#compulsive lying

However, after I posted my pictures yesterday, she decided to take a screenshot of my account and write a hateful caption about me for absolutely no reason. What makes this even more confusing is that I had no idea she had blocked me this whole time, so I didn't know she was posting and spreading false, negative things about me behind my back 💔🥹💔

I'm honestly very confused. Not once have I said or posted anything negative about anyone on my account. I strictly post about my MC and art requests 💔🥹

I genuinely don't understand what her problem is because we have never fought or argued before. As you can see from my screenshots, we barely spoke after becoming friends last month May 23rd.

Apparently, I'm not the only person this has happened to. After hearing all the stories and seeing all the evidence for myself, I'm shocked. Who truly is Notkiramoon505? Click the link in the comment section.

She just unblocked me and sent me this message before blocking me again 🤭🤣🤣. Unfortunately, I can't upload more screenshots I have reached the limit!!

"Look I meant you could save the pictures of the drawings that she made me I didn't say the pose Jesus I don't care do whatever you want just leave me alone i just came back from a break I don't want to deal with you today at all I deleted the post for you I hope that's enough now leave me alone and don't ever talk to me again and don't make a new account to talk to me"

DON'T WORRY I WON'T 😊🌸

Update 06 June: I last spoke to Notkiramoon on 4 June using my fake missjenifferpink account, since she had blocked my main account, to tell her to delete and remove my name from her blog. She is the one who just messaged me today on that account, but I will not reply or entertain her. To avoid possible or further lies about me, I have just deleted that account! Please know that if she posts on her old or new account saying I am harassing her, she is only doing what she does best - lying for attention.

Please be careful about who you call friends on this app!!

If you don't like me or my account, please just block or unfollow me. I honestly don't want to deal with this kind of situation again.

Thank you so much to everyone who has supported me and shown me kindness. I appreciate it more than you know. 💖

and

"compulsive lying is a complex issue and can be a symptom of much deeper problems and needs to be treated very carefully"

This is OCD AND OCspec saneism.

Compulsive (insert behavior) is part of the OCspec too.

First of all, I agree with you! Not everything is so black and white, even morality. Portraying it in such an oversimplified manner is so triggering for moral OCD.

Everything he did was in service of his inner child and the idealisation of 'true' masculinity - what his father wasn't. All of his pain leaking out of him all the time. Uncontrollable. Unhelpable. Everyone around him had long given up on him, especially Maura. Imagine being ten and assumed to be a dropkick already. His is an inevitable conclusion. Written in his trauma and the man he calls brother's dying breath.

And he gave all of himself in that final act of depravity. All of it. Every ounce of trust he had in the one person he thought hadn't given up on him. Every higher-order cognitive process shed like snakeskin. And he doesn't go down screaming like a child. It's a violation of his own inflicted in return. Hand cupped to mouth, breath for breath. On the same level in the gravedirt and blood.

The world broke him, he broke himself, then Niall broke him. Chipping fragments of him away till all that is left is a shrivelled, bellowing husk. A dying animal. The worst of any person's impulses made real.

“Wdym you don’t know?? Of course you have a reason, you must be lying about that. Promise you won’t lie.”

“I literally can’t do that??”

“Well you have to”

“Ok *lies about not lying I guess??*”

now! an in depth (sorta) explanation as to why he means so much to me below the cut ❤️