his jaw clenched tightly. Another failed mission. Another disappointment to his Master.
But underneath the fury and frustration that festered in his chest, something small stirred. Something buried that was slowly coming back to life.