"Whatever it is you're seeking won't come in the form you're expecting."
- Haruki Marukami

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"Whatever it is you're seeking won't come in the form you're expecting."
- Haruki Marukami

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Attempting to find compassion
in the place of rage.
I'm In my breaking...
Most nights
I lie in wait
awake on the page.
Blood stains an uncut vein
I am wrapped in their safety net....
I would get high to get by
But there's not enough drugs
to make me forget
I haven't seen my face in days
In a daze
And it's not safe
To project
Secretly they bet against me
So many faces it makes me dizzy
But I can't wait to collect
So tired of the fake smiles and lies
Worn across the faces of death
Because I know
in my soul
that my soul
is one hell can't wait to come get
So much weight on my shoulders
Im surprised
they don't break from the stress
...So my heart breaks
And the noise it makes
sounds just like a 38
straight to the chest.
- Devine Theory
YOU...
YOU.
And here you come
Like a battle cry
rallying the hounds of war
With the sound
your heart makes,
Like a bass tuned drum...
Likely to rally a thousand more
...and I've had
the worst luck with love...
But somehow I always manage
To save you some
In world full of thorns
You....
You...
A black and blue rose
in full bloom
Illuminated
When the full moon comes
...and here you come
Crafting thoughts
Into my subconscience
Cracking holes in my armor
The muse to my confidence
Casting spells of kings
To a fallen prince
That once had it all
Can still have it all again
And I've fallen
But my path
is not that
of common men
And I know I'll be alright
BecauseI've not fallen...
To much stronger winds...
And I'm thinking maybe
It gave me
the strength of Hercules
And the wisdom of Solomon
Achilies with a Medusa stare
That can see thru these hollow men...
And don't tell me about
pressure please
Especially
since losing the best of me
Wanting them to bury me
since I was 17
In the same coffin
my mom was in
Watching the dirt drop
On the top
Left me with a hard spot
On my heart
that would never soften again....
Since then
Ive poured my blood
Through the ink in my problem pen
Remember him
And how he fought through
the maliciousness
And malintentions to take advantage
And injure him
Drawing my pain in poetic
crimson collages within the
Construct of your mental vision
With Godlike technique
With unprecedented precision
Spell bound and cryptic
You take my brain
to another dimension
Casting your spells
upon anyone
with an intention to listen
With an unparalleled air of mysticism...
Cosmic stardust lost within this prism
The consequence of indecision
- DT
POETRY ISNT ALWAYS PRETTY
I didn't call because
I didnt want you to hear
the sadness in my tone
I can't let you see the madness
In my mind
As I try
to accept
the fact that
I
Am
Alone
But I won't go back
to a
bro
ke
n ho
me
I can't come over because
I cant let you smell
the bar and the cologne
All on my clothes.
The women I had with me
the night before
When you had supposedly
broken Your phone
But still
I had to hear your voice
You made your choice
But I cant move on
As try to allign myself
With the idea
That this is real.
Smoke, drink and fk the pain away
Until the memory of her face
Fades from my horizon
And my mind
is completely thrown
And made insane this way
forgets the lies and
My body is paralyzed
With your level of toxicity
Admittedly
I am not very good
with this grief
Or these memories
Searching desperately for symmetry
Trying hard not
to remember our stars
Lest the sadness within
Cripple me
Like how we would always
be together
Like a pair of dice
Or you were my puzzle
And I was your missing piece
Forever searching for paradice
A paradox behind a pair of eyes
And you've likely ended my life
When you took yours
And I'm not sure I can compare a time
Where I didnt swear Im fine
I am an unspoken paradigm
Praying that prayer of mine
Hoping that that theres a sign
A direction I can take
With someone that can relate
To elevate my mental state
To a place I can repair my mind
Always threatened
to do more
Would it be you
Wondering what did I ever
fuck with you for
Stealing food from grocery stores
To provide you more
Of what you couldnt afford
Honesty on a severe decline
And always so rare to find
Pushing through the storm
Anything to keep you warm
Remove the sheath from my sword
As I sleep in that 2 door ford
You want more
You gotta do more for it
Feeling like Hugh Jackman
In that movie swordfish
And I've been letting someone live
rent free in my mind
that can't really afford the mortgage
And I'm trying to evict
But since buying the lies
I really don't have any
money left this time
to take you to court or go to war with
Holding you accountable
just resorts to more shit
and your so called friends
can't seem to see you transform
Until you go to war or forfeit
And these whores support it
Meanwhile I'm Confused
as his muse ignores him
And I choose to light that fuse
And use to get more lit
And I take over
the natural order of things
And try to force shit
As a result my views are morbid
And I see death as the only thing
that soothes the war
But the warrior inside
Refuses to lose
I avoid the noose
Take another sip
from my bottle
of poisoned and poor choices
I let destroy him
- Devine Theory
God's tears...
I like that...
THAT one phrase
speaks as a picture does.
A 1000 word essay
of how I wish it was.
Like only experiencing
the good things
about an addiction...
...Until a wrist is cut
And you really can't
get a feeling
like this with drugs
I can't tell you
how she moves me
She just simply does
I know feelings this intense
are risky but...
I'm an addict
that can't break the habit
I got to have it
I can't get enough...
Until the truth burns
going down
Like the whiskey does
Alone now and it's colder
than the winter months
Nothing loves company
Quite like misery does
Till she lights my fire
And my heart lifts
And ends my darkness
As she Keeps our stars lit
With her chemistry
God like technique
And flawless agility
Got me Wondering
where she draws all this
lawless energy from.
Until the madness inside
Tells him to give up
Before her, he's never
Really been in love
He knows hes flawed
And never been enough
These thoughts haunt him
like her memory
Soft skin
Curved symmetry
Burned imagery
I long to be her infinity
1st infantry
On the front line
Do me wrong
gone after 1 time
I'll have the homies
Pour out liquor
in your memory
(Sigh)
- Devine Theory

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To live....
Is to love. .
Like we've never been hurt.
To walk around scarred
Like we've never been burnt...
Having the wisdom to apply
All that we've learned
To be rejected,
Yet not deterred.
STRENGTH
- DT
I am unearthed
Shes murdered me
With her words
About what she's endured
And how she deserves
The healed version
Unreal,
I still weild
unhealed 3rd degree burns
From her
Spoken necrosis
They can not compare
With their thousand yard stares
And myopic psychosis
But the sex hott
Until
the flesh rots
On the best spots
Undressed
broken picture
Of me on her desktop
So hard to have hope
In a world that is hopeless
It's said it comes
from those closest
And you usually own
the knife that they
open your throat with
I'm speechless
A single boat
Lost in her ocean
She's bent over me
changed her form
The storm in her eyes
Is ferocious
She thinks Im under
some kind of hypnosis
And Im on her mind?
C4 emotions
Corrosive explosive
She'll love you
and will not let go
And I cant speak
As I try to scream
from my toe tips
She pours whats left
of herself into me
And then moans
As my world turns black
And my mind loses focus
Im frozen
her embodiment explodes
But the sex hott
Until the flesh rots
On the best spots
Undressed
broken picture
Of me on her desktop
And Im lost in her dream
and I can't seem
to find my way home
Ive been thrown away
But we supposed to help
fix those that are broken
I guess I'm just supposed to
stop loving you
Because you forgot.
Ruthless plot
Love strangely twisted
A mystic you aren not.
Here's to hoping
That you find God
even though life has been hard
And the devils hands
are always near your throat
That you don't get the message too late
And you can let the fear just go
Love yourself openly.
Bravely and courageous
I guess I still believe in miracles
And when I see you smile
I still write about it
in my notebook pages....tbc
DT
We are all slaves.
They didn't give us freedom
They just made us a bigger cage.
- Devine Theory