tw/cw: past psychiatric hospitalization/suicidal ideation (but make it silly!!)
"AO3? the thing that killed my best friend??"
best friend in question: my will to live when i was in a psych ward while HALFWAY through @katherynefromphilly’s masterpiece “And Like the Cycle of the Year We Begin Again.”)
bright side that came out of this was being able to cry over fictional gays as loud as i wanted because, legally, no one could stop me (also padded rooms were limited iykyk).
Uther is American's trying to get healthcare. Gaius is Big Pharma. Off screen somewhere I'm Merlin, counting ceiling tiles like they held the secrets of the Once and Future King.














