theres something reeeaaally intense about the way he’s forced to grieve bc everyone else gets the space to Exist with it and he gets pushed into doing other stuff… i think a looot about tucker and wash fighting on chorus and how frustrating it must’ve been for him to get pushed harder and harder and harder by wash to Be Better as a soldier when caboose got plenty of time & space to grieve… tucker stronger than me i would’ve started Killing everyone!!!!!