#smbc

I am officially living in my own apartment. I finally finished all the paperwork, can start to decorate and relax. Well... as much as you can relax with a mortgage. But now that I have my own space, I can finally begin working on my timeline, becoming financially stable and ready to have a family. I am still only 26 so if all goes to plan I could be a mom before 30, which was my dream forever. I cannot begin to describe how excited I am for this process. Fingers crossed🤞🏻

exactly a year ago at this time i was exhilarated and exhausted and bleeding and cuddling my poop- and blood-crusted baby at the birthing centre. my friend who came for the 8pm-12am "shift" was there explaining how to breastfeed and giving me the most hands-on no-nonsense tutorial possible