#bpd post

daily reminder to be chalant but not in a way that ruins your life

I hate the fact that so many 'bpd posts' use the yandere tag, like noo be smart enough to not use a character troupe that wildly misrepresents the disorder bbg

Bro fuck BPD. Sick have riding such amazingly high days just to feel so damn low. And it's storming with a tornado warning to match. I need arms around me. I haven't felt a hug in so long. I thrive and live on hugs. Miss feeling like someone's family. I feel guilty I haven't talked to my grandma out of fear of verbal abuse and cptsd triggers. Today is my sperm donors birthday, and I can't stop calling him dad even though he acts nothing like one. I feel like a bad daughter. Bad granddaughter. And a bad partner for feeling so sad today. I'm pushing myself so damn hard, I'm already running outta steam. Which is causing disappointment in myself. Like again, fuck BPD. Fuck the day to day rollercoasters. Fuck the intensity of these feelings. Bro... I need a fucking hug

I don't know who I am. It's so hard to have a sense of identity when your stuck at home not talking to people