#actuallyrsd

those who have “people who are unaligned/neutral/don’t interact with politics (16+)” in their DNIs fail to realize that there are people who have trauma and/or are otherwise triggered by news and media, me thinks

like a couple days ago, if u had asked me how i feel abt myself, i wouldve said “i dont look exactly how i want to, but until i get there, i look ok!” and i wouldve meant it. at the same time, i felt generally loved and accepted by those around me.

today and yesterday, however, i literally feel like a blind sculptor made my body out of clay, having never seen a human body before and being unable to see what they’re doing. the finished product got an “eh, close enough” and was set off to live in the world. and of course now i feel incredibly isolated from my friends, judged by my family, and unwanted by everyone.