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(firefighter!bucky x teacher!f!reader)
this one is inspired by... the thought i had in my head for a few days and this huge urge to write it as a fic and not only a blurb or a moodboard and the only way for me to write something is to make it a bucky barnes fanfiction... once again i'm not much of a writer but i hope some people will like this sweet, a bit awkward but also spicy story :) it's the longest fic i've ever written. oh and it had to be civil war bucky. i needed a big guy. and i miss my husband. if they k word him in doomsday i will cry. anyway enjoy, reblogs and feedback are appreciated!! and if anyone wants part two of this... let me know i may think about it!! because there is an idea for part 2 of this fic π (divider found on pinterest)
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words: 3.7k
warnings: civil war beefy bucky (he is a warning himself); both bucky and reader are in their mid 20s; clueless and blind reader; skipped all the firefighter talk because i have no idea what i'm doing, i'm just here for smut; size kink; yearner bucky; a bit of stalker(ish) behavior; awkward crushes; slow burn(ish) but not really - they fuck on a first date...; cat dad bucky; big biceps; drinking mention; kissing; pussy eating; fingering; petnames (sweetie, good girl, baby, angel); finger sucking and also dick sucking; heavy eye contact; hair pulling; piv sex; unprotected sex; big dick bucky; mention of shower sex; aftercare; implication of ghosting;
it was a very normal day for you. waking up, drinking your usual coffee with oat milk, getting ready for work and just leaving the house. nothing unusual or weird... but one thing β today you had a little trip with your class and that meant a very perfect day: no chaos in classroom, no cleaning, just kids having fun outside. there were also downsides of a trip: trying not to loose a child and go back to their parents in one piece. but what can happen with four adults and a little bit over 30 kids? it is going to be a great day!
kids were definitely more excited than anyone else, because show me a kid whos not obsessed with any sort of big car... your kids were always glued to the windows when there was a garbage truck outside a preschool so they were obviously very excited for a trip to the fire station.
"the last time they were so excited was when we were watching new paw patrol movie." your friend and coworker laughed when you finished helping kids with their shoes.
everyone was ready. you had to take a bus to get there, but that's just another attraction kids adore.
"we could be driving around the city in a bus for a whole day and they will love it." you laughed.
it took you a little bit over 30 minutes to get there. kids were more and more excited with every second. you and three other teachers weren't that excited, you did it for children and your only goal was to just survive another day.
you arrived right on time. there was already a few firefighters waiting for you ready for the tour. they introduced themselves, the one who was doing most of the talking said his name is james, but everyone calls him bucky.
"this is the bestest day ever!" one boy who was holding your hand exclaimed with a huge smile on his face.
everything went great. all the kids had a great time, they were really interested. you weren't paying much attention to what was being said, you were there for the children and if they had a great time so had you. the most exciting part for the kids was a fire truck. they were obsessed. and that's what they were talking about all the way back. you took a lot of pictures for the parents, so they also knew how fun your little trip was. everything was so casual and normal, but on your way back to work that's where things got... interested.
"i may be delusional, but the talking guy was looking at you all the time." was the first thing your best friend said to you when you left the fire station.
"huh? me? noo... what are you talking about?"
"girl, are you blind? the big guy was... i want to say what he was doing with his eyes to you but we are still with a bunch of 5 year olds, so i will tell you that later."
nooo... it cannot be. she's obviously joking, right? you would notice... or maybe not. not like you were paying much attention to the firefighters or what they were saying or what they were looking at. but you had to admit, that talking guy was... attractive. and now he will be the only thing on your mind for the rest of the day. thanks to your very observant best friend.
he seemed pretty focused on his job.
and on talking to kids.
and on kids.
and he seemed to be good with kids too.
and he was big.
like big big.
and hot.
okay he was hot.
fuck.
now you wished your work bestie was telling the truth, but at the same time what can you do now? it's not like you can go back without the kids after work and what? pretend you left your phone? or that a child lost something? like a hat? it's dumb. and it won't work. no way it will work...
"hey! earth to y/n! you okay?"
"huh?" you looked at your friend when your kids were having a nap after your trip. there was still a few hours before their parents have to take them home and they were really tired after all day of activities.
"what are you thinki- wait. are you daydreaming about that hot firefighter? seriously?"
"hey! don't judge me! you've put this into my head... it's your fault."
"i just told you what i saw, y/n."
your day at work was almost over, still with only one thought on your mind. him. and the worst thing? you haven't even said one word to him. your delusion was based on what your best friend told you. at this point you accepted that you will probably think about him for a week and it will be over. with only one hour of work left and only 5 kids in your group you were playing with dolls and animal figurines ready to go home, but that's when things got... interesting. one of your other coworkers came to your classroom and said there is someone asking for you and waiting in the waiting area.
"who? can you stay with the kids for a second?" because you can't just leave them alone. when they agreed you left your classroom and a few moments later you looked like you saw a ghost. just blinking a few times to be sure you are not daydreaming again.
"hi." was all he said at first, nervous. he was clearly nervous. scratching the back of his neck, just looking at you.
"um... hi, is... is there something wrong? we left something? or did the kids break something?" you asked it really quickly, your mouth faster than your brain. okay why are you talking so fast, you are asking normal question. just calm down.
"no, no, no! not that! i was just looking for you and i had to come here." he paused for a second. "okay, that sounded a bit creepy. let me just start again. hi. i'm bucky. i obviously saw you today, you were with the kids and i will be honest i was kind of... it was hard to focus and i was wondering if you maybe want to go out? i wanted to ask you that earlier but... they would probably kill me for doing that at work, so..."
you had to blink a few more times, because what? he did what? oh fuck your friend was so right.
"i- okay, wait. i guess i know how you found me... it's... i was not expecting that. i mean you. here. i was not expecting you here... bucky. yes. yes i do want to."
he smiled. he was grinning like a child who was just told he can put his dream toy into a shopping cart.
"you do! okay... okay! can i get your phone number then? and we will set a date later?"
you nodded and he gave you his phone. you quickly saved your number with your name and gave him back his phone. after that he just looked at his screen and said your name out loud with a huge smile. your legs became weak that second. oh god.
after that you had to come back to work. still over 40 minutes left. but now you had that strange feeling inside of you and nosy coworkers gossiping about you for the rest of... now the day but realistically speaking for the next month.
when your work day ended and all the kids were picked up by their parents you came back home with a big smile on your face. the first thing you did was obviously texting your best friend about it.
the call lasted almost an hour. in the meantime you had dinner, cleaned your place a little bit and picked an outfit for tomorrow. it was late and you had to take a shower. were you waiting for bucky's text? yes. but the only notification on your phone was new sabrina carpenter's post on instagram. nothing else.
when you stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around yourself, you looked at your phone again and you froze. it was finally him.
that's how you ended up with a date. next saturday. so in like 2 days. all of this felt like straight from a book. almost like the airport run for a girl, but you met the guy today and he just found you at work... but you have to start somewhere. all you have to do now is survive all the gossip at work for a few days and pick an outfit.
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bucky planned a really sweet date. you went for a long walk and had a really nice dinner. nothing too fancy, but the food was really good and the company was even better. you talked a lot, actually it felt like you knew him for a long time. he was a bit shy at first, but after a few moments conversation became way more comfortable. you two got to know each other pretty well during that first date. you found out you both chose your career paths because you wanted to help people, but with a clearly different approach. you are helping kids learn and you are building their personalities and he's saving people. you learnt about his family, his hobbies and his fluffy white cat (he showed you pictures and it was the sweetest kitten you've ever seen).
"you know, you are really smart, that's very attractive." he said when he was walking you home after your dinner. it was late, but the date went so amazing you wanted it to last forever.
"you are making me nervously giggle when you say things like that, bucky." that was true, he was complimenting you all night. his eyes on you all the time. and it was a look of pure adoration. he was making you both blush like some high school crush and weirdly turned on the whole evening.
when you arrived at your doorstep he looked at you looking like a lost puppy but also like a hungry dog. this huge man needed you. the truth was he needed you from the second he saw you for the first time. but he was too much of a gentleman to do anything before he was sure you wanted something more too.
"i had a really great time, y/n." he said with a big smile, but the truth was he wasn't ready to say goodbye, not yet.
"me too! thanks for... stalking me at work, i guess?" you laughed and also just stared at him. a few moments of not really uncomfortable silence passed. a lot of thoughts passing through your head. mostly about him. about his body. about his big body. about how sweet and kind he was all evening. about his biceps. oh god his biceps. should you or should you not- fuck it.
"do you want to come inside?" you just asked, not even a five seconds later you also added "i have wine."
"yes! i mean- i would love to!" he said it way too fast with so much enthusiasm, it was actually cute. he made you laugh again.
you found your house keys in your bag and opened the door. after your invitation he stepped inside your apartment and looked around. it was small, but cozy. a few little trinkets here and there. it was obvious that a teacher lives here with some puzzles or colouring books on a shelves. also a lot of paper work left on the table in the kitchen.
"sorry, i wasn't expecting guests." you said as you started to gather your papers in a pile.
"you don't have to worry, it's cute. i can tell you actually live here. there is a life in this place, i like it." he gave you a warm smile.
when you cleaned the area a little bit you found your wine glasses and a bottle of wine.
"we can go to the living room or stay he- oh." you turned around to face bucky and there he was. so close to you. your breath stuck in your lungs for a second. "um... hi." you whispered after a deep breath.
"hi." he was looking into your eyes. fixed your hair by putting one loose strand behind your ear. his touch soft. gentle. "i have to be honest with you, can i be honest with you?" when you nodded he continued. "when i saw you for the first time a few days ago i knew i wanted you. it was hard to focus on work... you were so hot and pretty and i had no idea what happened to me but i've never felt anything like it. i had to find you and talk to you. i needed it. i needed to see your pretty face, your gorgeous smile. and i did that. now there are a few more things i still need. i need to touch you. i need to feel your body in my hands. you are so cute and small and i know you are going to feel amazing in my arms... is this okay? for me to need this? to need you like thi-" he had no chance to finish his last words because the next thing he felt were your lips on his. a few seconds later your hands found their way to his hair. his hands on your hips as he kept you closer and closer with every second. your kiss quickly became more passionate, both of you needed each other.
you don't remember when you ended up on a kitchen counter but you did. bucky's lips on your neck as you wrapped your legs around his waist keeping him as close as you could. the kisses on your neck were wet and a little bit chaotic. it was obvious he needed you. really needed you. when he left a little mark on your neck you gasped. a few moments later your dress was rolled up around your waist and bucky was on his knees before you. he gently spread your legs. his eyes on yours the whole time. fuck he was so hot like this. first bucky gently kissed your skin. leaving a lot of little kisses on your legs, then your thighs, slowly coming closer and closer to where you needed him.
soon your panties were gone and that moment when you felt his lips on you, you were thrilled with the fact that he came to find you at work, because this man knew what he was doing. he was slow but his tounge was working magic on you making you only more and more wet. you started to moan and whimper a little bit. your hand grabbed his hair keeping him close. bucky moaned into your pussy and that made you whimper. when you pulled his hair a little that was when he added his finger. only one at first. starting slow, but you had a feeling he won't be like that for a long time and that was the truth. in just a few more minutes this man that you met a few days ago was making you feel like you've never felt before with only his mouth and fingers.
"don't stop or i will kick you out-" you moaned when you were getting really really close. he had no plan to stop. he needed you to cum on his face. he needed to feel it. and it was making him really horny.
"i won't stop, i want you to cum, sweetie." he hummed. "can you do that for me? you are being such a good girl for me, making such a sweet noises..." he just kept going and it was impossible for you to hold it longer. with a loud moan of his name you finished on his tounge, pulling his hair and keeping him close to your already sensitive pussy.
bucky was so turned on by just eating you out. it was insane for him, he knew you for a few days and was already obsessed with you. intoxicated by you. by your noises. by your taste. by the feeling of your skin in his hands. he was addicted. and honestly? you were too.
he gave you a few moments to breath.
"you okay?" he asked and licked his lips as he looked at you. you nodded, still trying to catch your breath. "can i keep going?" another nod from you and the next thing you see are his fingers. so close to your mouth. "open up, baby and suck on them."
and you did just that. your head dizzy. empty. this man had to put a spell on you, there was no other option. you tasted yourself on his fingers. he kept eye contact with you the whole time you were sucking on them. you knew it was making him hard. and you needed to feel it. with bucky's fingers still in your mouth you started to unbuckle his belt. eye contact very strong as the attraction and tension between the two of you was insane. when his fingers left your lips you whispered softly.
"my turn, james." his eyes widened. more because of you using his full name, not because of what you wanted to do. now you needed to taste him. a few seconds later you were the one on your knees in front of him, unzipping his pants, still keeping that eye contact.
bucky was hard. really hard and your mouth watered at even just the thought of him. he groaned when you took him inside your mouth. his hands were in your hair even faster than yours ended up in his just a few moments ago.
"fuck, i had a feeling your mouth would feel amazing, but that's pure heaven, baby."
his words only made you work harder and really do your best. you were getting turned on again and him pulling your hair only added to the feeling. at the same time bucky felt like he was loosing it, he tried not to be too rough with you but you were making him feel so good, it wasn't easy to keep himself from straight up fucking your throat.
"you look so pretty, fuck- i just want to-" he pulled your hair harder, you moaned around him. the thing about bucky - he was big everywhere and when he finally started to be more rough with you - you really felt it.
you were sucking him for a couple more moments, but then he just stopped.
"fuck it, i need you. bend over."
you just blinked, but you obeyed. you stood up and quickly bucky was behind you next to the same kitchen table you were cleaning before. you felt his breath next to your right ear. he gently kissed it, then left a few slow kisses on your neck. you felt it behind you, your pussy getting more wet with every second.
"i can't promise i will be gentle." he whispered and bit your ear. this made you moan and bit your lip right after.
"you don't have to be." you said breathlessly.
"that's my sweet and brave girl." he hummed and you gasped at the sudden feeling of him filling you. at first he was slow, giving you time to get used to him and you needed that. but when it started to feel comfortable he lost all of his restraints. he was big and he was really getting into it. it was rough, it was deep, it was hard. he was holding you by the hips as you were slowly becoming a moaning mess under his touch.
"you are so tiny in my hands, angel." bucky growled as he kept going. you were so wet it was so easy for him to keep hitting all the right spots. you've never felt anything like this and it was a paradise on earth right now with him. soon your body started to shake a little as another orgasm was coming closer and closer. you needed it.
"please-" you whined.
"please what?"
"don't stop."
"awww are you close, sweetie? c'mon give it to me."
and you did. you came with almost a scream and it was enough to send bucky over the edge too. he held you tighter and he finished inside you with a hard bite on your shoulder.
bucky kept holding you as you were a weak puddle in his hands. he smiled when you both caught your breath. now he was next to you, but still holding you close.
"shit... i'm obsessed with you." he giggled and so did you. you looked at him with hazy eyes. "let me give you a glass of water." he said and took the wine glass that you prepared before you kissed him first and filled it with water. bucky gave you the glass and you drank almost all of it. he put you on top of the table again so you were sitting on it.
"you okay?" he simply asked.
you nodded and said a very quiet "more than okay."
the rest of the evening went smoothly. you took a shower, together and yes his fingers ended up inside you again. after that you got dressed and finally had that wine you promised him. he left your house almost in the morning leaving you satisfied and empty headed, but at the same time full of... a very weird feeling inside you. no, you can't have a crush on a guy you met not even a week ago... but fuck, wasn't he hot, funny, charming and good in bed?
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in the morning you woke up very late, at least late for you. you checked your phone hoping to maybe see a message from bucky, but there was nothing on your phone. you wanted to text him, but... what if he just wanted that? good sex? and a fun one night stand? you decided to wait, at least a little bit and then text him later... he is going to say something, right? right?

















