#2864

It really was hilarious. They fell for it! They fell for our little note, promising some action with a chick they didn't even know. We even put on lipstick stain.

So finally it would happen! Finally we would get them, Tyler and Shane, the biggest bullies of the whole team, so famous, so cautious to keep it jokingly in public, but getting real dirty when nobody was there to whitness but the 'bros'.

I shivered as I entered the locker, seeing Tyler sitting on the bench, still in his full training-outfit.

"What'r you supposed to do here, fagot? Searching for some socks to sniff on?"

I couldn't bring a word out, stuttered what didn't even sound like words, feeling the tiny metal device in my pocket.

"I... I..." I tryed again but Tyler quickly cut me

"I... I..." he mocked me, getting up in more and more anger.

"Get the hell out! It ain't no place to be for you right now!" He yelled, stepping towards me, really showing his stature, ready to push me out. He easily could have throughn me a punch. Wouldn't be the first time, but he just got closer, started to bump me towards the door with his chest. I was paralysed in fear, in all the memories of beeing bullied, frozen in helplessness. But I wasn't anymore. And somewhere inside me, this realization grew, feeling the hard metal, feeling his angry presence. And in a whim of 'now or never' I pulled out the device like we practiced multiple times, lifting my arms towards his neck until the tiny feet touched his skin.

"What!" he let out with widening eyes. Would it work? If not, I'm dead, I thought. But at that moment a shock ran through his body, leading to his eyes going blank and I grabbed his strong torso, trying to get him to the bench where I managed to set him down.

Just now I realized the sound of the shower in the background. Shit. This wasn't planned! So I begged for the process to be quick.

"What are you doin' here" a voice rose at that very moment. "You are begging to be wrecked aren't you?" It was Shane! Shane of all possibilities, standing at the entrance to the showers, wearing just a towel. It shouldn't really surprise me, though. Tyler and him seemed always be pretty close so I should have guessed that he wouldn't be far.

"Tyler, what's up? Everything alright?"

Tyler still sat on the bench with blank eyes, hunched over, staring at the wall.

"What did you do to him! What..." he started to say, but he stopped as Tyler suddenly stood up like he was being pulled by strings. Now we both, Shane and me, stared at him. Endless seconds of silence passed until he finally did something. He shook his head, bringing his hand to his forehead.

"Fuck, that was a ride"

We still didn't move. Did it work? It seamed like it. Or did it?

"I guess its better for you to go now" Tyler said, looking at me with exhausted eyes. I couldn't move. If it really worked...

"Didn't you hear him?" Shane shouted and woke me up.

I looked at him, looked at Tyler "I... I..."

"I...I..." now it was Shane that mocked me. But he was coming towards me, pushing me to the door and out as he opened it.

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