#emotiongs

I just wanna say thank you.

You changed me. You changed my life.

And you still do this every day bringing out best of me.

And i wanna thank you giving me this support and care.

And you didnt loose faith in me even for one time.

And the most i wanna thank you to have in my life and i love you so much.

Baby you will always be amazing and perfect in my eyes.

What if I over reacted towards him? What if it was him, instead of me? What if I didn't tell him or call him?

...so many questions can be asked, but the thing is, is that you are always there for that person. If you already know that i'm hurt, then why say so much more, when really you could've said "Please, don't let it happen again. I'm worried something bad will happen to you." You should've been there for me. You made me feel bad about myself and that I proved myself wrong towards you because I can keep promises and make good decisions. But, instead you said "I don't care. You chose your own actions. Don't promise me anything anymore. I don't know if I can trust you anymore, I thought that you can keep your own promise towards me, beacuse it's me."

Tumblr isn't really a place to write...well at least that's what it seems like, no one really wants to read anything.

But I'm making a promise to myself to actually BLOG more, because I stopped writing, like REALLY writing.

I stopped loving it because as a journalist it has become synonymous with work... and I hate that.

I'll write about anything, emotions, events in my life without thinking about how people will feel about it

Because I've seen the consequence of letting my hands grow idle and neglecting pen and paper.