Some days it’s more than the soft kisses in the middle of the night, more than the lingering touches in between training and promises of “I love you’s” that they know won’t last. Nothing in their world ever does and it would be naive to think that this...whatever this is, in the midst of war, will. Some days it’s more than the feelings that they think will beat straight out of their chest.
Some days, all they have is desperation.
Desperate. Terrified. Timed love.
And on those days, Levi Ackerman will push Eren Yeager up against a wall of a cleaning closet he knows no one else will open, his eyes wild and touches incessant.
He’d watched Eren hurt all afternoon, push himself to the point of exhaustion, but still pick himself up. He always does, without complaints, without ever drawing a line even when there’s a trace of something else within those eyes that Levi thinks is more than Eren ever voices. The kind that Levi catches glimpses of when Eren thinks Levi is too busy bandaging him up to see, but he does see.
Levi always sees, just as he always does, bandages him up even if it’s silly at times because of the way Eren heals, but it’s really all Levi can do to not intervene and force him to stop. Because he also knows that Eren won’t listen, so these bandages are all that he has.
But Levi worries that there will be a time when it won’t be enough. That Eren will overwork himself to death, where bandages won’t do shit, and he can’t stop the beating inside his chest -- the way his heart pains and his fingers grasp too tightly at the bandages he’s wrapping against Eren’s hands, those soft warm hands that have dug through hell and earth, and Levi feels as though he’s got nothing but these fleeting moments and he’ll force himself to swallow away the fear.
So he’s here. He’s here on the borrowed time that they do have, in a closet that he knows they don’t need to be in, but he hadn’t wanted to wait until they were on the other side of the castle where his quarters were.
“Eren,” he’ll whisper, voice ragged against Eren’s lips as he presses himself up against the other man. He knows that Eren can feel the way he strains against his pants, because he always does--because Eren lights something up inside of him that no one ever does--and Eren will moan back his name in response.
“Levi.”
It’s soft, barely a breath against the crook of his neck, but it sounds loud all the same to Levi. It’s loud, because this--sometimes, this, is all that they’ve got. So Levi will rut up against Eren’s hand that had slipped into his pants, even if he’s never been one to give into hormones, not even in his earlier years, but sometimes he just wants to give in to the way he feels so urgent and desperate, like a man starved for touch and it doesn’t even matter. Nothing else does but the hand on him.
He doesn’t have time for shame. Not when Eren presses his palms harder against him, his other hand sliding underneath Levi’s shirt and nails digging up against Levi’s back. The soft pants of Eren’s breath into his neck as he wedges his thigh up against Eren is all that he cares about as Eren grinds against him just as hard.
Hard, fast. Through the confines of their pants it’s not nearly as intimate as when they’re stripped bare and taking their time back in Levi’s room, but this raw need to get off like this--clothed in a closet--Levi’s thigh pressed up against Eren and Eren palming him--feels amazing.
Amazing and a bit like the bandages he wraps against Eren’s hands. A temporary fix, a moment of touch that eases his heart. Even if sometimes, a voice inside of him wonders--is it enough?
Is this enough? Will this ever be?
But there’s no guarantee for more, or that their lives won’t end tonight, tomorrow, next week.
And so he knows that it is. It’s Eren, so it will always be more than enough.
Bandages and desperate moments with Eren.
It’s all that he has.
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I don’t even remember how many days i've been doing this, really. I almost cried when i finish it. I hided from work and everything for this, and u know what, i know that isn't a good art, but i'm happy to participate in the las day of ererictober.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 2/2
Fandom: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Levi/Eren Yeager, Levi & Eren Yeager
Characters: Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Eren Yeager
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - High School, Senior Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Junior Eren, Sexual Tension, Fluff and Smut, Ladies and Gentlemen: we got an Axe, Sexual Humor, Top Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Levi/Eren Yeager-centric, Eren Yeager Is a Tease, What happens when the school is closed...?, Flirting, Hide and Seek, I Will Go Down With This Ship, It's time to play, petnames, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Levi is Whipped (Shingeki no Kyojin)
Summary:
Rirentober Day 23: High School AU
While his right hand was touching each locker sensually hoping to attract the boy like a mermaid calling a sailor towards its end, his other hand dragged something heavy, cutting, deadly.
Levi had always been a romantic, especially when it involved a certain pretty boy. Maybe they had sent the student to test his own limits. How could he have saved his soul from all sin? It was impossible not to admire the turquoise green eyes of the most beautiful creature he has ever seen.
“Eren.” His name alone triggered in him a desire to own and monopolize his junior. “I have a gift for you.”
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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Levi/Eren Yeager, Levi & Eren Yeager
Characters: Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Eren Yeager, Jean Kirstein
Additional Tags: Ererictober, Ererictober2020, Alternate Universe - High School, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Top Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Bottom Eren Yeager, Omega Eren Yeager, Beta Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Cock Piercing, First Love, Unrequited Love, Not between our main pair, Crossdressing Eren Yeager, because I love him in skirts, Boys in Skirts, Beta/Omega, Based on a Netflix Series, Based on Love Alarm
Summary:
Em um mundo em que os sentimentos de seu crush estão na palma de suas mãos, o ômega Eren Jaeger precisa lutar contra um alfa que se autointitula seu, enquanto é fodido às escondidas nos armários de limpeza do colégio.
Baseado na série da Netflix e no webtoon “Love Alarm”, criado por Cheon KyeYeong.
Para o dia 23 do Ererictober 2020!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Levi/Eren Yeager, Levi & Eren Yeager
Characters: Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Eren Yeager, Jean Kirstein
Additional Tags: Ererictober, Ererictober2020, Alternate Universe - High School, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Top Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Bottom Eren Yeager, Omega Eren Yeager, Beta Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Cock Piercing, First Love, Unrequited Love, Not between our main pair, Crossdressing Eren Yeager, because I love him in skirts, Boys in Skirts, Beta/Omega, Based on a Netflix Series, Based on Love Alarm, yeah I can’t stop writing
Summary:
In a world where the feelings of your crush are on your hands, the omega Eren Jaeger needs to fight an alpha that calls himself his, while being fucked in the school’s cleaning cabinets.
Based on the Netflix series and webtoon “Love Alarm”, created by Cheon KyeYeong.
For Ererictober Day 23!
