Feb 28, 2025
being fat while growing up convinced my mind that i am fundamentally unlovable and that my existence is gross, unwanted, and hated
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being fat while growing up convinced my mind that i am fundamentally unlovable and that my existence is gross, unwanted, and hated
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This may be a feedist hot take but I really wish small fat feedees would stop tagging themselves with o**se, ESPECIALLY with *extremely* as a modifier. Like, *I* think that word should be classified as a slur but I get other people in the community like it…however if you’re gonna use it can you at least be ACTUALLY in that category???? Or tag it something else if you aren’t?????
Like, not trying to shit on smaller feedees that are gaining or just doing the role play but there are ACTUALLY FAT PEOPLE HERE and you sound like that time Disco Elysium said it would be “nearly impossible” for a 440 pound person to be alive and ambulatory. It really bakes in the anti fatness into feedism in a non play way for some of us.
NO I DON'T WANT FASHION TIPS ON HOW TO HIDE MY BIG BELLY. MY BELLY IS NOT HIDE-ABLE, AND I AM NOT COSPLAYING AS A SKINNY PERSON.
I AM NOT INTERESTED IN FASHION ADVICE THAT TELLS ME HOW TO HIDE WHEN FASHION IS ALL ABOUT BEING SEEN.
I NEED A BLUEPRINT FOR HOW TO STYLE WITH MY BIG BELLY, NOT IN SPITE OF IT, YOU COWARDS.
I CAN'T HELP BUT NOTICE THIN PEOPLE DON'T GET FASHION ADVICE THAT STARTS WITH "well first of all let's completely disguise what you look like because it's disgusting, obviously" (well, old people of all body types do, but that's a post for another time). FUCK YOU. I WANT TO EMPHASIZE MY BELLY IF ANYTHING. I WILL COVER IT IN GLITTERING FISHNET AND STRIP DOWN ONSTAGE FOR THIS BURLESQUE ACT WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT.
I AM NOT AN AMATEUR. I AM A PROFESSIONAL HOT FAT BITCH. I AM NOT A HALF-MEASURE. I AM A CUP OVERFLOWING TIMES 6. I AM A MEAL THAT CALLS FOR SECONDS, THIRDS, AND SHARING. I AM BOUNTY, I AM SOFTNESS CARING, AND I AM NOT SEEKING AN AUDIENCE FOR ONLY THE FIRST 115 POUNDS OF ME.
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did any other fat people dream about being Enduring something bad n becoming skinny then coming back to school as the coolest kid ever. or was that just Me
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I unintentionally lost 20 lbs this summer after I started taking a medication and hooowee did that trigger the last desiccated shred of internalized fatphobia from deep within my brain.
I was a proud fatty. I liked my appearance, I did not avoid mirrors, I ate whatever I wanted, and I was and am active in local fat liberation groups. I have not even considered losing weight for at least 10 years.
2 days after I found out I had lost weight on accident I bought a scale and now I’m weighing myself every day and watching myself shrink with satisfaction.
As a fat person, if you call me "cuddly" "floofy" "huggable" or anything of that nature, I will shoot myself