#cornflower posts

I trimmed our hair so Matthew wouldn’t be so dysphoric. He was worried about the bangs but I think I did a good job. It’ll look even better when it dries and curls up (which is why I wasn’t too worried about getting everything exactly even because our hair curls up differently in different places so it’ll never be exactly even even if I cut it perfectly.

If anyone needs help with hair trimming let me know!

-Cornflower

I’m going to try to sleep now.

Thank you for all your lovely comments and thoughtful messages.

We have this experience quite frequently Anon.

Abusive parents will often try to say they are not abusive (probably to protect themselves? I don’t know).

I can assure you, you are not faking. If you were, you wouldn’t be worrying about faking.

Here’s a lil thing I like to go through when I feel this way:

1) How long have you been faking this?

2) Why did you choose to invent the alters you have, and how?

Your mother reminds me a lot of our parents, gaslighting and denying.

I was helping Rose’s father cook and he asked me to “preheat” the oven to 500 degrees and I’m just thinking “??” And then I said “how?” And he said “hit bake” and I did and then pressed the numbers on the buttons. I looked in and there was no fire!! The oven turned red and then it was hot!! No fire! No fire!

You humans have truly harnessed the power of magic!!

I got to cut up lemons and stir pastes just like I used to!

I love cooking!