Apr 7, 2023
I needed:
Armor
Validation
Understanding
I thought I was seeking the same space, the right to express myself, that I was so freely giving.
Only to realize that I am that space.
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I needed:
Armor
Validation
Understanding
I thought I was seeking the same space, the right to express myself, that I was so freely giving.
Only to realize that I am that space.
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It appears i have cursed you with good luck and a long happy life....my evil plan....is coming to fruition
Ok, I love you too
Theres too many people that I’ve done wrong
Caught behind first impressions had me too afraid to speak
…I knew if I fucked up
While you got a little more lost in faith, love and subliminals
I became okay with being written off as a phony
I won’t be joining you in your game of charades
Im sick of putting shit together
I’m not ode to you
I can say with certainty, that I’ll leave here still breathing
Im into how the pedestal you seat yourself upon seems to never plateau
Mistaken for obsession
And guilt tripped by the routine of being unimpressed
No one sees how you irrationally screen your own headaches
With…
The unsettling feeling of having to do things alone
Yet, here you are…
Stacking sweet dreams over bitter objections from those who wish to pend your life
They don’t know you outside their own head
They bought a blurred vision of you
“I won’t be a stolen romantic”
If you could hear the bitter hesitation as I did
You would excuse my mind as it wanders
Spotless…from the lack of attention
I’ll never shake hand of guarded intentions and feint enthusiasm
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You use to talk about the things never seen
Your distracted attention never allowed the screaming in your head to cease
Could we fix you, even if you broke
I treated my life as if it were an exotic animal
Placed in cages that I assumed was for protection
For many, heaven was stolen and given to hell
Sold
Rumored by bidders of the highest price
Only to swap proprietorship for a broken down deluded amenity
A spinner of the night
A desert sky fills my mind
My nose spills
I’m sleep deprived
And sovereignty is only felt in a bed of fumes
Everything that glitters…can be sold
I dropped out of karma…
Never again to be caught up in distain
I dont seek to place roots
Instead, I seek discovery
My voice wavers
A spaceship that carries essence of me
I chose to give space for arrival
Not to solely be in the moment
Rather to understand capacity of self
There are many moons
And a thousand suns
None of which are finite