Little/Middle/Princess Wannabe

yes my feelings are valid but i don't want them

The cycle of abandonment never seems to end.

i don’t know how to deal with my emotions when i’m not distracted by something, i feel overwhelmed

There’s a special kind of heartache that comes with being the person who gives love but never receives it back. You see, you save everyone else but no one saves you, they need you until they’re back on the right track and then you’re left alone, you see them blossom and live life just how they deserved and you’re happy for that, because you loved them so much you just wanted to see them bloom, but there’s also a sadness that comes with that. They no longer need you and you’re alone again fighting your demons alone while you watch them love everyone else the way you needed all along.