no but wdym every fucking day """normal""" people accomplish 173937473 different things with the weight of the world on their shoulders and do it all fucking over again the next day???
bc all i did yesterday was finish 80% of my laundry + reduced the clutter in my hallway and i still dont wanna get out of bed despite it being 7pm bc im exhausted from doing that
there are mothers walking 73958378273km a day for fresh water and supplies and im here about to cry from the thought of writing a to-do list. my own mother commuted 2+ hrs/day for a job she hated after moving across the ocean for ungrateful brats who got dared to get dizzy in the car she helped pay off, and as one of those brats i want nothing more than to strangle myself with a pillow case bc i cannot bring myself to do anything else
and i know this is an unhealthy way of thinking bc the mothers hiking those distances would kill to have the life im living but im here like "friends please just kill me and put me outta my fucking misery"
that is not where i wanted that sentence to go but it is the truth lmao