#astral stuff

I got my Ace Card today! :)c

I’m curious about the differences and similarities between DID internal worlds and astral projection worlds.... And the methods of internal communication (for instance, for those who have “godphone”). 

I’ve had C-PTSD and/or BPD for a while now. I used to exhibit a lot more “median-system” like qualities-- where I had shards and facets that were mostly internal. 

And it just gets me thinking about how I’ve also recieved UPG that I’m a similar kind of “shard” of Nephthys- but on a larger scale...

And then there’s the tendency for people who develop “godphone” to have had some sort of trauma....

And there’s the way that Loki (for me) is interacting with one of my internal shards... Not being her exactly, but definitely triggering the fuck out of her... 

Idk. I just have a lot of questions!

Yeah!!!!! I haven’t seen them myself yet due to my inability to stay in the astral very long but I got a description and image of one from a jotun who was helping me with a cup bearing ceremony. I had noticed the odd shape of the horns and she explained that Muspelheim cattle have horns that shape and then when she noticed I was interested told me more about them. This is a drawing I did based on what I got:

They’re generally lighter ashy grey like this but they can be darker. Flecks are typical.  Barely any tassle to their tails. They’re kinda long legged for a cow but really muscular. Humps on the back can get really fatty to help with water conservation due to Muspelheim’s heat. She indicated that they can get really big, bigger than a moose or even elephant I think. I know I could easily walk under their belly at 5′5″.  This is a pretty like… average young bull. I uh, ran out of room on the paper tho hence the broken horn > >”

Some parts of Muspelheim are dormant it seems and they have active farmlands where they raise cattle and some other livestock as well as lots of crops. They’re primarily fast growing crops though traditionally as one could never know when an eruption might occur. There’s been a shift in this region towards more slow-growing crops like fruit trees because of the dormancy of the volcanoes but primarily we’re talking things like wheat and barley. So lots of food for jotnar and animals since volcanic soil is incredibly fertile.