Rapist who realizes heâs falling in love with his past victim because he canât stop masturbating to the memory of her. Rapist who uses the same pair of ripped up panties he stole from her as a cum rag to jerk off into every single time, because it gives him a high like no other. Rapist who took polaroids of her while she was tied up, and now he keeps them everywhere - in his wallet, in the glove box of his car, tacked to the ceiling above his bed. Rapist whose cock throbs every single time he remembers something about that night; the way she cried, the way she was dressed, her scent, the feel of her skin against his. Rapist who eventually caves to his own obsession and starts stalking that same victim again, after all that time had passed, because thereâs just something about her. Sheâs just too perfect for him. Sheâs stuck in his head and wonât ever leave. She was the best girl he ever had. Sheâs the one.
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"I think it's time you had a bath, sweetheart." He calls from the hallway. You can hear the water running.
Your stomach drops.
A bath.
How long have you been here? A week? You certainly need it. Have dreamt of it, even, of feeling clean again. But you don't want it like this, in this house, this place, with this freak of a man who has trapped you here for reasons still unclear to you. Well maybe they will become clear now, and what you had suspected and dreaded all along will be proved true.
So you scratch at him like a feral cat when he pulls you into the bathroom. He lets go once you're inside, and without his anchoring hold, you fall to the floor, knees hitting the cold tile. Meanwhile, he kneels beside the tub and places a hand inside the water, checking its temperature. Then, he turns back to you.
"Come on, sweet girl." He says quietly, shuffling closer to you. "You'll like it once you're in."
"No." You hiss definitively.
"Are you frightened?"
"No." You say, voice faltering a bit.
"You've nothing to be scared of." He reassures you anyway. "I only want to give you a bath."
And then he reaches a hand out, pinching the fabric of your shirt. You push it away, glaring at him.
"Will you undress yourself then?" He asks after a moment, his gaze stern.
"No." You mutter, looking down at your lap.
"Well then." He says. "I will have to help you."
And then he reaches for you again. You move this time, but your back soon hits the wall and your only defence then is to flail and kick and make the task as difficult as possible for him. But once you're halfway undressed, you give up, slumping against the wall.
"I hate you-" you splutter inbetween shaky breaths and then with a little more ferocity -
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" You cry, kicking your legs just a little in the last of your fight. You feel pathetic, trapped against the wall, He doesn't look you in the eye, focusing on the task at hand. This frustrates you, and wanting some kind of reaction from him, you continue-
"You're sick!" You hiss as the tears flow. "And crazy, and, and a pervert, and I hate-"
He tries to be gentle as you ramble on. He really does, his touch featherlight. It breaks his heart to know you're even thinking of such things when all he is doing is looking after you and treating you like the little girl you are. You've clearly been hurt, but he'll make it all better. Soon, you'll allow yourself to be small and you won't be able to think of such things at all.
"That's okay." He finally speaks once you seem to lose your fervor a bit. "You can hate me, honey."
You want to scream at that. You want to explode. His steadfastness is infuriating. How does he stick to the script no matter what comes? Does anything you do or say matter?
Defeated, you remain quiet, watching him with a kind of tired contempt.
He still has to wrangle you inside the bath, water sloshing over the edges of the porcelain tub, but you're not fighting him so much as you are just being uncooperatively motionless.
Once inside, you go silent and still, unnervingly so. He can just hear your breaths, coming jagged and fast.
"See? It's not so bad, is it?" He asks gently, picking up a sponge.
You flinch at the first touch of it, so he goes very lightly, just grazing the tops of your arms until he thinks you may be used to it. His poor girl. He wishes you would tell him how scared you are and why, then maybe he could make it better.
"Well done." He hums as he moves onto your back. "I'm very happy you're being so good."
He knows you'll be okay once you're warm and dressed and clean, once you've realised a bath is just a bath. Maybe next time, you'll fight him a little less.
better than home (kidnapper!simon) - you had seen enough horror movies to know that being kidnapped meant being on the news, being butchered, and being a cold case. but simon wasn't like that. except for the bruises he left when he took you, his touch had gentle. kind in a way that someone would brush their cat.
you flinched under his touch, but he just simply shushed you. "not gonna break a thing on ya, angel." that was his name for you. angel. he said that it was like you were given to him fro heaven, "if i do, i give ya the right to put a knife between my ribs."
it was unnerving to say the least. in the tiny home you both shared, locks on the windows, you had never seen a front door that needed a key to unlock from the outside. you tried getting out, but simon was simply so much bigger and stronger, that he didn't need to hurt you herd you back into a safer place.
"don't need to think about much anymore. safer here." he said in his gruff voice. you didn't know what kind of life this man had lived, but with the hunting knife on the coffee table, the well-used rifle over the fireplace and the old army formals in his closet. you knew that there was a story.
it didn't sink in till the first week, but you didn't have to worry about anything. you moved through the house on your own, when you scurried into rooms simon sometimes didn't follow. it was like he was bird-watching. keeping a close eye and admiring you. except you weren't exactly a free bird, rather a delicate beauty in a shiny cage.
you were surprised that simon had your favourite snacks in the pantry, even the same brand of plant-based milk you enjoyed. it was like he knew everything about you, and yet he was a total mystery.
"scary world out there." simon said, kept his distance from you in the recliner while you were curled up in the couch. you had taken a liking to a black and white checkered flannel blanket. it reminded you of the one back home, that you wondered if he just broke in a took it. he eyed you, which made it hard to read one of your many books, "pretty things like you need to be protected... bad men out there." as if this massive mountain of a man wasn't one of those so-called bad men.
you were in no place to argue. you still felt like you were in a spring locked trap and one wrong move would have it clamped down on you. that this was just some sick game before simon buried your body in the field behind the house.
"when can i go home?" you asked, finding your voice.
"this is better than home."
"are you going to kill me?" you asked before you swallowed the lump in your throat.
he shook his head, "no, ma'am. never." sounded like wedding vows rather than an answer. your curiosity only grew with each day. when you finished the books he brought you, he simply put them back in a bag and returned them from where they came from and came back with new ones.
"saw them on the shelf at the library, thought a woman like you would like them." he gave a curt nod as he dropped the canvas bag by your little nest of blankets on the floor by the television. you hadn't been able to watch television yet. primarily busied with sleeping, books, puzzles and notebooks where you had been writing.
and while it started a journal in the event the police found you. it had become more about fictional stories. for your personal pleasure. you thought about being a writer as a child, but the grind of corporate work in your adulthood seemed to dash that dream.
"next time." you said, feeling a little bold, "can you get some science fiction books too...." it felt uneasy to make any demands. he was your captor.
"well then, angel. be good for me then." he said, smiled under that mask. you looked over and made a face at him. you scampered off back into your nest of books and puzzles. maybe he was right, this was better than home. <3
a/n: this is unwell, i hope you enjoyed it. thank you!!
synopsis : you were minding your own damn business until someone made it theirs too. toji had one fuckin' job and now shiu's gotta pay for the consequences.
content warning : kidnapping, dubcon, smut, fear play, fingering, p in v, light degradation, teasing, creampie, power dynamics, agegap, filthy talk, emotional tension. 18+ only.
You were just walking.
Earbuds in, volume turned up, humming along to some upbeat trash-pop that made you feel like you had your shit together, even if your hair was a mess and your stomach was growling. It had been a long day. Midterms, missed breakfast, one lukewarm coffee in the afternoon. You were finally heading home on the empty back road you always took when you didnât want to see anyone. Safe and quiet.
Right until you felt a heavy arm snake around your waist and a massive, gloved hand clamp over your mouth. You jerked, eyes wide, the scream muffled against a calloused palm.
"Quit movinâ," a deep voice rumbled in your ear. "Tch. Fuckinâ hell. Why do they always squirm."
You tried to twist free, kicking back at him, but the bastard only grunted and hauled you like a damn potato sack over his shoulder. Your phone hit the pavement. One bud popped out and skittered into the gutter.
"HEY!" you yelled once his hand moved. "You gorilla-ass freakâput me the fuck down before I end youâ"
"Shut up," he snapped, tossing you into the backseat of a black car like you weighed nothing. "God, youâre already loud."
âYou kidnapped the wrong bitch if you thought Iâd go down quiet.â
"Donât flatter yourself. I donât think at all when Iâm working."
He slammed the door and circled to the driverâs side, completely unfazed by your kicks against the window. You scrambled up, heart racing.
âYouâre so dead. Do you know what Iââ
âDonât care.â He started the car like this was just his morning commute. âYou donât shut it, I will gag you. And trust me, Iâve got real good tools for that.â
You shoved at the door. Locked. Of course. âYouâre gonna regret this! You fucking freak!â
âIâm regrettinâ it already,â he muttered.
***
The next few hours were a blur of rough curses and rapid turns. You had no clue where he was taking you, only that he was confident and fast, and you didnât dare try jumping out when he slowed. His eyesâsharp and deadâflicked to you every time you opened your mouth. And you kept opening it.
âThis car smells like rotten corpse.â
â...You look like you eat raw meat.â
âEver heard of moisturizer? Or is being ugly part of the job?â
At the third insult, he sighed like a disappointed parent and pulled a thick piece of cloth from the glove box.
âNoâdonât youâDONâTâ"
He stuffed it in your mouth with zero ceremony, tying it behind your head like a gift bow. âThere. Peace and fuckinâ quiet.â
Your glare couldâve set him on fire but he didnât flinch.
âI miss the kids who cried. You just wonât shut up.â
He kept you tied to a chair in what looked like a storage room for the next several hours. He tried to feed you once. Took the gag off. Brought over what looked like cold noodles.
âEat.â
âGo to hell.â
His brow twitched. âReally wanna die, huh?â
âIâd rather die than eat your half-assed garbage.â
âSuit yourself.â He shoved the bowl into a bin with a clatter. âStarve then.â
Later, he paced the room like he was trying to burn off the irritation you caused just by breathing.
âThought youâd be more scared,â he said at one point.
âYou thought wrong,â you sneered.
"Shouldâve figured. Smart mouth like yours? Bet you grew up with too much attention. Or not enough. Couldnât shut up for five minutes if your life depended on it."
âWouldâve been quieter if you werenât a fucking prick.â
His jaw clenched. For a second, you swore he was gonna haul you up and slam you against the wall. Instead, he just chuckled dryly and turned away.
âYouâve got some nerve. Might actually be fun breakinâ you down.â
You ignored the weird flutter that gave you. When he finally got on the phone, out of your earshot, you only caught snippets through the wall.
âYeah... got her... no, didnât check... what the fuck do you mean thatâs not her?... She had the same hair, height, whatever... What? Youâre kidding me.â
The next time he came back into the room, he was rubbing the back of his neck like he had a migraine.
âYou lucky bitch.â
âWhat?â
âShiuâs coming to get you.â
âAnd who the hell is thatâ?â
âYouâll see. Try not to bite him too. Or do. Whatever.â
Shiu showed up ten minutes later, perfectly put together in a sleek coat, pressed shirt, and not a single hair out of place. The contrast between him and Toji, arms crossed like heâd rather punch the wall than be part of this was staggering.
Shiu blinked at you. "...Who the hell is this?"
Toji exhaled through his nose. âThe girl. Obviously.â
Shiuâs lips flattened. âToji. Thatâs not the girl.â
A long pause. Toji turned his head slowly toward you. His eyes narrowed. â...You serious?â
Shiu tilted his head, something almost like pity in his gaze. âThis oneâs not even close.â
âOh for fuckâs sakeââ Toji turned, walked a few feet, and kicked the wall. âI knew something felt offâmouthy little brat...â
âYou kidnapped the wrong person?â you yelled.
âShut up,â Toji snarled at you. âYou looked close enough, alright? Got the pic this morning, blurry as shit.â
Shiu sighed. âI apologize for the⌠inconvenience.â He crouched beside you, undoing the ropes around your wrists. âAre you hurt?â
âOnly emotionally. Iâve been in a dusty room with that ogre for twelve hours.â
Toji flipped you off.
Shiu chuckled softly, then said, âI can take you to eat. At least.â
You stared at him. âOh, now I get food?â
âYes. Anything youâd like.â
You cleared your throat. âI have a list.â
Shiu raised a brow. âA list?â
You held up your fingers. âI want Pasta. Smashed burger. Chocolate milkshake. Fries. Ice creamâchocolate, and vanilla. Oh, and a side of vengeance.â
Toji muttered something under his breath that sounded suspiciously like âspoiled brat.â
Shiu helped you up. âIâll see what I can do.â
âYou better. Iâve been starving all day because that man is an uncultured ape.â
Toji gave you a smirk, stepping past Shiu as he made for the door. âWhatever. Iâll go get the real one.â
You throw the cloth at his back. âHope she kicks your ass.â
âHope you choke on your fries.â
You flipped him off as you walked out with Shiu.
***
Shiu was true to his word.
He took you to a sleek, dimly lit rooftop restaurant, not some greasy hole-in-the-wall. He must've felt bad. Or maybe just embarrassed by Toji's mistake. Either way, you werenât complaining.
âOrder whatever you like,â he said, offering the menu with a mild smile as you sat across from him.
You didnât hesitate. âI want pasta. Extra cheesy. And a double patty burger. Extra cheese. Fries. Large. A Chocolate milkshake. And blueberry cheesecake.â
âDrinks?â
âObviously. Tequila shots.â
He paused. âYou sure?â
âYou kidnapped me.â
âToji kidnapped you.â
âYou work with him.â
ââŚFair point.â He flagged the waiter. âGet her whatever she wants.â
The food came quickly. You ate like you hadnât tasted joy in weeks. Shiu watched silently, arms folded on the table, a glass of red wine untouched at his elbow.
âYouâre quiet,â you said between mouthfuls. âWhat, cat got your tongue?â
âIâm just⌠fascinated,â he said flatly.
âBy what?â
âYou. The amount of food youâve consumed in ten minutes.â
You rolled your eyes at him, then downed another tequila shot. The warmth hit your chest like fire. Another round. And another. Until the edges of the restaurant softened and your limbs got heavy, eyelids drooping.
Shiuâs voice came faintly from across the table. âWhatâs your address?â
You blinked at him slowly, lips parted. Then slumped forward, cheek hitting the table.
âShit,â you heard him mutter.
He didnât intend to carry you. But the rain started just as he was walking you to the car. Not a drizzle. A storm. The kind that soaked you both in seconds. His coat was useless, the umbrella in the trunk forgotten as thunder cracked across the sky. Your unconscious body hung limply against him, breath soft against his chest, and he cursed under his breath as the fabric of your shirt clung to you.
"You're going to get sick," he muttered, unlocking the door one-handed and carefully settling you into the passenger seat. "Tell me your address, kid."
You replied something incoherent.
âFuck,â he said under his breath. âAlright. My place it is.â
***
He laid you on his bed like you were glass. And then just⌠stood there.
You were drenched. Hair stuck to your face. Shirt nearly see-through. Shorts riding up. And coldâyour body still trembling slightly, even unconscious.
âIâm not doing this,â he told himself, dragging a palm down his face. âIâm not that guy.â
But then you whimpered again, shifting, your teeth faintly chattering. And his conscience overpowered his pride. He grabbed one of his soft, oversized black t-shirt from a drawer. Closed his eyes. Swore like a sinner in church as he carefully peeled off your wet clothes.
Hands careful and way too gentle. Not looking, not touching more than needed. When you were finally dry, dressed in his t-shirt that swallowed your frame, he exhaled and tossed your clothes into the dryer.
The rain continued to pound outside, and you slept like the dead, curled up in his bed, warm and safe now. He didnât look at you when he changed into a towel and moved around the room, searching for dry sweats. His back was to the bed when you finally stirred.
Your lashes fluttered. Eyes opened halfway. You blinked slowly, taking in the unfamiliar ceiling, the scent of soap and cologne that didnât belong to you. Then your gaze landed on the tall man standing in front of a closet, steam from the shower still clinging to his skin. Only a towel hung low on his hips. And nothing else.
You blinked again. â...What the fuck?â
He turned, startled and saw you staring at him. You threw the blanket off and sat up. Looked down. You were wearing a shirt that clearly wasnât yours. And⌠nothing underneath.
âWhat the fuckâ?â
"Listen, kid. It's not what you think."
"You bastard, what did you do to me?"
Shiu lifted both hands, voice calm. âYou were shivering and then you passed out. Wouldn't wake up. Your clothes were soaked. Couldâve gone hypothermicââ
âSo you fucked me?!â
"I didn't fuck you."
"Then you stripped me?"
âYouâre wearing a shirt.â
âYour shirt!â
He sighed. âDo you want your wet clothes back? Or another round of tequila and hypothermia?â
You opened your mouth and then closed it, followed by a huff. "...Still creepy."
He turned back around. âYouâve been unconscious for three hours. I havenât touched you.â
âYouâre wearing a towel.â
âYouâre wearing my tshirt. Whatâs your point?â
You folded your arms, lips pursed. âYouâre weirdly calm about having a half-naked hostage in your bed.â
âYouâre not a hostage anymore.â
âTell that to the trauma.â
He finally turned, towel still secure, brow arched. âDo you always run your mouth when youâre drunk?â
âIâm sober now.â
âPity.â
You narrowed your eyes. âWhy, you liked me better when I wasnât yelling at you?â
He smirked, eyes dragging down to your exposed thigh where the shirt had ridden up. âYeah. I just really liked the silence.â
Your stomach flipped. There it was. You yanked the blanket back over you, glaring at him. âDonât flirt with me. I still remember the part where your co-worker tied me up.â
âHis name's Toji. I rescued you.â
âAfter the kidnapping.â
âTechnicality.â
He moved toward the dresser, back to you again, muscles shifting under damp skin. You watched in spite of yourself, then mumbled, âThis shirt smells like you.â
âI know.â
You swallowed. ââŚWhy didnât you just drop me at a hotel?â
âToo much trouble.â
âWhy didnât you just let me shiver?â
He paused for a moment. âThat⌠wouldâve been cruel.â
You blinked at him. âSo you do have a conscience.â
âNo,â he said, turning to meet your eyes again. âI just hate owing anyone anything. Now weâre even.â
âYou think weâre even?â
âYou got free food. A warm bed. My favorite shirt.â
You snorted at that. âFine. Next time I get kidnapped, Iâll ask for you.â
âDonât. Iâm not babysitting again.â
You didnât respond. Just stared at him, the tension between you growing thicker by the second. Then your voice dropped. ââŚIf I asked for another drink right now, would you say no?â
He didnât answer at first. Just stepped toward the bed, close enough to see the flecks of gold in his dark eyes.
âNo,â he murmured, voice low.
âThen why arenât you moving?â
âBecause youâre in my bed, wearing my shirt,â he said softly, âand if I stay here any longer, Iâll want to take it off.â
Your breath caught in your throat. You didnât say anything. Didnât need to. He walked away and the tension crackled like static.
The moment he turned away with that comment, you felt it everywhere. A flush bloomed hot on your cheeks, neck, even down between your thighs. And then your mouth tried to fight the heat rising through your chest.
âWhâwhatâs that supposed to mean?â you stammered, pulling the blanket tighter around you, fingers gripping it like a shield. âI⌠youâshouldnât say stuff like that, perv.â
He strolled over to a cabinet, towel slung low on his hips, and pulled out a glass. His voice came soft, almost bored.
âStuff like what?â He glanced at you over his shoulder. âIâm not the one calling strangers pervs while naked in their bed.â
âIâm not naked.â you sounded scandalized.
He turned, finally, one eyebrow quirked. âNo? That shirtâs barely covering your ass. Want me to check?â
âDonât you dareâ!â
He stepped closer. You instinctively pulled the blanket tighter, but your eyes didnât leave his chest, vision catching on the light trail of hair down his torso, on the sharp lines of his hips as the towel shifted just a bit too low. Your mouth worked, trying to form words.
âButâbut youâwhy are you even wearing a towel still? Canât you put on some pants like a normal adult?â
His voice was smooth, slow. âDoes it bother you?â
âNoâyesâI meanââ you cut yourself off, flustered, heartbeat thudding like mad in your ears. âIâve just been through a lot today, and now thereâs a half-naked man teasing me in a bedroom that isnât mine.â
Shiu poured himself a drink. âSo dramatic. You act like you didnât try to bite Toji.â
âHe gagged me.â
âYou deserved it.â
âI insulted him.â
âMy point exactly.â
He took a sip, and then sat at the edge of the bed. Not too close, but close enough that you felt the warmth of him seep through the air. The towel still held firm, but barely. He was bone-dry now but you werenât. You pulled the covers tighter, avoiding eye contact.
âCalm down,â he said, setting the glass aside. âIâm not gonna jump you.â
Your voice came out small. âYou said you wanted to take the shirt off.â
âDid I?â he blinked slowly. âHm. Mustâve slipped out.â
He knew exactly what he was doing. Your lips pressed into a tight line, face burning. Then you looked at him from under your lashes. Your voice dropped just a notch, soft and slow. âWell⌠next time you say something like that, try not to sound so disappointed. Makes it feel like a threat when it couldâve been an offer.â
Silence. It hit him like a slap. You saw the shift in him. The way his lips parted just slightly, eyes narrowing in a way that was no longer amused. Not teasing. More like⌠Curious and dangerous.
He tilted his head, slow. âYou sure youâre sober?â
You shrugged, gaze still on his mouth. âSober enough to know when Iâm not being taken seriously.â
âHm.â He leaned back on one palm, gaze dragging down your figure beneath the blanket, even though most of you was hidden.
âI didnât expect that from you,â he murmured.
âDidnât expect what?â
âThat mouth.â His voice was barely audible now. âSo full of attitude, but sharp when it matters.â
You licked your lips. âDisappointed again?â
âNo,â he said softly. âNot even a little.â
There was a long pause. A pull in the air, heavy and slow. His eyes flicked to the blanket again.
âI bet youâre warm under there,â he said casually. âSweating, maybe. Flushed. Not just from the drink, though.â
You glared at him. âIâm fine.â
âYeah?â He raised an eyebrow. âThen why havenât you moved? You keep holding that blanket like itâs gonna save your soul.â
âMaybe I just donât want you to see something you canât handle.â
That landed again. Way harder this time. He laughed, soft and low in his throat. âGod,â he muttered. âYouâve got a fuckinâ attitude for someone I rescued.â
âI never asked for it.â
âNo, but you didnât exactly fight when I brought you here either.â
âI was unconscious.â
âNot my problem.â
You opened your mouth to fire back, but paused when his fingers brushed your ankle. Heâd found the edge of the blanket. Lifted it just a few inches.
You stiffened. âDonât.â
âRelax,â he said, voice too damn calm. âJust wanted to see if youâre trembling again. Canât have you catching a cold, right?â
But that wasnât why he did it. He was testing the waters. Testing you. And your body betrayed you, thigh twitching, a shiver not from cold but from heat skimming along your spine. His thumb ghosted along your ankle bone. Just once.
âThought so,â he said, pulling away.
âYouâre playing with fire,â you whispered.
He smiled, slow and unbothered. âSo are you.â
Then you leaned back, licking your lips again. âWell,â you murmured, curling under the blanket, heart racing, âI hope you sleep with that towel tied tight.â
He stood up slowly, smirk widening. âI donât plan to sleep much.â
And then he walked out of the room. Left you there with your racing heart, your soaked thighs, and his shirt clinging to you like second skin. You didnât sleep either. Not with the sound of the door clicking shut and the image of him seared behind your eyelids like sin.
***
You tossed and turned. Pulled the blanket tighter. But nothing worked.
That damn man had infected your thoughts. That older, smug, calm bastard with the sharp jaw and sharper tongue who acted like he couldnât care less and still put you in his shirt, still bought you food, still looked at you like he knew things you hadnât even admitted to yourself.
Tch.
Why was it so warm when he was near? Why did he smell like expensive cologne and a sin you want to commit?
The storm outside hadnât let up. Rain slammed against the windows, wind howling like some cursed beast. You curled tighter under the covers, but the cold still crept in, little shivers climbing up your spine, down your thighs. You just needed some warmth. That was all. Just a little heat. Your feet touched the floor before you could stop yourself, wandering out of his room, blanket clutched around you like a cloak, bare feet padding soft against the cool floor until you stopped in front of another door.
It was barely open. Light from the hallway poured across the wooden floor, a stripe of gold slicing through the dark inside. You pushed it open slowly.
He was asleep, sprawled across the bed. One arm thrown over his face, the other resting low on his stomach. His towel was gone now. Replaced by loose sleep pants hanging dangerously low, hips exposed, one leg bent just enough for you to see the muscle, the curve of his waist. His chest was bare, rising and falling slow.
You werenât even sure if he snored. Of course he didnât. The bastard was perfect even in his sleep. Itâs because you were cold, you told yourself again. Just that, nothing more.
You crept inside, heart thudding, slipping into the farthest side of the bed, staying by the edge. You didnât even lift the blanket he was under, just pulled your own around you tighter and curled toward the wall, facing away from him. His bed was so warm. So was his body. You sighed, eyelids getting heavy. You didnât even realize you were falling asleep untilâ
A hand on your waist makes you flinch. You're wide awake now.
âWhat,â his voice rasped behind you, slow and deep and not sleepy at all, âare you doing?â
His palm tightened slightly, just enough for you to feel the press of his fingers through the thin blanket. Just enough to make your thighs twitch.
You cleared your throat. âIâI couldnât sleep.â
âThat doesnât answer the question.â
âIt was cold. The rain. I justâneeded to get warm.â
He paused for a second. âYou couldnât just ask for a heater?â
âDo you even have one?â
âNo.â You could hear the smirk in his voice. âDidnât think Iâd need one.â
You shifted slightly, pulling the blanket higher. âI wasnât gonna disturb you. You were asleep.â
âWas I?â
Your breath caught again. âDonât flatter yourself,â you whispered.
âIâm not the one crawling into peopleâs beds.â
You rolled your eyes. âYou didnât complain.â
âI didnât have time to complain.â
His hand moved lower, dragging slow across your waist, settling on the dip of your hip. âYou always sleep this tense? Or is it just when you're pressed up against older men who make you nervous?â
âIâm not pressed up against anything,â you muttered, voice hitching as you tried to keep still.
âYou will be if you keep wiggling like that.â
âIâm notâwiggling.â
He chuckled. âSure, sweetheart.â
You hated the way your skin tingled from that one word. âDonât call me that.â
âWhat should I call you, then? Trouble? Brat? Mouthy little thing who says no but keeps ending up exactly where she shouldnât be?â
You squeezed your thighs together under the blanket. God. What's the deal with this man... His hand was still on your hip. Still warm. Still there.
âI should kick you out.â
âThen do it.â
âYouâd pout.â
âYou wish.â
âYouâd stand in the hallway shivering in my shirt like a pathetic little stray.â
Your breath faltered. âAsshole.â
His hand moved again. Not off you, but down. Lower and lower, slowly grazing your lower stomach now.
âI can feel you shaking,â he murmured. âStill cold?â
You didnât answer. Couldnât. You hated how your voice would betray you. He leaned in then, the heat of his chest brushing your back, lips right beside your ear.
âOr maybe itâs not the rain making you tremble."
"Wh.. what do you mean..?"
"You came to me, sweetheart.â
You swallowed, eyes anywhere but him.
âAnd now,â he added, fingertips brushing the hem of the shirt you wore âyouâre in my bed, in my clothes, lying right beside me, breathing like you want me to do something about it.â
âI didnât say that.â
âNo,â he said slowly, âbut you didnât say no either.â
You looked up at him. You couldnât think, couldnât breathe.
âWant me to help you fall asleep?â His hand slipped just under the shirt now. âJust a little... yeah?â
Your eyes fluttered shut.
âTell me no,â he whispered.
And you didnât. His fingers grazed your skin again, just under the hem of the shirt, barely brushing, barely there, but burning like fire.
âStill cold?â he murmured near your ear, his breath warm and even. You felt it drift down your neck, across your shoulder. âYouâre shivering.â
âI-Iâm fine,â you lied, your voice barely a whisper.
âNo,â he hummed, dragging his fingertips higher, over your stomach, the shirt riding up with each second, âyouâre not. Still tense. Still freezing.â
You swallowed hard. His hand moved up, grazing your ribs.. then higher, cupping your breast beneath the shirt like heâd done it a hundred times.
âYouâre cold here too,â he murmured, thumbing your nipple slow. âNeed to get you warmed up everywhere, donât I?â
Your hips shifted. Didnât even realize how tightly your thighs were pressed together.
âYouâre not saying no,â he said, fingers rubbing your nipple now, slow circles, featherlight pressure that made your back arch despite yourself.
âI-I didnâtââ
âDidnât what?â he asked, voice composed but wicked. âDidnât ask me to stop? Or didnât think this would happen when you crawled into bed with a man like me?â
His hand slid down again, gliding across your stomach, dipping into the waistband of your panties now. You gasped loudly at the feeling.
âLook at that,â he muttered, smirking, âyouâre warm down here already. But still trembling.â
His finger pressed lower, right between your folds, teasing you through the slick mess he found waiting.
âYou were gonna sleep like this? Dripping and needy?â
You buried your face in the pillow, mortified.
âMight as well help you out, yeah?â he added softly. âCanât have you cold and fussy all night.â
He rubbed slow, lazy circles over your clit, two fingers sliding between your folds while the heel of his palm kept pressing right there, exactly where you needed. You choked out a moan.
âJust getting you warm,â he mocked, voice low. âThatâs what you said.â
âY-youâahâyouâreââ
He pinched your nipple again, harder this time, and your hips jumped.
âThat mouth of yours,â he muttered, voice tightening just a little. âSo fucking loud earlier. Couldnât shut the hell up. And now?â
You were panting, biting back more sounds. He pushed two fingers inside you slowly, deep and curling up. You let out a broken whimper.
âNow look at you. Fucking soaking my hand.â
âShiuââ
His name left your mouth like a plea. Like a confession.
âYou always get like this?â he asked, curling his fingers again while the pad of his thumb rubbed your clit. âMouthy brat until someone gets their fingers in you?â
âF-fuckââ
âYeah, thatâs what I thought.â
He pumped slowly, rhythm deliberate and unhurried. You were unraveling against him, thighs quivering.
âSee?â he whispered. âSo warm now. All that attitudeâs melting off you.â
He kissed behind your ear. It was soft but cruel at the same time.
âYou gonna thank me?â he asked, voice low. âOr should I keep going until youâre crying from how warm and full you feel?â
âPlease,â you gasped, hips rocking into his hand now, chasing the high.
âPlease what?â
âDonât stopââ
He chuckled. âTch. That mouthâs real sweet when itâs begging.â
You moaned again, louder this time.
âI should gag you with your own panties next time. Bet you'd cum even faster.â
You cried out, body tightening, all heat and slick and shame. And his fingers never stopped. Not until you were shaking for a different reason entirely. Your body trembled under the weight of your release, legs still parted around his hand, your slick coating his fingers as he slowly pulled them out. You were gasping into the pillow, throat hoarse from moans you didnât realize had been that loud.
He leaned in again, his breath ghosting over your ear.
âFeeling okay now?â he asked lowly, fingers lazily dragging up between your folds, spreading the mess youâd made. You didnât respond, brain was still foggy, skin burning hot, but you shook your head weakly.
Shiuâs smirk returned.
âStill cold, huh?â he said, licking his fingers clean with slow, deliberate ease, like he was tasting fine wine. âMaybe you need something hotter.â
âWanna try that?â he asked, fingers now pulling your soaked panties down your legs, inch by inch. âWanna feel something even warmer?â
You nodded, cheeks flushed, thighs still trembling. He tsked.
âSuch a good girl all of a sudden,â he murmured, flipping you gently onto your back.
Your shirt had ridden up past your chest, exposing your breasts, nipples stiff, marked with his fingerprints. Your thighs were wet, spread and waiting.
âI shouldâve fucked that bratty mouth shut hours ago,â he said calmly, tugging the pants down from his hips just enough to free himself. Your eyes widened. You could see all of him now. Long, thick, already hard. He chuckled at the look on your face.
âDonât look so surprised. You asked for it.â
He lined himself up, not rushing, just dragging the tip through your folds, pressing it against your overstimulated clit until you squirmed.
"Still twitching from those fingers," he noted, amused. "Bet youâll sob once Iâm in."
And then slowly and merciless he pushed in. You gasped, your hands flying up to grip the sheets. He was thick, hot, stretching you open with no resistance. Your body, already slick and aching, took him in inch by inch.
âThere we go,â he sighed, hips finally flush against yours. âSo tight after all that. Gripping my cock so tight.â
You moaned again, one leg wrapping weakly around his waist. Shiu groaned under his breath, leaning in close, his chest brushing your breasts, his hand sliding up to hold your jaw.
âThatâs it, pretty,â he whispered, voice low and dangerous. âLet me fuck the cold right outta you.â
And he moved. Slow at first, deepâthen faster. Harder. Your body jerked with each thrust. The headboard tapped the wall, your moans rising again, louder, more shameless. His hand found your breast, squeezing, thumb flicking your nipple. He slammed into you harder.
You whined, head thrown back. âShiuâtoo muchââ
âToo much? Didnât seem like too much when you were rubbing up on me like a needy little tease.â
He pinned your wrists above your head with one hand, fucking into you deeper, pace brutal and perfect.
âThat mouth gave me hell,â he panted against your ear. âNow itâs just begging. Moaning like a good little girl who knows her place.â
You keened under him, body shaking again, and he felt it.
âOhh,â he laughed darkly, âyouâre gonna cum now?â
âNoâm'notââ
âYou will.â
He snapped his hips even harder, grinding into you at the end of every thrust. Your back arched off the bed.
âCum on this cock,â he growled, voice finally rough. âShow me how warm you got from me.â
And then it hit. You came againâloud, shameless, your walls clenching around him like a vice. Shiu cursed, buried himself deep, and stilled. A thick, hot wave filled you seconds laterâhis release, raw and endless. He groaned in satisfaction.
âFuck,â he muttered, still inside you, still hard. âNow youâre warm.â
***
You didnât even know when you passed out, your body mustâve given in. But what roused you now wasnât sleep... it was warmth. Wet warmth.
A cloth, soft and damp, moving slowly between your legs. The tenderness of it made your skin twitch. His fingers were steady, sliding delicately over the mess he left inside you. The towel grazed your folds, and you could feel the ghost of his earlier touches all over again.
You stirred with a little noise, eyes cracking open.
And there he wasâShiu, crouched beside the bed, holding the cloth and smiling faintly, like he was just wiping crumbs from your chin.
âMorning,â he said casually, patting your thigh, then your head like you were some sleepy kitten. âLetâs eat something, yeah?â
No mention of last night. Not even a hint in his voice. The same calm, smooth-talking devil. He didnât even wait for your answer. Just left you there to dress while he moved into the kitchen, unfazed, like he hadnât fingered you into delirium and fucked the cold right out of your body hours ago.
After some quiet bites of toast and lukewarm coffee, youâd murmured your address. And now, silence filled the car. You hadnât said a word. Just stared out the window, arms crossed. You were barely processing the scenery when the back door opened and in slid himâToji.
He sprawled out in the backseat like he owned the damn car, one leg propped up, eyeing you with a half-lidded grin.
âWell, well,â Toji drawled. âThe bratâs all quiet now. What, you finally got house-trained?â
You glared forward, refusing to give him the satisfaction. Shiu chuckled lightly, keeping one hand on the wheel.
âShe needed some⌠warming up,â he said, voice like velvet and smirking at the windshield.
Toji let out a bark of a laugh. âTch. Figured. You got that look like you had your fill last night.â
Shiu didnât even blink. âShe was cold. I fixed that.â
Toji leaned forward just enough to let his eyes catch yours in the rearview mirror. âDamn, you really shut her up. Didnât think it was possible.â
Before you could open your mouth, Toji tapped Shiuâs shoulder and gestured something low about the next job, slipping into conversation like none of this was abnormal. When it was time for him to get out, he opened the door but not before flicking your forehead with his fingers, hard enough to sting.
âLater, princess,â he snorted, then sauntered off.
You rubbed your forehead, still silent and stewing. Shiu kept driving like it was a regular Thursday. The rain had eased, leaving streaks on the windows. Your house came into view, and he pulled up with a smooth stop. Didnât even put the car in park, just leaned his elbow on the wheel and looked at you with that same unreadable calm.
âHere,â he said.
You unbuckled, still not speaking. Still pissed. Still flushed. Still aching in a way that had nothing to do with your body and everything to do with the smug prick who acted like you were just another dayâs job. You grabbed the handle, but stopped suddenly.
âYâknow what?â you muttered, voice small but angry. âYouâre a fucking dickhead.â
That got him. Shiuâs hand reached out fast, faster than you expected and wrapped around your wrist, pulling you back slightly before you could get out.
âMm,â he hummed. âWhatâs with the attitude, princess?â
You finally looked at him, really looked. Your eyes were wet, red around the edges, and your mouth trembled slightly. Not from sadness but from frustration and confusion. Want and need. You hated how calm he looked. Hated that smug glint in his eyes. Hated that last night meant something to you and maybe nothing to him.
He just chuckled. That low, knowing sound that made your stomach tighten. Then he reached into the console and pulled out a slim black card, tucking it into your hand.
âNext time you feel cold,â he murmured, voice dropping low as he leaned in, close enough for your breath to hitch, âcall me.â His lips brushed near your ear. âIâll come stuff you full of heat until you pass out.â
You blinked, mouth parting open. Brain fried.
And Shiu? he just smiled, lazy and smug, eyes dipping to your stunned face one last time. âMaybe then youâll learn to keep that bratty little mouth busy.â
He let go of you and sat back. And just like that, the door was open, the rain had stopped, and then he left you standing on the curb with your heart pounding, thighs clenched, and his card burning in your palm like a fucking brand.
you didn't know any better. you were just a silly, naive girl. Constantly complaining. The world was out to get you. your boss. your ex. your landlord. So I fixed it.
If you were a little more observant, you might have noticed the van parked next to your car that morning. If you were a little more intelligent, you might have avoided it. If you were a little quicker, you might have slipped away when the door opened and I pulled you in. But you weren't a little anything other than too slow, too late, and too weak.
The ride was long. Days. We only stopped late at night in the deepest, darkest, rural forests to let you pee and to sleep. One more bathroom break at dawn and on the road again.
When we finally arrived I marched you inside and put you in your new home, the cage at the foot of My bed. It was spacious as cages go, with a very soft dog bed, plenty of water, a book filled with smut and submissive themes, and a TV with a few DVDs, all of them pornography.
As the days wore on you, you read the books I provided and watched the same porn over and over. It was starting to eat at the edges of your mind. Starting to seem normal. you longed for My arrival home each day. I'd clean your cage if necessary, bathe you, feed you, cuddle you...use you.
you knew what Stockholm Syndrome was, but it was impossible to see it from the inside. you fell in love with Me, your caretaker, your provider, your Master. Eventually I even left the cage unlocked, but you stayed anyway. It was safe there and I might be upset if you weren't in it when I got home.
Then one day...just kidding. This *is* the happy ending. you lived in the prison of your own mind for the rest of your days, ignorant bliss forever replacing your victimhood.
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The engine hums, and that is the first thing you hear. Next, the air conditioningâsoft and steady, almost comforting. Itâs the kind of sound that could lull someone to sleep in a different life. You blink against a dim light glowing near your feet. The air carries a faint scent of citrus and warm fabric. Your hands- you realise faintly- are tied behind your back. Zip ties, the harsh plastic loose enough to not dig into your skin, tight enough that there's no way you're escaping them. Especially not when your body feels like it's wading through fog and your mind feels wrapped in wool.
A blanket is tucked over your knees. A paper cup of water rests in the cupholder beside you. The space resembles the back of a pickup that someone has turned into a tiny mobile roomâclean carpet and a small reading lamp show a kind of care that feels intentional. Too intentional. The window is dark, but streaks of light occasionally pass over it as they drive by something on the roadâsigns, headlights, or maybe distant towns. Each one fades before you can read it with your hazy eyes and clouded mind. The man- big, bulky- in the driverâs seat doesnât immediately turn around. His hands grip the wheel, and his posture is relaxed.
He wears all black gear- tactical, maybe? and has trimmed blonde hair, appearing middle-aged in a way that screams control. When he finally looks back, he does so through the rearview mirror. All you catch is faint scarring on the side of his forehead. âMorning,â he says pleasantly. âYou were out for a while.â Your voice sounds rough, shaky. âWhere am I?â
âOn the road,â he replies simply, but his eyes betray his amusement at your confusion, your fear. âYouâve been sleeping for a few hours. I figured youâd want something warm to eat soon.â His tone feels so normal that it takes you a moment to truly grasp the words. On the road. Like youâre just traveling together. You lean back, the seat soft beneath you. Thereâs nothing to see outside but darkness. No lights or signs of a townâjust the endless stretch of night. Your heartbeat quickens, and you count them like seconds. He seems unaware, or maybe he notices, and just couldn't care less. The radio quietly hums with static between songs. âYou picked a good day for it,â he says. conversationally. âThe sky was clear earlier. Stars like you wouldnât believe.â You stare at him through the mirror, dread coiling up your spin every time his dark eyes- too dangerous- meet yours. âPicked⌠a good day for what?â
âFor traveling,â he answers. Then he pauses and adds, âYouâll see. Thereâs a diner coming up. Youâll like it.â You donât reply. Your mouth feels dry again, but you donât reach for the water, even if it sloshes temptingly in the cup. Instead, you watch the outline of his shoulders as he drives, calm and steady, as if this is the most natural thing in the world.
The road hums beneath you for what feels like hours. Your sense of time blends with the sound of tires on asphalt. Occasionally, he hums a tuneless melody under his breathâlow, oddly comforting. You hate that itâs comforting, that it's lulling your heartbeat to calm down and eyes to flutter closed before you force them open again.
Outside, the world has become static. The moon hangs low and bright, watching them. When the truck finally slows, you feel it in your stomach firstâthe pull forward, the small lurch as speed gives way to stillness. A faint glow appears ahead. Neon red, flickering: OPEN 24 HOURS.
The diner resembles something from a forgotten movieâmetal siding, a cracked parking lot, and a few scattered cars. The man parks neatly, turns off the engine, and looks at you. âCome on,â he says, mouth twitching with a slight smile like it's all a joke to him, but his eyes are predatory, telling you that if you bolt, he will catch you. And it won't be pretty. âYou should eat.â He steps out first. When he opens the door, the cool night air seeps in, smelling faintly of oil and sagebrush. He doesnât touch you or rush you. He simply waits, patient. It's more unnerving than you thought- you almost wish he would drag you inside and be cruel. It would, at least, explain this humiliating lump in your throat and the constant burn of tears.
His hands reach for your back as soon as you stumble out, clumsy without the use of your arms, steadying you and the quick swish of a knife has the zip ties falling to the ground with a quiet little sound. You didn't even see the knife, and he's already pulling away.
You don't see the second man picking up the zip ties and tossing them into the bonfire behind the diner either.
Inside, the diner hums with the soft sounds of a television above the counter and dishes clattering from the kitchen. A waitress in her fifties looks up and greets the man as if she knows him. âEvening Simon,â she says. âThe usual booth?â He nods, smirking at her. âThanks, Marlene.â He gestures for you to follow. You do, because what else can you do? The vinyl seat squeaks when she sits.
The laminated menu feels sticky, edges frayed. You stare at the list of breakfast items offered at midnight, the words blurring together. Your stomach is growling, cramping with emptiness, but you'll be damned if you give into this. The waitress brings water, sets down salt and pepper shakers, along with a small sticky plastic pot of honey that looks like it's half water.
âI got kidnapped,â You blurt out before you can stop herself. Voice desperate, eyes imploring, a slightly shaking hand on the waitress'- Marlene's- hand as she sets down the honey pot. She doesnât blink, looking at the man sitting opposite you with a deadpan face instead. The man- Simon?- sighs. Stupid girl, he thinks.
Marlene pulls away, rolling her eyes faintly. âYou want pancakes or the waffle, sweetheart?â
Your throat tightens. âIâwhat?â Simon looks up, a smirk curling at the corners of his mouth. âSheâll have pancakes,â he says. âMaple syrup, not honey.â
âI donâtââ You start, but he's already talking, smirk set in place. âShe does. Trust me.â He turns to the waitress again. âAnd two coffees, please Lena.â The waitress nods, scribbles on her pad, and walks back to the counter. You feel the tremor in your hands now, a faint vibration against the edge of the table. The diner is quiet except for the hum of the fluorescent light above them. âYou canât justââ You start. voice breaking pathetically. âYou canât do this.â He stirs sugar into his coffee with slow, careful motions. âI already did,â he replies mildly, eyes on her like he's waiting for you to start screaming and crying. âYouâre handling it better than I expected.â You stay silent, pushing down the lump forming in your throat. It feels like a rock wedged in there. The panic in your chest feels strange, heavy, and muted. He takes a sip, watching you with something that isnât quite fondness and isnât quite cruelty.
âThe park was nice, wasnât it?â Simon says after a moment. Maybe it's to be cruel. Maybe he just wants to see your face fall, break any hope of escape. âThe one with the new lake view? You liked that spot, didn't you? No cameras there. Most people donât notice things like that anymore.â Your breath catches, heart plummeting into your stomach. No. He continues as if heâs talking about the weather. âIt took weeks to take care of that. And your friendsâwell, theyâre easy to guide if you know how to talk online. A comment here, a post there. Youâd be surprised what people do when they think itâs their own idea. Worth it, though, wouldn't you say? It all worked out quite nicely.â
You feel like you can't breathe, chest tightening and anxiety coiling sharp as a whip in your stomach. No. No no no- nononono. Tears spring up, hot and sudden. Simon just smirks again, clicking his tongue once. "None of that, honey. Don't ruin your pretty face with tears." He chides, hand reaching out to wipe a stray wet line down your face, grin widening when you don't flinch or pull away.
The waitress returns with their foodâtwo steaming mugs and a plate of pancakes that smell faintly of butter. âEnjoy, hon,â she says, sliding the plate toward You. You donât move. âHeâhe took me,â she says, eyes darting between them, voice trembling now. âYou understand that, right?â The waitress looks at you for a long moment, then at him.
Her expression doesnât change. âYep. Now eat your pancakes before they get cold.â She walks away, but you could've sworn you saw her lips twitching upwards. It fills you with overwhelming frustration, the kind that makes your eyes prickle with hot tears.
Simon sighs, as if you've just said something naĂŻve. He reaches out, and before you can even think of flinching away, he lightly rests his hand on your shoulder, rubbing comfortingly. The gesture would be almost tender- if he wasn't hiding a smirk of amusement underneath. âTheyâre all in on it, honey,â he says gently. âYou really think I wouldnât think this through?â He speaks gently, almost condescendingly. Your hazy brain doesn't understand the difference. Outside, the neon sign flickers again. OPEN 24 HOURS. The hum presses against the glass. Inside, the coffee steams between them, and you realise that, somehow, this is worse than crueltyâthis quiet certainty, this perfect, careful politeness.
"Shhh baby," He coos, wiping away her tears with the pad of his thumb. "I'll take good care of you."