i want to be elegant, i want to be classy, but the gay in me wont let me, the pretty colors, the layers, the fancy, And then the corvid, the rat and the cat fight to collect every little shiny, dead, crunchy thing, every broken nail polish, every coin, and earring, and skull and bones,. I want to look put together, to look like every other person, but the fae in me wants to dance,to sing, to jump and climb and sit on the floor, and indulge in every little affection i can get and receive. I want to be simple, minimal, and yet the possibilities, the subcultures, the colors are so many to explore to be forced to be simple. Gosh how can they see all those and not shake and want and grab with their hands, how could they hate and hate and hate. Look at them, LOOK LOOK LOOK, its human, its beautiful and its so wonderful
