#bluewendigo

Oh god bless america and her uncertain future NOW YOU GOT ME STARTED. I’ll try to stay chill about this.

(Okay so. The Original Warning Post is somewhere in the tag, but I wrote it more-than-partly as a way to understand what happened and why I felt so shitty every day when I knew them. I handled it sloppily and I’m really embarrassed by it. This tag is the main goodies, where I keep pieces written by a few the friends I made BECAUSE OF this drama.)

Twistedteeth, Ghostoakes, Tucker Guyn, whoever, is a dude who comes to you, tells you sob stories about things like… having had breast cancer for 4+ years that’s untreatable because of sepsis (which, when I repeated this to people with medical knowledge, got me laughed at pretty hard) and that a ton, I’m talking like more than I have fingers, of decently-known artists have betrayed, stalked, and/or abused them. I recall Twistedteeth calling two gay(*?) artists “homophobic”. Yyyyyyyuh.

Twistedteeth seeks out people they think are important, flatters them to hell, and then lies about them when they inevitably split. Basically.

They love indulging you these little “secrets” that actually, 2 or 9 people have already heard. Witnesses (including me) recall them claiming to have been exorcized, homeless, attacked on many occasions for being too androgynous and beautiful, to have carried/saved/been depended on by women they’d just met, to have raped someone, to have murdered someone (I have literally heard from people who have said they’ll admit it when asked, and give a location), to have special bones, to have been doomed to be a monster by things their parents did, etc., etc., anything to be more special than you. 

(Demon child of Goku and Alucard. One black bat wing and one tattered angel wing. Weapon: Excalibur. Backpack: the cross Jesus was crucified on.)

Twistedteeth, Ghostoakes, Tucker Guyn, etc, as you might expect, is not above adding you to this list of abusers for any number of reasons, real or exaggerated or plain made-up. They tried to get me to stop talking to a few people including VCR-wolfe early on, and I’ve heard tell of guilt-trips and “YOU BETRAYED ME”-flavored vent art if you don’t. Guilt-trips in general. If you’ve never been in an abusive relationship before, Twistedteeth/Ghostoakes is a great place to get one.

I’ve seen them go from saying they were abused and misgendered when talking to SJ groups, to telling 4chan that “Tumblrinas” are writing dumb callout posts about them because we’re all just special snowflakes uwu. Totally conditional behavior, no respect for facts. Whatever gets you to like ‘em.

They’ve also extorted money from at least one person and flubbed on a few hefty commissions that I know of, so not financially safe, either.

There’s a ton of other stuff but I haven’t confirmed ‘em with multiple people. AND WORTHWHILE PROOF IS SO FUCKING HARD TO GET WHEN THE DUDE’S TELLING EVERYONE DIFFERENT SHIT. Thankfully(?) they can’t seem to shake their impulse to use people.

Twistedteeth, Ghostoakes, Tucker Guyn, electric boogaloo, is a pain in the ass who will seemingly never admit to wrongdoing unless it helps them against another foe– and they will certainly never admit to a lie they made about themselves, even assuring anyone who asks that they’re a murderer (quite unlikely, imo) to avoid being outed as a fake. People who make up with them eventually come back feeling like they only offered to change temporarily.

Seemingly just a clusterfuck of malignant behavior hidden under a thin veneer of cum and sadness.

T-L-D-R, my one true beef with Ghost Oakes is that they lied about me and I had to do the dirty work of waiting for friends and acquaintances to realize I don’t hate trans people and whatever else. They also kinda made me think that I was an evil person and simultaneously losing my mind, because every time I questioned them I was told I was morally unsound for not believing them. I was willing to overlook that as my own weakness, but I stopped giving them the benefit of the doubt when I heard from like 10 other people who had the same stuff happen.

I’M ALSO MAD! THAT TWISTEDTEETH TELLS PEOPLE WE DATED WHEN I NEVER FUCKING WANTED THAT TO EVER HAPPEN, AND TURNED THEM DOWN FOR A RELATIONSHIP/DIDN’T COMMISERATE THEIR CRUSH O V E R AND O V E R.

EVEN AND ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY SENT ME AN ANON PRETENDING TO BE A PERSON WHO “SHIPPED US”.

I’M SO CHILL.

I’m still 1000000000000000% here for anyone who needs my support, to trade war stories about Tucker or other abusers, or for me to boost or change some info. But if you’re not involved, I ask that you don’t insert this stuff into casual conversation if you can catch yourself. I’ve wanted to move on from this since the beginning, except for the nagging reminders that I’m being lied about by someone who cannot be reasoned with. I feel I have personally done about the best that I can to amend the damage he did, and I’ve successfully rebuilt many of the friendships he tried to destroy. I’m an individual separate from my experience with this person, I don’t find it productive to think of myself as a “survivor” of any kind, and I’d love to keep feeling that way.

The best thing you can do for me, yourself and your friends is to not support this person and to remind people of the testimonies you’ve gotten to read so far. This person won’t stop or admit they lied (they apparently see it as “humiliation”), but they can be outed for their behavior. ]]

Answering an ask! TT-related content.

Yikes yikes.

He used to… uhh… look through online fetish storefronts and show me there was a sale on nipple clamps? And little… sex suits, made of yarn? Suggestively?

Like…………???

Buddy…………………….????? Who in this great fuckin’ green world do you think you’re talking to…?..??……..?

MMMMMM. No shame, no shame. Seriously. It’s dizzying how convincing a straight face can be, even when you know the truth. I have his writing paraphrased for me whenever possible because I come distressingly fuckin’ close to “oh you poor dear..!” whenever I read more than a paragraph. I have to actively remind myself that “okay wait, but you have 3 testimonies that prove that that illness isn’t even real”. It happens over and over again. I am always gonna be super vulnerable to a good sob story.

I remember when he was talking mr about one person, I would go"oh, that sucks but I see why they said that" and you could see him just. Ramping up. Coming up with worse stuff. Until he finally hit my button, made me mad on his behalf, and dropped it because it Hurt So Much to think about them. They dispute the worst thing, natch.

These days, I hear he's more or less dropped the "transphobic" line. His big line now is that I was Mean. No shit, Sherlock, but what does that have to do with the price of tea in China. I can show you comments with me publicly calling my best friends names like "fatass" and exchanges where we tell each other to go die in a ditch. People are saying "he's just mad about the way you normally talk". A way that he encouraged. My nickname for him was "Worthless", one he specifically told me he wanted me to keep using and in return he called me "Boss". Because he was grooming me for a god damn BDSM relationship.

I dunno what people who support him think even went down. That he was some harmless disease-ridden puppy and that I knocked on his door and said "You. Me. Friends, now. Or else" and just made myself at home on his couch? I am a VERY hard lady to get to know. He sought me out. Every. Day. EVERY. Day. And worked his ass off keeping conversations going when I had lost interest. He wanted me, he eventually got me, and now he doesn't like that I don't like the way I was treated and lied to.

WOAH HEYO. So I know I haven’t said this yet, but please don’t send me asks you expect me to publish with his birth name in them! That’s not public business.

I’ve spoken to some of that group. The way he tried to play it off to me was that he messed with them on purpose from the start, but after comparing their side of the story to my own, it’s pretty clear that he was smitten like a kitten in a mitten with those guys. And for a LONG-ass time.

Brosef’s motivations are a mystery-- one can only theorize.