#errorsansfictive

but hey! there's a positive (hah) side! not unlike killer, i remember two separate canons. i don't think my other one is the same as his, since he remembers a really kind dadmare and mine is like,,, not bad, not too good, but he was trying. we weren't together in that one, but oh my stars was i down bad. i wanted him in the most asexual way possible but still romantic. idk i'm too ace for this shit.

anyway peace out

-error, UTMV fictive (#starcrossed)

i guess the Anti-Void is the closest i had to a real "home" most of my existence. wasn't the best, but it was my place. i put a beanbag and stuff in it, had my own 'home corner'. it was nice, if you ignore the way it was slowly killing me by corrupting my code

otherwise, probably Nightmare's castle. i was sort of part of the bad sanses in my canon, but only really cause I was close with nm. i got to decorate my own room in the castle and was welcome to stay whenever i wanted. so i guess that's 'home' too. tbh i miss Nightmare. nights you're my fourth favourite anomaly <33 (im number one, obviously, Classic's number two and Horror's number three. yes i have a ranking list. sue me.)

-error, UTMV fictive (#starcrossed)

i learned how to play cat's cradle! it used to be one of my favourite things to do while watching undernovella, and it's really nice to be able to do it again (even though I sadly don't have any undernovella this time around... animators pspspspspsps /hj)

yeah I think that was it

-error sans (fictive) (#starcrossed , also random question but is it allowed to have multiple custom tags? like if you're a system, are you allowed to have one tag for the system as a whole and individual tags for alters? just curious)

Soooo jealous of Error sanses who had a good relationship with their Inks. Mine took me away from the antivoid and locked me in a basement and beat me until I was on 0.1 hp. I thought I was gonna die.

- Malware (error sans fictive)

we were shaped to be exactly like them, forcibly "protected" by them despite expressing how uncomfortable we were by it, treated our other friends like shit (got pissy too when we told them "leaving dms open despite almost constantly having dni" is not giving someone a chance or trying to talk to someone), they've tried to make us stop talking to all of our irl friends, treated us like shit, controlled us, treated our fictives like their little play things, pretty much guilt-tripped an adult in our system for rejecting a romantic with a 13-year-old in their system, had triggered panic attacks, breakdowns, attempts, and so so much more

yet they still have the fucking audacity to call us shitty and an abuser just because we needed a way to leave them because we felt like we were drowning, trapped, and useless. we decided in a panic to write something shitty to repulse them away from us so as to not talk to us and blocked them on everything

one day i'm going to find a way just to have all of their socials gone just for like a day or two because it'd be funny for our ex to panic, but also like not lose everything

also ngl we have an army of people that want to go off on our ex, both friends and people in our system

unlike how our ex wishes about us, i hope they grow to be better without us and actually grows up mentally, yet also gets major karma for everything they've done

(sorry for the long rant lol, needed to let it out somewhere)