#37 weeks

This boy feels tall and too strong. I feel him through contractions. It fucking hurts.

Otherwise things have been very normal, we are prepared for him now, just wanna do one more sterilize and wash on the bottles and replacement nipples. PTSD is still flaring up tho, expected with how my last birth went.

He’s been making my eczema flair up and I think I’m getting it along my right top surgery scar now, on my face, and on my left pinky, so that’s not fun.

We haven’t yet been hit by the winter snow, yet, should hit very early morning. Got alcohol for the isopropyl fireplace so we can warm up some foods on it if need be, and have the olive oil lamps still. I’m not particularly stressed since we’ve had more and it should be fluffy.

I have been having some really bad Braxton hicks for weeks, but today they feel different. The first baby dropped yesterday, and I’m starting to think the triplets might be on their way… @aboygottapush definitely gave me some massive babies to deliver.

Spent 4 hours in the Maternity Assessment unit this evening for back and pelvic pain that had me in tears 😭

I’m going to my Mimi’s tomorrow but I honestly feel like I can barely walk, sex is now off the table because I think it’d definitely send me into labor, and I truly feel like I’m in some type of prelabor.

He’s just burrowing down, twisting in my uterus. Eating is like, eh I know I have to, but I don’t care.

I moved my OB appt to Monday - sometimes when I walk it feels like there’s a tube in my body that could snap (AKA it feels like my water could break).