#brokenhome

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Now, now I'm 23 and i breath and wonder everyday why I should accept what I lived, I want to be angry, to scream and cry but I can't. And this doesn't have sense, it really doesn't have sense but I think that it just demonstrate that even from blood we can grow, even from broken we can still be something, something that doesn't make sense but still something beautiful.

We should be angry, fuck healing, fuck understanding, I was a kid I didn't deserve any of it and still it happened, and I shouldn't feel like I need to forgive, I need to heal, I don't need that I need justice and I will have it screaming and kicking.

Fuck healing, stay angry from now on.

@unisyunisasposts

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Its been 13 years since the storm came to my life. 

Its been 7 years since he passed away. 

But the pain’s still there

Gue selalu bertanya-tanya “kenapa susah banget memaafkan masa lalu dan move on?”. Gue ngerasa hidup gue stuck disana. Gue masih sering berandai-andai “seandainya begini, seandainya begitu”. Gue masih suka mempertanyakan “how does it feel to have a father?”. Kalian yang juga diberkahi kayak gue gini apa udah bisa memaafkan masa lalu? Kalo iya, gimana caranya? Please tell me.

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