So I'm getting ready to see my rheumatologist in two days and to be honest... I'm anxious because I'm normally not listened to and although my rheumatologist is really nice I just have a track history of just being dismissed.
I've been gathering together my symptoms. Obviously, my chronic pain is getting worse even though the injury I had from the car back in 2021 is non-existent. My pain, my joint pain, my fatigue, my brain fog, my dry mouth, my dry eyes, my stress that induces my pain or the other way around or whatever it is, I can't even think right now, it's all just getting worse. Sometimes I'll be waking up like I've never had a liquid in my life. Sometimes my pain is so bad just because I'm stressed out and I'm trying to tell them listen I think something autoimmune is happening and they still don't want to do the right tests. Like I've been drinking liquids, I drink water, I drink liquids. I'm drinking like not just water but all the fluids I have in a day is like three litres total and I still wake up with dry eyes, dry mouth, dry body, dry lips. I didn't even realise my difficulty in swallowing is probably linked to that too. My glands like to just randomly swell up and all that kind of stuff and it's like... I'm tired.
On top of that, my dad has an autoimmune disease. He has autoimmune angioedema, probably something else too but he ain't gonna get checked for anything else but I know for sure that's what he has because its diagnosed. I have all these symptoms and it's like I'm tired. I've been using one of the strongest eye drops I can buy over the counter for my dry ass eyes since I was in my teens and I'm tired of having all these symptoms with no help...




















