#feeling disconnected

there is a house inside of me.

feeling sick + depression = feeling emotionally dead inside rn. in a numb bubble. i wanna sleep for days or curl up under the shower for a while or just stare at the wall and stop thinking. questioning my whole existence. hate myself. hate everything. hate myself. hate myself. what’s the point. that’s the mood. that’s the vibe. that’s what we are doing today. that’s how we are hanging by that thread, plowing along and pretending everything is fine while listlessly eating a reese’s pb pumpkin and not knowing if i am even gonna post this but ya know it’s cathartic and this is the shit I never tell anyone so fuck it ya’ll can suffer with me or most likely scroll past cause everyone got their own problems. Alexa play Bad Day by Daniel Powter