Show Me How Big Your Brave Is (au / 4.8k words)
Prompt 17 from my â30 Destiel Promptsâ for @eccentriccasÂ
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It stared at Dean from the fridge, tacked up by a Stanford University magnet gifted to Dean by his brother, Sam.Â
Heâd known his high school reunion was coming up at some point but seeing it embossed in gold lettering created a pit in his stomach.Â
High school wasnât the best time for Dean for a few reasons. First, his dad had died in freshman year, which Dean had had mixed feelings about if he was honest. He was mostly concerned about his mother. She didnât take it well. And then there was-
Dean was torn from his stare down with the invitation by the door bell. He trudged over to answer it. His best friend, Charlie, came bounding in with all the energy of a labrador puppy.Â
âHey, friend!â She exclaimed, pulling Dean into a tight hug. âAre you ready for our movie night?âÂ
Dean let himself be infected with Charlieâs excited energy. âOf course, dude! Give me superheroes in spandex already.â He laughed.Â
âYou go set up the first movie and Iâll put the beers in the fridge, okay?â Charlie instructed.Â
âSounds good, Bradbury.â
Dean lucked out when heâd met Charlie. Theyâd been assigned as roommates in college. There had been a mix up with the room allocations. Dean had been a little confused when heâd turned from his boxes to find a tiny red-head standing in the doorway of his dorm.Â
Charlie had taken a step into the room, let her backpack fall to the floor, and said, âDonât even think about trying anything. Iâm gay as the day is long and Iâm not afraid to punch a guy back into his place.â Dean hadnât known how to reply so heâd just nodded and silently gone back to unpacking his things.Â
It was when Charlie had put up a Star Wars poster above her bed that Dean knew he was about to make a best friend.Â
âOoh whatâs this?â Charlieâs voice came from the kitchen.
Crap. Charlie had probably found the invite. He should have hidden it when he had the chance. He sighed and moved into the kitchen.Â
Charlie had an extremely mischievous grin on her face, and that was saying something for her.Â
âWhen were you going to tell me about this?â Charlie asked.Â
âUrm, never?â Dean mumbled, reaching to snatch the paper out of Charlieâs hand.Â
But Charlie was too quick and dodged Deanâs grasp.Â
âCome on Dean. You have to go!â Charlie implored. âItâll be fun!â
Dean gave his friend an unimpressed look. âCharlie you know how much I hated high school.â
Charlieâs face softened. âI know, it sucks that you got outed before you were ready. No one deserves that. But, itâs been ten years. Things have changed.â
âYou donât know the people I went to high school with.â Dean scoffed.Â
Charlie rolled her eyes. âStop being dramatic, you nerd.â
âDramatic or not, I ainât going.â Dean plucked the invite out of Charlieâs hand and tore it in two.Â
Charlie stuck her tongue out at him. âParty pooper.â
*Â *Â *
A few hours later, Dean and Charlie were deep into their annual âNerdFestâ movie night.Â
âI swear, if I didnât bat for the best team, Iâd be so down for a bit of Black Wing.â Charlie mumbled around a mouth full of popcorn.Â
Dean couldnât help but nod in agreement. Aside from Captain America (because, hello Chris Evans!), Black Wing was Deanâs favourite superhero. But heâd only appeared in ensemble movies. There had been rumours of him getting his own solo movie after fans online had campaigned for it but nothing ever seemed to come of it. The guy who played him seemed to just drop off the map.Â
Shame, Dean thought as he watched Black Wing kick ass on-screen, that dude was hot!Â
âTake someone like that to your high school reunion and it would make those dicksâ jaws drop.âÂ
âDrop it, Charlie.â Dean groaned, glaring at the red-head.Â
âJust saying. Get a hot date and youâll win the game of life in their eyes.â Charlie raised her hands in defence.Â
âNoted. Letâs move on.âÂ
âFine.â Charlie pouted.Â
Dean nodded and turned back to watch the screen, content that the subject had been dropped.Â
âOH MY GOD!â
Dean jumped out of his skin, sending popcorn flying through the air. âWhat the hell, Bradbury?â He exclaimed.Â
Charlie started excitedly slapping Dean on the arm. âI have the best idea.â She practically squealed. âPut an ad up on Craigslist for a hot date.â
Deanâs eyes went wide. âNo fucking way. Never happening. Now stop.â
âBut-â
âNo!â
Charlie sulked for the next half an hour, all through the iconic fight scene with Black Wing and his fellow team of superheroes. She stopped eventually after Dean offered her a piece of pie as a peace offering.Â
*Â *Â *
After a couple more movies, Charlie had to leave. Apparently, being an adult meant that you canât just spend all night watching with your best friend anymore - who knew? So with a âsee ya later bitchâ, Charlie was gone.Â
Dean felt the aches from being sat on the couch for hours and he was looking forward to laying out on his bed for a good nightâs sleep.Â
He sighed to himself and tidied up the last remains of the movie snacks. He was ready for sleep but he had to work early in the morning and he wouldnât have time to clean up before he left.Â
Shuffling into the kitchen to put the rubbish in the trash, Dean spotted his reunion invite where he left it on the counter. Except, it wasnât ripped in two like heâd left it. It had âmysteriouslyâ been taped back together. He dragged a tired hand down his face in exasperation. Charlie just didnât know when to quit. She was the bratty little sister he never wanted.Â
He plonked himself down on the chair at the counter and stared at the white paper for a few moments.Â
Fuck it!Â
Charlie was right (though heâd never admit it to her face). He was determined to prove to the assholes he went to school with that the shit they threw at him didnât stick. It didnât matter that Dean didnât really believe it to be the truth,â fake it til ya make itâ as they say.Â
Before he could chicken out, Dean had Craigslist opened up on his phone. Thinking back to Charlieâs suggestion earlier, Dean decided against asking specifically for a âhotâ guy. He dreaded to think what kind of douchebags that would answer the ad proclaiming themselves to be an adonis.Â
And, despite knowing since he was young that he was bisexual, he decided to aim the ad towards guys. His few relationships with women had never worked out. Even though this was all going to be fake, Dean would like to be able to at least get on with the person.Â
In the end, he decided on a short and simple ad:
âHi, Iâm Dean (28M) looking for a guy to take as my date to my stupid high school reunion next Saturday. Message if interested (no weirdos)â
He posted the ad and then spotted the time at the top of the screen.Â
Midnight. Shit.Â
He closed the website and dashed upstairs as fast as his tired legs could carry him.Â
*Â *Â *Â
The next morning, Dean got woken up by the feel of sunlight shining on his face. He must have forgotten to shut the curtains before he passed out last night.Â
His blood ran cold when he realised that the sun shining on his face meant only one thing. He was late for work. He scrambled around looking for his phone to check the time but it was nowhere to be found.Â
Suddenly, it came to him. He must have left his phone on the counter in the kitchen, meaning he didnât hear his alarms going off.Â
He cursed himself and sped to get ready. Quickly sniffing a shirt to check it was okay to wear, he got dressed and raced downstairs. Sure enough, his phone was sat on the table where he'd sat the night before.Â
When he picked it up he found that it had also run out of battery overnight.Â
Great. As if this day couldnât get any worse.Â
Forgetting all else on his mind, Dean grabbed his phone and dash out of the front door.Â
*Â *Â *
The ad remained forgotten until a few days later.Â
Dean was just about to sit down and relax with a beer when his phone lit up with a notification. He put his beer down on a coaster to check it out.Â
It was a message from Craigslist telling him someone has been trying to contact him about his ad.Â
Deanâs eyes went wide. Heâd completely forgotten about the ad for a date after being late for work and being chewed out by his boss. He couldn't believe someone had actually responded. He looked at the date for the first message. This guy had contacted him like an hour after heâd posted the ad.Â
He opened the message.Â
(01:28) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: Hello. I saw your ad for a date to your reunion. It says Iâm only 10 miles from your location. Iâm interested in helping you out. Are you still in need of assistance?
(10:11) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: I assume, as you havenât replied, that youâve decided to go with someone else for your date.Â
(11:20) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: On second thought, this ad was probably a joke. Please ignore my messages.Â
Wow. This dude talked funny. And reading that last message, Dean felt a little sorry for the guy too. He seemed lonely. But beggars canât be choosers, so Dean prepared to reply.Â
As he went to type, he noticed the guyâs username and smiled to himself.Â
(19:37) impala67 says: donât worry dude! the position as my date is still open. youâre the only one who has responded.Â
PS. I like your username. you a Black Wing fan too?Â
The reply was almost immediate.
(19:41) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: Okay. What information do you need from me?
PS. You could say so.Â
âYou could say soâ? Was this guy purposefully trying to be mysterious? Either way, Dean was intrigued.Â
(19:45) impala67 says: idk dude, just the basics I guess. how old u are, what u look like
(19:53) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: Iâm 30 years old. I have blue eyes and dark hair. Iâm 6 feet tall. Anything else?
Dean hummed to himself. The guy sounded pretty average, which was okay with him.
(19:55) impala67 says: nah, thatâs awesome dude. anything you want to know?Â
(19:58) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: I suppose it would be nice to know what you look like too. Also, if you donât mind me prying, I wondered why you need to have a date for a school reunion. And why have you turned to Craigslist to find it?
Dean was set aback by this guyâs forwardness. But, he did have a right to know what he was getting into Dean supposed.Â
(20:05) impala67 says: you already know Iâm 28. I have green eyes. sort of light brown hair and iâm around 6â2â. as for the other shit. high school was a shit show. Iâve always been a bit nerdy i guess. people didnât like it. then I realised Iâm bi (hope thatâs not a deal break btw). tried asking this guy out senior year. got outed to the whole school. got a lot of shit for it.Â
(20:11) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: Iâm sorry to hear that happened to you. No one deserves that. Why do you want to go back? No one would blame you for leaving and never going back. (Again, if you donât mind me asking.)
Dean blinked at the screen. His forgotten beer was getting warm but he was fascinated by this guy. He seemed genuine and Dean felt himself wanting to share the darkest parts of himself with a complete stranger. He sighed and typed.Â
(20:20) impala67 says: I guess I want to prove to those assholes that the things they said didnât affect my life. even tho thatâs not always the truth. I still struggle to accept myself i guess.
Dean chewed his lip, debating whether to include that last line or not. But, hey, he was asking this dude to be his date, the least he could do was be honest with him. He pressed send.Â
Blue Eyes didnât reply instantly this time and it made Dean nervous. He wished he could take back the last bit of the message.Â
After a few anxious moments, Blue Eyes still hadnât replied so Dean gave up, figuring heâd scared the guy away. He cursed himself and moved to put his Doctor Sexy DVDs into the player. Heâd never admit it to anyone, not even Charlie, but Doctor Sexy was his comfort show. It provided him with a much needed distraction.Â
A couple hours later, Dean was beginning to doze. The extra few beers heâd had cushioned him into a deep sleep.Â
When he woke, surrounded by darkness with only the DVD menu playing to no one lighting the room, Dean rubbed his face tiredly and went to check his phone for the time.Â
Instead of looking at the clock, Deanâs eyes were distracted by the Craigslist notification. Blue Eyes had messaged him back! Feeling a little foolish that heâd reacted too quickly before, Dean opened the message.
(23:23) BlueEyesAndBlackWings says: Youâre incredibly brave, Dean. Not many people would be able to do what youâre doing.Â
Dean blushed in the darkness. Why were a random internet dudeâs words affecting him so much? He didnât really know what to say in response so he just sent a quick âthank you, dude.â
*Â *Â *Â
Over the next few days leading up to the reunion, Dean carried on messaging Blue Eyes just to get to know him a little more. Turns out the dude is dorky as hell. And, despite the original impression he gave with the Black Wing username, the guy didnât understand any of Deanâs other references.Â
It had occurred to him after theyâd been messaging for a while that Dean still didnât know his name.Â
When he confronted Blue Eyes about it, the man had taken a while to respond again and answered only with âIâd rather not disclose my full name at this time. But, you can call me C.â
Dean had been a little skeptical of the guyâs response at first. But then, he figured the worst case scenario was the guy turned out to be a catfish and Dean would just blow off the reunion altogether and go get drunk. And he couldnât blame the guy for not wanting to give out personal details over Craigslist.Â
The day before the reunion, they agreed it was probably best to meet somewhere a couple hours before so they had time to get to know each other in person and iron out the final details theyâd need to know about each other.Â
*Â *Â *Â
Dean sat in the coffee shop theyâd agreed to meet at (public and easy to escape if things went south). He tried to stop his leg from trembling under the table.Â
He was nervous for a couple of reasons. The obvious: this guy could turn out to be a creepy old dude stalking men on the internet. And the less obvious but more surprising to Dean: he actually wanted this to go well. Without even knowing what he looked like, Dean had found himself beginning to like the guy. Even if he wasnât attracted to him when he finally saw Blue Eyes, Dean would be cool with being friends with him.Â
His eyes were following the patterns in the wood on the table top when a deep voice came from above him.Â
âDean?â It asked, with nervous uncertainty.Â
Dean swallowed and looked up to the source of the voice and-Â
Holy shit!Â
It was him! It was the Black Wing!
What was the guyâs name? Cas- something? Castile? Casteel? Castiel! That was it!
Holy fucking shit! This couldnât be happening.Â
Dean realised heâd been staring wide-eyed during his internal freak out and Blue Eyes, Castiel, was stood looking as nervous as Dean had felt before the surprise adrenaline took over his body.Â
âSorry, dude. Please sit down.â Dean gestured to the chair opposite him. He wiped his hands on his jeans, nerves starting to take over once again.Â
Neither man spoke for a few moments.Â
âSo I-â Castiel began.
âI donât-â Dean spoke too.Â
Both men chuckled. âYou go,â Dean told Castiel.Â
Castiel smiled softly, âI suppose, from your reaction, you know who I am.â
Dean blushed. âYeah. For what itâs worth, Iâm a big fan.â He scratched the back of his head awkwardly.Â
Now Castiel blushed, âThank you, Dean.â His expression turned serious. âI hope you understand now why I didnât give you my full name while we spoke online.â
âYeah, of course, dude. Donât want any crazies hunting you down.â Dean chuckled.Â
Castiel chuckled with him. âYes, something like that.â
âSo, um, before we get into the details for later, I was wondering if I could ask you a question?â
âOf course, Dean. You were honest with me, itâs only fair I return the favour.â Castiel smiled.Â
âItâs only because I watched one of your movies the other night with my best friend, Charlie-â who was totally gonna freak out when Dean told her about this â-but wasnât there meant to be a solo Black Wing movie? Everyone in the fandom was talking about it and then suddenly you seemed to disappear. I guess, Iâm just wondering why you changed your mind?â Dean asked, nervously. He was waiting for Castiel to tell him to go fuck himself (though Dean knew that Castiel wasnât really that kinda guy).Â
Castiel cleared his throat and met Deanâs eyes. âWe were just about to go into production for the solo movie when my brother and his wife were killed in a head-on collision with a truck.â
Deanâs mouth dropped open. But, he could sense Castiel hadnât finished so he stayed quiet.Â
âThe only blessing was that it was instant, so they didnât suffer. That, and luckily their daughter, Claire, was at the babysitterâs at the time.â Castiel smiled, melancholy whispers gracing his features.Â
Dean knew he barely knew the guy but he could sense when someone needed comfort so he reached across the table to place a soft touch on Castielâs hand.Â
âI took Claire into my care. And that ended my career as I knew it.â Castiel shrugged. âI was deeply disappointed to have to leave the movie, but Claire came first. And I didnât want her to grow up in the spotlight, with people using her parentsâ tragic death as a way to sell magazines. So I left the industry. That was three years ago and I havenât looked back. Claire is five now and sheâs all I could ever want.âÂ
Dean was awestruck. âWow.â He breathed. âI canât believe it.â
âWhat?â Castiel asked, head tilting in confusion. (If the situation wasnât so serious, Dean would have struggled not to comment on how adorable he looked.)Â
âDude.â Dean choked. âYou called me brave for wanting to face a coupla high school assholes. But you - you gave up your entire career to give the best life to your niece.â He shook his head in disbelief. âYouâre amazing.âÂ
Castiel blushed again (and Dean found he was slowly falling in love with that look on Castielâs face). âI donât know that Iâm amazing, I just want a normal life for Claire and I.â He shrugged.Â
âA normal life, huh?â Dean asked. âWell, I can try and help with that.â He lifted his hand from where it had been placed on Castielâs and held it in the air between them. âIâm Dean Winchester. Iâm twenty eight. A bit of a nerd and in need of a date this evening.â
Castiel huffed a laugh and placed his hand in Deanâs, shaking it. âIâm Castiel Novak. Iâm thirty. Uncle to a beautiful niece and I would be honoured if youâd let me be your date for this evening.âÂ
Deanâs face broke into a smile, which turned into a laugh that caused a smile to spread across Castielâs cheeks.Â
They let their hands settle naturally on top of the table.Â
Now, with their barriers down, they began making plans and ideas for that evening. Though, if Dean were being honest, it felt like heâd known Castiel forever already.Â
Eventually, after what felt like hours of talking, Castiel got up to finally get himself a coffee. It wasnât until Castielâs hand left his that Dean realised theyâd been holding onto each other the whole time.Â
*Â *Â *
Dean and Castiel ended up talking for so long in that coffee shop that they were late for the reunion. The party was in full swing when they arrived.Â
Just before they entered the hall, Dean stopped in his tracks.Â
âWhatâs wrong, Dean?â Castiel asked, worry etched into his features.Â
âAre you sure about this, man? Thereâs a chance someone in there could recognise you or something. Itâs not worth ruining your life plan over just for me to say âfuck youâ to a couple of dicks.â Dean stressed.Â
Castiel reached to take Deanâs hand in his. âSome things are worth a little risk.â He whispered and walked with Dean through the hall doors.Â
It seemed Dean had had nothing to worry about in the end. Theyâd spoken to a few people who had seemed genuinely interested in that Dean had been up to since graduation. And they barely batted an eye when heâd introduced Castiel as his boyfriend. (Heâd meant to just call him his date but clearly his mouth had had other ideas.) Castiel himself had just placed a soft hand around Deanâs waist - stopping Dean from an internal panic.Â
It was all going so well and Dean was starting to think Charlie had been right (again, damn her!). Maybe everyone had just grown up and moved on.Â
Once theyâd finished a conversation with the guy Dean sat next to in English class senior year, Castiel went to the bar to get them some drinks, whispering in Deanâs ear that heâd be back in a moment. Dean was a little sad Castiel hadnât gone a bit further and placed a kiss on his cheek.Â
âWell, well, if it isnât Dean Winchester.â The voice of Bela Talbot came from behind him. Dean turned with a scowl on his face.Â
âHello, Bela.â He said through gritted teeth. Sheâd been one of the main people instrumental in his forced coming out.Â
âGoodness me, Dean. If Iâd known how pretty youâd turn out, maybe high school could have gone a lot differently.â She practically purred, running a perfectly manicured finger along Deanâs cheek bone. âBut, hey, thereâs still time now, I could be the one to knock you straight again.â
Dean was frozen to the spot. He was back to being a scared kid, dealing with the loss of a parent and being taunted daily for his sexuality. He knew he shouldnât have done this. He wasnât brave. He was pathetic. He couldnât even stand up to a school bully ten years later.
âExcuse me.â Castiel appeared suddenly at Deanâs side. âWhat did you say to him?â The look on his face was nothing short of murderous.Â
âIâm just getting reacquainted with an old friend.â Bela answered, sickly sweet. âAnd who are you?â
Castielâs eyes narrowed. âIâm Deanâs boyfriend and I donât appreciate the way youâre speaking to him.âÂ
Deanâs eyes went wide. Earlier it had been a slip when heâd called Castiel his boyfriend but now Castiel was purposefully saying it? Dean didnât dare to hope.Â
Bela laughed, causing Castiel to glare even harder (honestly, if looks could kill, sheâd be in hell). âAh! So heâs definitely still gay then.â She said, lip curling with distaste.Â
âNot that itâs any of your business, but heâs bisexual, not gay. Iâd tell you to educate yourself, but clearly, after ten years youâre still the same bitch youâll always be.âÂ
Bela looked taken aback, like no one had ever spoken to her like that before.Â
Castiel didnât wait for her response. Instead, he grabbed Deanâs hand and stormed out of the building.
It wasnât until the cool evening air hit his face, that Dean finally snapped back to himself. Theyâd ended up in the parking lot, stood next to Deanâs car.Â
âCas..â Dean breathed.
âIâm sorry, Dean.â Castiel said, begging for forgiveness. âI just couldnât stand the way she was speaking to you.âÂ
âCas-â Dean spoke.Â
âShe was just so rude a-and small-minded. I hated it.âÂ
âCas!â Dean raised his voice. Castiel snapped his jaw shut. âItâs okay. Thank you for sticking up for me.â Dean stepped closer to Castiel, playing with the lapel on Castielâs suit jacket.Â
Castiel looked into Deanâs eyes but Dean couldnât hold his gaze. âIâm just embarrassed that I froze up. After all of this, I failed at standing up for myself. Iâm pathetic.âÂ
Castiel placed his hands on Deanâs cheeks, forcing Dean to look at him. Green eyes finally met blue. âDean, listen to me. It was incredibly brave to walk into that room tonight. You are the bravest person Iâve ever met.â He said earnestly.Â
Dean couldnât hold it in anymore. He hoped he wasnât about to ruin this before it even started. But, as a wise man told him recently: some things are worth a little risk.
Wasting no more time, Dean pulled Castiel into a deep kiss.Â
Once Castiel was on board, he pushed Dean up against the car behind them.Â
After a few heated moments, of what can only be described as heavy making out, Dean growled at Castiel to get into the car before they got arrested for public indecency.Â
They somehow made it back to Deanâs house but their clothes only managed to stay on long enough to get through the front door. Dean directed them to his room and threw Castiel down on the bed.Â
He took in the sight of the beautiful man laid out under him before kissing up Castielâs chest and took over his mouth again. The only words said between them were muttered assurances that they were on the same page. Dean could never have dreamed this is how this night would end but he certainly wouldnât change a thing.Â
*Â *Â *
The next morning, Dean and Castiel laid in each otherâs arms, content to be together in the quiet.Â
Suddenly, a thought occurred to Dean. âWhat about your niece?â He worried. âDonât you need to get back to her?â He sat up frantically.Â
âDean, Dean, donât worry.â Castiel raised his hands to calm the other man. âI texted my babysitter yesterday at the coffee shop asking her to stay with Claire for the night.âÂ
Dean relaxed into the bed, smirking a little. âSo you knew how the night would end even before we got to the reunion.âÂ
Castiel blushed. âI wouldnât say I knew. But I did hope.â
Dean smiled, pulling Castiel closer to place a tender kiss on the side of his head. âI hoped for it too.â He whispered.Â
They settled into silence again, warm in each otherâs company.Â
A short while passed before either of them spoke again.Â
âThank you, Dean.â Castiel murmured, breaking the quiet.Â
âFor what?â Dean frowned.Â
âFor thinking of Claire.âÂ
âWell, sheâs important to you. Sheâs your whole world.â Dean shrugged.Â
âMaybe my world could get a little bigger now.â Castiel suggested, smiling nervously up at Dean.â
âYeah, I think it could.â
*Â *Â *
Later, as they dug into a couple of burgers Dean threw together, another thought crossed Deanâs mind.Â
âCas?â
âHmm?â Castiel hummed around the burger in his mouth.
âWhy were you looking through Craigslist ads in the first place?â
Castiel swallowed and chuckled to himself. âSometimes I look through to find funny ads people put up.â
Dean was beginning to get a little offended when Castiel reached across the table to hold his hand.Â
âBut, the night that I saw your ad, I had just put Claire to bed and I was feeling lonely. I took a risk. And I think it worked.â Castiel smiled shyly.Â
âHell yeah, it did!â Dean grinned from ear to ear.Â
*Â *Â *
Charlieâs phone vibrated next to her. She paused the video game she was playing to pick it up. Seeing it was a text from Dean, she opened it immediately.Â
On her screen was a selfie of Dean with another dark haired dude captioned:
âI should take your advice more often Bradbury.â
Her eyes turned to saucers and she looked at the image again more closely. She frowned slightly, looking at the man whose cheek Dean was kissing.Â
Wait- That totally looked like-
Her phone dinged with a new message from Dean.Â
âAnd yes, itâs exactly who you think it is.â
HOLY FRIGGIN SHIT!Â
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