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I’m a fat and worthless piece of shit. I keep gaining despite all of my efforts. Despite my entire life revolving around my ed

I don’t deserve to eat I don’t deserve anything I am so fucking huge I can’t even believe how big I am

#buliimiia #im starvin #pro miaa #@4norexi4 #@anadiary #@nor3×14 #tw ed implied

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My mom knows about my ED (a4a) but doesn’t know about miaa 😔 I only started pvrging yesterday and already it feels addicting

I visited my mom today and I ate a bagel in front of her and then panicked because I felt way too full and wanted to 🤮

So I made some excuse that I had to feed my cat and left to go 🤮 at my apartment and she believed me and I just felt so sad and guilty. She thinks I’m recovered and happily watched me eat a bagel but I pvrged and she doesn’t know 😢

I feel so bad but I CANNOT recover I’m literally so fat

#buliimiia #pro miaa #im starvin #ed not edsheeran #tw ed implied #ed implied #edisorder #a4a girl #@nor3×14 #@anadiary #@nor3├ù14 #@4norexi4

coveredinmold

feeling full makes me go insane

I used to have an irl ed friend :( but she “recovered” / has changed to BED instead. It’s probably awful of me but I miss restr1ct1ng with her…

Or why can’t she at least 🤮? I know it’s not healthy of me but I don’t want to get better and I want a friend going through the same thing

#a4a buddy #a4a moots #buliimiia #pro miaa #c/s #chew and spit #im starvin #tw ed implied #ed not edsheeran #ed implied #edisorder #tw edtwt

I feel so much lighter after I 🤮 I didn’t even b1nge, I ate a normal amount but couldn’t stand feeling full

#buliimiia #pro miaa #c/s #chew and spit #im starvin #ed not edsheeran #ed implied #edisorder #tw ed implied

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charlottetilibury

I hate people who can have normal thoughts about food.

sh4shaana

How pvrging everything for the first time felt

littelstangel

once i can comfortably sit in any position without worrying about how my body looks, is the day i will finally be at peace.

hazal-0

I’m dying

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nvclearghoul

girl breakfast part 2

weirdopositive

forgive yourself for your psychosis.

forgive yourself for the strange things you say, do, the lengths you went to just to isolate yourself or do what you thought was "right", the ways you might've even hurt people during episodes.

you may feel embarrassed, ashamed, guilty. forgive yourself. beating yourself up helps nobody. you're gonna learn to live with it eventually, my lovelies. i promise.

blownawayy

i’m so sorry for being me

athenas--ashes--777

"But you were fine 2 seconds ago"

yeah and now im not

"But you said you were getting better"

yeah and now im getting worse

deadtears777

I hate people who still tell me it gets better even after 9 years of me just getting worse and worse

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