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Having AvPD is like: I’m so open, everyone knows everything about me. That’s terrifying, everyone must hate how much I share. God I feel so exposed I feel sick. And the last time you opened up to someone was October of 2021 when you told your mom you were a little stressed.
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avpd culture is typing the post/message and then deleting it halfway because of anxiety and fear of being perceived, and what if all this shit is useless and illogical—
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avoidants: do not perceive me. i am non-existent. i am mysterious as the dark side of the moon. no one knows me. i must be the perfect shadow and completely inaccessible to the world. it's for my own good.
also avoidants: ... why does no one wants me? it really must be something truly wrong with me, i must be the definition of hideous, inside and out. even better, i must be a monster using a human's skin, but incapable of fooling others to my disguise.
constantly feeling like i did something wrong
even if i literally did nothing
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saw a reply on a post by an avpd blog that said something like “those people aren’t real good friends!! you should find people who-“ and i was like i’m gonna cut you off right there, not being able to do that is like my central character aspect… that’s the name of the disorder
that avpd feeling when you wish you were the only person alive so that way nobody would ever percieve you in a negative way ever again
Genuinely how do you cope with avpd. I know Therapy but I cannot do currently so 😭. Talking to people is so scary because the low self-worth is just Imbedded In Me. Anyways. Other avpders how do you deal with it I will take literally anything 😭😭
