#academic problems

well i just haven't been around for a couple weeks now huh?

school and mental health have been really difficult; I've accomplished so little over the past two weeks and i can't help but feel like i can't possibly be trying hard enough :') I'm genuinely like.. a little concerned i might not be able to graduate this semester, which doesn't feel very good at all

BUT!! I have about 5 weeks to really try and get to where i need to be, so I guess that's my goal now, to lock down and crank out as much as possible and hope i can pull it together into something passable (i mean, id like to have something well-done that im proud of, but i think a C is a kinder and more realistic goal atm lol)

I was in a public transport and a random girl fell asleep on my shoulder. She, half asleep, then mumbled if it was okay to sleep on my shoulder. "Of course", I said. But that's one of the kindest and beautiful things happened to me that day. Whenever I remember this incident, it still brings a bright smile to my face. Much love to that girl. People, specifically the college and university students, are so mentally, emotionally, and physically ground by this academic pressure these days. And I can feel this burnout even in my soul.