#imfinallyhappy

In the hall of me and the roomies new place, funny what 6 months can do. I'm fully back 130lbs my ideal size, I moved back to my childhood city to start over fresh after14 years away, I'm finally happy, and well supported. I have some of the best people backing me up. Best free to be the way I've always been finally. Sometimes starting from scratch is what's truly best for you and as my friends have said many times I'm like a Phoenix no matter what tear me down, or even has tried to kill me hasn't and I've just kept coming back stronger each time. #freshstart #startingover #imfinallyhappy #imfinallyhome #ifeelgood #sageadrianwhite #finallyfree #freetobeme #wiccan #alternativegirl #alternativefashion #pastelgrunge #nugoth #hippygoth #neonorangehair #articfoxhaircolor #bluenotes #urbanplanet #wish #weightlossjourney #girls #cute #redhead #ginger #phoenixhair https://www.instagram.com/p/CBwUuowpgdv/?igshid=1f8oisy3pbtrt

I bought my first house this past year. And bought my first Christmas tree for my house. I found a job that I absolutely love. And work with people that I love. Im glad that I wake up in the mornings. I miss my dad but I know he's better off. I've made my peace with it. I've made my peace with the death of my oldest brother. And I've made peace with the complicated relationship we had. I don't dread every day. And I know that happiness is meant for me too. And I am so incredibly greatful for the love that has filled my heart.

Life doesn’t stop for you🌧 You can either live your life and be happy or you can freeze the moment and waste your days⛅️ I’m choosing to be happy because there’s no reason not to be☀️ #FindYourHappiness #DanceInTheRain #LifeIsGreat #GetYourNegativityOutOfHere #ImFinallyHappy (at North Port, Florida)

MUAH MUAH FUCKIN MUAHHH

I know that I’ve been extremely annoying talking about working out all the time or what I’m eating or meal-prepping or whatever. But honestly, it’s SO nice to be able to finally be able to talk about this kind of thing without feeling reprimanded. I’m proud of what I’ve done for myself. I’m proud of how hard I’ve worked to achieve what progress I’ve gotten. I’m extremely proud of myself. I don’t do this so that I can become “tippy” (I mean SURE, why not too? LOL) but I do it because I want to be healthy. I’m trying to become more fit and active for my future family/self. The progress I’ve gained is only made by ME. Done by ME. Decided by ME. I know that I may not have changed in looks much yet, but to me, I’ve gone down a lot. And it’s a lot for me to be proud of. I thank those who bear with me when I talk about fitness/work outs all the time. I thank those who answer my questions about fitness/food all the time. I thank those who give me advice on how to lift, how to run, how to do things properly so I don’t hurt myself. These people have inspired me a lot so hopefully I could inspire them to be healthy and be happy. I’ve learned to love myself, physically and mentally. I owe that much to myself. :)