Mar 26
“normal” for 3 years - rant </3
ive been off 3dblr for about 3 years now and for the past 2 years ive been eating “normal” amounts of food in the name of “recovery”. now i cant look at myself in the mirror. i miss feeling weightless and pure more than anything else in this world and i know what i have to do now
im gonna go back to going on 2 hour runs every morning from 6am-8am and hopefully one day i can look at myself in the mirror without feeling sick to my stomach
recovery didn’t work for me, but i hope anyone that reads this finds peace, whatever that means for them
