I've spent two days with him, sleeping, making love, yet all I want to do right now is make love and sleep with him.

Sorry for being MIA but I have Pokemon to catch

I've woken up having had a dream that my boyfriend proposed to me and it's really fucking with my head. Because now it's something that I want, and probably won't see for a long time. Which is okay! It's still a little sad though.

I don't understand how I have reached 21 years of age and I already feel like my body is deteriorating. My ankles are swollen, my feet sore, my back is achey and uncomfortable, and in a constant state of fatigue. It's as if i'm already on my way out?! Is this just me!?