I haven’t left my building in 2 days.
I’m going to my Mimi’s tomorrow but I honestly feel like I can barely walk, sex is now off the table because I think it’d definitely send me into labor, and I truly feel like I’m in some type of prelabor.
He’s just burrowing down, twisting in my uterus. Eating is like, eh I know I have to, but I don’t care.
I moved my OB appt to Monday - sometimes when I walk it feels like there’s a tube in my body that could snap (AKA it feels like my water could break).
I don’t know why I’m so scared this time around. I think it’s because I have another child to care for and the unknown with a child is just 🥲🥲🥲