Sometimes it's good to remind one self about the many challenges won in order to feel positive. I've been feeling quite positive lately: in the last three weeks I've been exercising at least five times a week, alternating climbing with cardio + core exercises, plus I've taken up Slimming World for the last couple of weeks. One of my New Year's resolutions was to lose the weight T had caused me to put on and get fit in anticipation of top surgery later this year. Admittedly, I'm not the best at following up the things I promise on the 1st of January, but this year, so far, I did it, and I'm very pleased with the results. I'm down 1.4 kilos already, but, for the first time in AGES, I feel genuinely positive towards life and I have the best relationship with food I've ever had since going through puberty. In the left picture, I was going to my first appointment at GenderCare, I was stressed as hell about all aspects of my life and I was more or less starving myself. Today, I follow a healthy diet, accept that my body needs food even if I don't think I deserve it and I'm working towards getting a part time job to help me save up for top surgery. The lesson I'm learning day by day is to be patient and trust the process: everything happens for a reason even if I can't find one at first. Everything will turn out alright. 💉 • Facebook: /diariodiunftm • Twitter: @Shadowolf19 • YouTube: link in bio 💉 #ftm #transandproud #transboy #transman #transmasculine #transguy #thisiswhattranslookslike #transisbeautiful #eightmonths #hrt #mytransition #growingupgay #growingup #gaycute #gay #changesonT #testosterone #vitaminT #lgbt #prettyboy #handsome #queer #selfmade #selfmademan #ftmuk #ftmitalia #mentalhealth #ednos #recovery #getbetter #shadowolf19 #motivation #motivational #itgetsbetter #trusttheprocess #2017goals #100happydays #day3 (at Kilburn, London)
