#finallyfree

Hug received, appreciated, much needed… 💙✨

Thanks for the wishes, my friend. 🙏🌿

The week began with me in the clutches of council, and I’ve only just escaped. 🗂️📉🏃‍♂️💨

( There were charts. 📊 Someone said “let’s circle back” three times. I nearly drooled 😵, nearly fell asleep 😴… nearly perished dramatically. 🫠👑)

But truly… if you ever do get serious, just let me know. 🤝

I’ll trade places in a heartbeat. 📝🩰⚔️👑 Thank you again I’ll pass that hug along 🤗

To anyone struggling this Monday, this hug is for you

HAND OF MERCY - by Rick Lassiter  

The most beautiful song ever...               

Dear meth,

You were my passion and my reason to live, you were the first thing I thought about in the morning and I avoided sleep just to be with you. I let you eat away at my body until I was skin and bones and I stole from everyone with no regard for my safety or anyone elses. I allowed a man to treat me like a house lamp and I was bound to a crummy shed with a tent in it and I slept on a shitty mattress on the cement floor, I got a felony and ran from the police, I would shoot up at work, in bathrooms, in random cars and in trap houses places no 18 year old should be. I got my things stolen from me, I've been thrown out of every place I've lived and I've lived in complete squalor but I did it all for you......

I don't need you anymore, you ruined my life you caused me more pain then happiness and I'm so happy I left you in the dust, 7 months ago I came home bruised and broken not only physically but mentality and emotionally for years I fell off the face of the Earth digging myself further and further into the ground. I used dirty needles and tore up my arms, I gave myself abases and I gave myself hep C. I let a man abuse me and ruin my self worth I still struggle to look at myself in the mirror but never again will you have me like you did back then. because today im free and you will never hear from me again....because as many times as you were the only thing I thought loved me I found something new

Love,

The girl who was unsaveable

When you're right here beside me

There's nothing else I need

Your eyes keep me reminded

That nothing's out of reach

When you're with me