She/her, 50s, so old enough to know better. Recovering English teacher. Mutishipper including proud canonical Bix and BixCassian fan so DNI if that’s a problem. A few non Andor/Rogue One things here too but tbh it’s the main reason I’m on social media as it has changed my life (TM) . Fics: https://archiveofourown.org/users/colleybri/works
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Visual storytelling at its best
Cassian started out as a traumatised and selfish young man who loved a select few. Sometimes he made bad choices, all too often others chose for him. Slowly, the circle of people he cares about expands. He also finds hope in the midst of loss and conflict and wants to make a Home with the love of his life.
But that was never meant for him.
Sometimes the decisions others make for us help shape our path in life, whether we like it or not.
The Messenger is finally where he needs to be. The centre of the rebellion. In this beautiful shot – the symbol.
Bix chose the Rebellion and in doing that put the Messenger back on the path to where he needs to be.
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Mainly right now from the final episode in s1, when Mon confronts him about gambling and suggests he's been spending her money doing it. (The missing money has actually gone to the Rebellion and she's setting this up knowing that her driver is spying on her, but Perrin doesn't know that.)
When I was first watching s1 I'd guessed at something broadly like this happening with Perrin: he'd do something bad that Mon would manage to use to her advantage against him. But this scene was a lot more uncomfortable to watch than the one I thought I'd get because what she actually does is uses something he hasn't done against him, and while this works for its intended purpose as far as she knows she looks a long way from happy to have done it.
It is also a much better and scene than the one I thought I was getting, but then most Perrin developments ended up like that for me. (I thought he was going to be used to represent of all the oppressive Chandrilan traditions that are smothering Mon, but she's the one in their relationship with the higher status and influential job and family wealth, not him; there's that scene in s1 where Mon and Vel are discussing Leida doing all the Chandrilan traditionalist stuff and Vel immediately assumes it's Perrin's influence but Mon says no, he's "surprisingly open-minded", it's all Leida.)
I also thought initially he was pro-Imperial, but he's not, really; he doesn't seem to have any political affiliations or leanings at all any more although she says he was once "the academy firebrand" and he isn't happy she's brought it up:
Right after this they go back to talking about what Mon's doing at the party, which is trying to gather votes against the new sentencing legislation. Tay says that the legislation is having an effect (which we know because the storyline's cut with Cassian getting sent to the prison on Narkina due to that same legislation). All Perrin says about it is "the rebels should have thought that over before blowing up Aldhani" before leaving them to it, and so he doesn't sound like he particularly cares, but he's also hit on the same point Mon brings up with Luthen about Aldhani not long before - "Do you realise what you've set in motion? People will suffer!" - and not long after this, one of the Senators whose votes Mon is after turns up to talk to her having been steered her way by Perrin.
I don't think Perrin is secretly pro-Rebellion here, or that he cares about the sentencing directive more than he's letting on, but I do think that what initially looks like it's going to be Tay the principled rebel vs. Perrin the disinterested hedonist isn't even that simple at the start.
Back to the car scene: to me it makes Perrin more interesting than he'd be in a scene where he's being confronted over something he has done, because this way you get to see his reaction - anger at Mon for not believing him wrapped up with warning her that someone's lying to her and using him to do it (and he's correct, he just doesn't suspect her).
But it makes Mon more interesting, too! There wouldn't be much of a moral compromise needed in blaming Perrin for something he'd genuinely done; the decision she's making in blaming him for this is a tougher one, and it's obvious she feels that. And that the subject of Perrin and gambling is so personal as well, that this is something they both acknowledge he's done before in a way that caused her significant... pain? difficulty? she uses the word 'shamed' which makes it a lot more emotionally loaded than just losing money; that he promised he wouldn't do it again, and full-on shouts this time that he's "kept my promise!"; that all this matters to Mon; and that this is still a sacrifice she's prepared to make for the greater cause.
Anyway, all this is so much more interesting to me than an equivalent scene where Perrin actually hadn't kept that promise, or hadn't made it in the first place, or Mon hadn't cared that he had. I am very glad the writers did not go down the easier and duller route and gave us this instead.
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Hello! 👋 WIP snippet request asks … More Bix Vel grief please 🙏 I love what you wrote and I love them and apparently I love to cry 😭 . Thank you!
today i bring you more of bix and vel...tomorrow, who knows? most of what i'm writing on this fic is bix-centric, so i think this is the last of the vel appearance (until the surprise tool that'll help us later). cryptic? perhaps. but all this is forcing me to get writing done so like, a win is a win.
Vel steps aside to let her into the ship, not even bothering to usher her forward. Calm. Clinical. Nothing like the woman she used to know, whose heart burned so bright that it could power the forging of a whole new galaxy. Bix doesn’t protest. Were she to try to coax out any signs of the women they used to be, she isn’t sure she could leave her friend behind, either. It stings enough to hide Cassian under the curtains of the past. To lose another dear friend might crush something in her she doesn’t have the power to restore anymore.
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you already know what im gonna ask for. AHEM. could you please spare some bix grief study with a side of kleya & merrin. pls 🤲
today i bring you the bix character study. tomorrow? who knows. kleya and merrin will occur at a later date i will figure out how to get that to you.
we're sitting at like a 96 word snippet on this one because wouldn't you know it, this paragraph clocked in at that length. so a little less than the promised amount of words but you've seen enough of the other part of this that i worked on, so you'll be fine.
She doesn’t speak. Perhaps there is no need to; Bix already used up all her words trying to explain herself to Cassian, and now there are none left to say goodbye to a dear friend. She offers Vel only a well-wishing nod instead and hopes her message comes across. Thank you, she wants to say. Good luck. Make sure he comes home. Make sure you come home, too. She would not want you to die just to be with her. Your life is too precious to throw away in grief. I’ll see you under warmer skies.
something about the vel/bix friendship is just so important to me...
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sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "mmmhmmm okay yeah i see we both interpreted that differently based on what the show gave us, but i see how you arrived at your ideas even if they're different from mine," and then sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "brother what show did you even fucking watch"
but i also feel like it’s important to add that i think hitchhiker’s guide and restaurant are basically on-par with each other, and that i think the original radio series is better than the books 👀