Learning to live each day to my fullest and accepting it is good..enough. . Snail paced journey...and it is good. . #Ilovemylife just the way it is right now, extreme pain and all. Do you know how long it took me to accept everything that does & doesn't happen in this one #life? Not all the way there, but I've never felt more free to be me (Shout out to my camp #SickleCellWarriors) in my entire being. . Choosing to accept & go in my own pace while being #spiritually guided. Been in deep & painful denial of who I am and how deeply my physical, mental, emotional, & #spiritual traumas have broken my #ego #Self down leaving a raw beautiful Soul who is learning how to spiritually be guided in order to bend this matrix sim #gameoflife into all that my #Ancestors/#Egun never dreamed for themselves. They always say they want their seeds to sprout higher than they did in life. Good parents are concerned with this so much. They #think, #feel & #speak it into existence, into US. . Taking a day (everyday) to commune with my #spiritguides/#Orisa & give thanks personally today. Never felt so much joy in spite of what my #SickleCell body does. It's an interesting dichotomy I don't think I know how to describe. . There is no "next year". All there ever was & every will be is NOW. Dedicated to learning as much as I can about the depths of this one #Soul has to offer. #LifeGoals #Grateful #ThankYou, thank You, thank You #Adupe Adupe Adupe. . #FeelGod #FeelGood #GodMorning #GoodMorning, #Starbeings . SN: This #amethyst does everything they say it does..."...Amethyst has a gently sedative energy that can promote peacefulness, happiness, and contentment..." . Research: https://meanings.crystalsandjewelry.com/amethyst/ #DM for purchase. ๐๐๐๐๐ #crownchakra #healing
