Very often, when you are guided into the direct experience of the Self the mind rises up for its biggest fight... But just stay put and feel the turbulence without identifying personally. You are likely to get annoyed with this advice as you are still inclined to protect your relationship with the mind, but try and follow my pointing and just observe with detachment. Now is the time where you must discern what is the mind and what is You... What is so disturbed? What is rebelling so much? Is this your true Self? At this point, many give up, because the mind becomes unbearable. It rebels more on this path than on any other path, because on other paths the mind is included, not threatened. But do you want to be spiritual or free?