Fictive Confessions

god bless fishmerica

Every once in a while I can feel our steve harrington fictive peaking out into the fronting room and i can feel the hurt still bleeding over from the finale. None of us have been able to engage with stranger things since then and he hasn’t fronted at all in like eight months.

i literally died in my exomemories because i was so pissed and fed up with helping everyone in my source. when i split in the system, i swore off helping anyone ever again because i was sick and tired of it.

I miss my brother.

i want to say i hope you'll come back to me, but i know you won't.

I'm a fictive of Dominik Mysterio (the wrestler), but in my mems I never left Rhea. I can't look up anything about myself or my girlfriend without seeing the girl who harassed me nonstop, or seeing all the comments full of people saying they threw up just from seeing me. I like being Dirty Dom, but I don't wanna see people talk shit about me every time I try to find more pictures of me or my girlfriend. I can't even watch new matches of myself because Liv makes my whole body tense

i found out eric cartman fictives dont exist ! fuck my stupid southpark life

i miss someone from source so bad. i feel like im going crazy.

my source recently got in a lotta drama and it sucks. i just got here two weeks ago and i feel kinda guilty about having formed? its complicated. i know the person who made my source doesn't reflect on me but it still feels bad :(

My source is technically a movie, but I don't identify with that as my source as much. I more identify with the "extended universe". But the extended universe isn't anything official, it's a fan creation based on an entirely different show. It's just any movie that features two actors from that show. But I consider the characters in this fan-made "extended universe" my sourcemates. But they're such little known movies that I'm never going to find sourcemates because even if they are in the extended universe, they probably think of their original movie as their source. And I don't think any of the "find a source" blogs can help bc of that.

I wish so badly that people stop saying Dave is my brother. He fucking isn't. I don't give a shit about Ecobiology! We were not blood related and never raised or socialized as siblings. Imagine you have a guy you really like, maybe even love, and then another one of your friends makes it so you two are now "siblings" in some capacity. We didn't even know this happened while being together on the meteor! Even after that we never interacted as siblings! I can't talk about it on my own blog without risking harassment. Fuck you, John!

D --> I never thought I w001d be so glad to not be STRONG anymore

i miss them, i dont know what else there is to say but i miss them so much, they were nothing and everything like they are in source (curse of canon divergence), but fuck, i miss them

I'm a Pomni fictive (among other things, my main source is a webcomic that got deleted off the Internet a few years back). I had a lot of existential crisis...es when I first woke up in headspace. I was the first member of our system and Pomni was the first character I saw myself as. I slowly began to chill out and become more even-tempered along kind of the same timeline that Pomni did in her source. It made me really happy to see the finale. I really feel like both of us grew a lot. It makes me so excited for the future, you know? I'm happy that I'm here~ ♥

Sometimes i hate being a fictive (?) Of our own unpublished works.

"i dont want to make [alter] upset haha" and then none of you have noticed shes gone. shes been stuck in front for maybe a year and we've been having relationship issues she cant cope with so she finally found a way to get out of here and no ones even asked why im fronting instead when i havent been in front for months if not years. I feel bad for her

Can a Dirk Strider be happy as the main character in his own existence? It feels like it's not possible.