#chamomilecougar

hii! call me mysotiz. i post about a variety of stuff, including art, alterhumanity, punk and anarchy shit, etc. if your interested in finding me on other socials feel free to ask anytime. alt blogs r @/onehellofacreature @/traumapunk-culture-is. i use any/all pronouns, including neopronouns, i also don’t mind if you use masc, neu, or fem terms on me. i do present as a girl though (cause women are hot)

im hazardqueer, traumapunk, voidpunk, alterpunk. my gender is unlabeled so far (but i consider myself a fem trans person) and im a bi lesbian. i have CPTSD (majority of my triggers are blocked out on tumblr but i do ask of you not to talk about hospitals around me), BIID (half blind), general anxiety disorder, and ARFID. im also suspecting autism amongst other things

my kintypes are as listed ~ north american cougar, african serval (psychological, behavioral instincts since birth)

~ barn owl, harp seal pup (psychological, behavioral instincts since childhood)

~ foxy from piggy (spiritual, past life)

~ aubrey and basil from omori (psychological, developed from trauma)

~ indominus rex from j world (unknown origin)

~ common sunflower (psychological, special interest kintype)

~ lukas from mcsm (no origin due to being a copinglink)

~ miguel o’hara from atsv (no origin due to being a fictionect)

im a polymorph due to having rapidly changing shifts between kintypes!

dni queerphobes, abelists (especially narc abuse believers gfy), racists, bigots, terf/radfem, safequeer, anti alterhuman, pro contact, pro cringe culture, pro capitalism/anti anarchy, radqueers/transid/transx, pro/com/darkshippers, anti mspec monos (im bi lesbian y r u here), nsfw/mdni, anti age or pet regression, judgmental motherfuckers…

i do digital art, i like learning and teaching about plants, history, and geography, and i love music! (feel free to ask about fave artists) omori and atsv are my main fandoms currently. i have an online family open to all my mutuals called the chamomile family/chamfam… follow @thebigneuromess or ill strangle you

Memories? Yeah. Despite me only having one past life, so this is the first time I ever had memories that weren’t connected to that. Missing my sourcemates like no tomorrow? Definitely, and this copinglink hasn’t been up for awhile. Yet it’s already so, so, bad. I won’t complain much though, i’m permanently homesick and this universe will never feel home for me.

Obsessing over the boy who hurt me? Not my first (hi Willow), yet it’s still odd, and I can’t help it. Aiden in my phantom (fake) memories was my bestest friend since childhood, he meant the world to me. I guess you can say my feelings lean more towards him post wither storm and afterwards when he came to Beacon Town to redeem himself (in my memories, his letter was accepted) but bro HE STILL BROKE MY ARM-

Speaking of the broken arm? Phantom pain gives me no mercy.

Shrug…

-Lukas (MCSM. Me Again!)