#avoident

Translation: "I know nothing about these diagnosis and don't care to learn about them.Also I don't think those diagnosis are real outside of the 'lol I'm psychotic!' aesthetic BS.Obviously you are just trying to be special and different and don't actually have different experiences than us."~admincam

AVPD in relation to the creative process >" I suddenly became aware that me trusting in my competence with drawing wasn't in line with my general self-image, which is being an inadequate, incompetent person. From the time I got aware of this discrepancy, I suddenly "couldn't" draw anymore.... " "I went through a similar transition as well. I think if I went back and made a timeline of how much art I shared to the public on the internet and to my peers, you'd be able to see a very visible trend. As my avoidance grew, my art became less and less accessible to others, and more sparse in general. I'm in a similar disposition as you now; I can occasionally sit down and create something, typically if I've been having a good day (which is not often) but beyond that there is an absence in my life that I cannot fill."