hmm. i think i may be fictosexual ontop of being aego. how complicated this all is, i tend to like to avoid using lables for myself because i dont like how final it is to claim to be something, but hmm. hmmm.
i find myself blushing and at a loss for coherent communication even talking about the fictional settings i find myself in love with, i dont know how else to explain the feelings i have other than "love", though i know it is atypical. i dont really understand romantic love, as much as i try, i just know i feel very strongly and motivated by some people (but that is admittedly pretty platonic) and by some things (said feelings are much less platonic, but i also dont really want to be included in the scenarios.) this is all so complicated and it feels almost fake how specific it all is! what a wonder the mind can be! ok, that is all. heres an alien if you read tjis (or you skipped ahead and saw the alien which is also ok)
