Softest

one of the best parts about the wolf 359 time loop episode is that it's normal. there's no doubt about her telling the truth. like, lovelace says "this sounds crazy but I think I'm in a time loop" and minkowski just says "yeah that happens sometimes"

Once again I'm reminded that no one will ever see me the way I see them </3

cant believe im letting people online see into my heart. for free

doctor just diagnosed me with a kindness in my eyes that can't quite be put into words

“you’re really self aware for someone with bpd” it’s torture,, knowing that you’ll ruin friendships, relationships, opportunities but still not being able to stop your self sabotaging behaviour. knowing that it’s all in your head but the overwhelming feeling of possible abandonment is so difficult to ignore,, pure torture.

the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again

The feeling of emptiness it's back. It's worse than usual, it's terrifying, it has never been this strong before.