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@avoidantcreachure
i haaaate being avoidant. it makes you feel like the world's biggest jackass whenever someone tries to talk to you or whatever and you just Freeze Up
Oh sorry i took a long ass time to reply and didnt say anything. I got arbitrarily scared and tired myself out so now i cant say much. Oopsie teehee. it makes you feel like a huge dickhead
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which AvPD subtype do you relate to most?
Phobic
Conflicted
Hypersensitive
Self-Deserting
Several of these
None
I feel like I'm all of these but at different times. I can't pinpoint one specific type in me. There are more in depth descriptions of the subtypes that you can read in the Millon's book.
living with avoidant traits is thinking shit like “you couldn’t waterboard this out of me” when thinking about things you did in your past except the things you did in your past are things a majority of people would freely admit to without a second thought
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avpd culture is writing a vent post to your 0 followers ventblog, only to delete it bc it sounds too mentally ill
cluster c with cluster b culture is being self-centered in the most pathetic self-deprecating way possible
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Thinking about how I actually have pretty decent social skills but avpd makes me feel like I dont
avoidance has saved me from everything it's also killed me a hundred million times
Are you currently in any committed long-term relationship(s)?
Yes, just romantic
Yes, just queerplatonic
Yes, just another type
Yes, multiple of the above
No
Nuance/it's complicated
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How many friends do you have? Redone because I missed a number last time
none
1
2
3
4
5
6+
posting this off queue because i only realized just now i missed a number last time. polls will continue to be posted on a queue of 2 per day after this.
Poll question: Do you struggle with the concept of "favorites"? Do you feel like you don't have a favorite anything for any category?
Poll options:
Yes, I don't have favorites for anything
I have favorite objects/hobbies, but I can't form favorite people
I have favorite people, but I can't form favorite objects/hobbies
No, but I never remember my favorites of anything when asked
No, but my favorites change constantly
No, I don't struggle with favorites at all
I am unsure
There is too much nuance in how/when I can form favorites to fit in a poll option
Do you struggle with the concept of "favorites"? Do you feel like you don't have a favorite anything for any category?
Yes, I don't have favorites for anything
I have favorite objects/hobbies, but I can't form favorite people
I have favorite people, but I can't form favorite objects/hobbies
No, but I never remember my favorites of anything when asked
No, but my favorites change constantly
No, I don't struggle with favorites at all
I am unsure
There is too much nuance in how/when I form favorites to fit in a poll option
[OP's note: "favorite person" in this context refers to people you like/enjoy more than others, not the BPD related meaning]
For those that prefer polyamory, do you find that polyamory comforts your AVPD in ways that monogamy doesn't?
1. I prefer polyamory mainly because of my AVPD
2. I prefer polyamory and it just happens to mesh well with my AVPD
3. My AVPD has no affect on my preference for polyamory
4. My AVPD makes polyamory more difficult, but I prefer it anyways
5. Some AVPD things make it harder, some make it easier, it's a mixed bag
6. I have AVPD and I do not prefer polyamory
Personally, I'm glad that if I'm going through a period of isolation then my partner can get their romantic and sexual needs met elsewhere until I'm back again. I also don't fear them leaving me for someone else, because if they want to be with someone they'll just discuss it with me and still also be in love with me anyways. If I suddenly become suspicious of my partner and don't trust them anymore, I could ask their other partners if I'm over reacting. They know them romantically just as well as I do, so if something is wrong then they'd have experience with sensing it too.
Monogamous relationships, on the other hand, terrify me. Imagine being expected to meet your partner's exact definition of attractive? Imagine not being able to fulfill all your partner's needs and that means they're gone -- you weren't good enough so they left. That's scary shit.
For those that prefer polyamory, do you find that polyamory comforts your AvPD in ways that monogamy doesn't?
I prefer polyamory because of my AvPD
I prefer polyamory and it just happens to mesh well with my AvPD
My AvPD has no affect on my preference for polyamory
My AvPD makes polyamory more difficult, but I prefer it anyways
Some AvPD things make it harder, some make it easier, it's a mixed bag
I prefer polyamory but I'm not sure how it meshes with my AvPD
I have AvPD and I do not prefer polyamory
Nuance
scared of the world
Me after hanging out with friends:
Omg I had such I great time with you all however after analyzing our conversation I’ve come to the conclusion that you all didn’t want me there and hate me... Same time next month?
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me: why do i always feel left out
also me: [does not join in]
typing a text like
“yeah no it’s all good sorry i just overreacted because i always assume everyone is mad at me and im afraid to take up any emotional space haha-
*backspace*
“its totally ok! sorry i overreacted, i always assume everyone is mad at me.”
…
*backspace*
“it’s ok! sorry haha”
