What if I over reacted towards him? What if it was him, instead of me? What if I didn't tell him or call him?
...so many questions can be asked, but the thing is, is that you are always there for that person. If you already know that i'm hurt, then why say so much more, when really you could've said "Please, don't let it happen again. I'm worried something bad will happen to you." You should've been there for me. You made me feel bad about myself and that I proved myself wrong towards you because I can keep promises and make good decisions. But, instead you said "I don't care. You chose your own actions. Don't promise me anything anymore. I don't know if I can trust you anymore, I thought that you can keep your own promise towards me, beacuse it's me."
You really think that this would put a smile on my face? Did you think it would make me happy or that would make my day? No. It didn't. You are my best guy friend. I want to talk to you, but you chosed those things to say to me, that makes me not want to talk to you and it feels like my over reacting, but I think it's the right thing. We talk to much, I mean staying in contact is good, but we need space. So that we can't argue anymore on the phone and just have a normal conversation.